I'm so fat.
Today I will not eat much from the fatting breakfast (I'll have to eat some unless my parents do something and be suspicious).
Then about 12 pm I'll go to the gym with my dad and I'll do really hard work on the treadmill.
Then I'll eat for dinner toasted bread and an pear or apple or 3-5 strawberries.
And I'll say I'm not hungry at lunch.
I can't stay fat like I am.
All of my friends are skinny or satisfied from how they look.
I am so fat.
My best friends are skinnier with me. I seriously feel like third wheel. Maybe a third tier.
Why can't I be skinny as they are?
Why I deserve it?
Why I am so fat?
Why can't people love me?
Why everyone...
Hates....
Me?
I'm so fat.
Diet starting from now.

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