Autumn leaves

Another tear
Another cry
Another place for us to die
It's not complicated

Another life that's gone to waste
Another light lost from your face
It's complicated

Is it that it's over or do birds still sing for you?
Float down
Like autumn leaves
Hush now
Close your eyes before the sleep
And you're miles away
And yesterday you were here with me


Isn't Ed Sheeran is a genius?
It's just better with music.
I think this song is about someone who don't have reason to live so he's all bitter about life and he don't understand why when the one he love is sound him his life complete again, why everything brighter.

Maybe it's my lyric meaning of autumn leaves but it's only because that's what I feel.
My life is brighter when he is around.

I can write thousand times on my wall his name and stare the wall for hours.
I just want to have him by my side every time. I don't want a kiss or something alike I just want him to say "I missed you".

- – — • — – -
"Bye!" I yelled to my friend after he walked me to the road.
I started to kick bitterly in poor dirty white rock.
I lipsync myself jar of hearts of Christina Pedro while I saw his face.
"Do you want to come to the movie out ?" He asked,
"With who?"
"Me, Ben, mika, Itay, luli... You know…"
"I don't think that I want it" after all I hate those piece of shitty people.
"So just us and Sarne and his girlfriend?"
"Sounds better" I said almost crying from joy of being in double date.
"So it's ok that I'll get to you home at four and then we'll go to the cinema?"
"Yeah, I think..."
"Okay. Um… see you at four!"
I can't believe I have a double date with the most popular guys!
*3:50 pm*
Clothes? On! Money? Have! iPhone? Charged? Ready? Yes!
"Hey"
"Hi!" I said excited
"Are you ready?"
I mumbled my list and answer that I am.
"You know I missed you?" He said to break the thick ice from silence.
"No."
"Well, I do. And now you know"
I blushed and stretched to see the time.
"It's about time to go to Sarne and this girl…"
"Yes… do you want on my scooter or you'll ride yourself?" He pointed on my skate board.
"Your scooter sounds good"
"Let's go"

He didn't told me the movie is scary.
Most of time he asked me if I'm okay an I lied and said in fine, he asked if I want that he'll tell me when the scary parts.
"Is it over?" I asked after I heard the blood freezing scream that made me squish his hand.
"Yes" he whispered to my ear.
I stared at his eyes that was one inch away from me.
I get my head closer to his until a scream disturbed our kiss
- – — • — – -

I remember that Maya kissed Itay in the mouth.
It's furious that I feel? Because I really want to kill her and take this kiss to myself.

I wish that night will be over in a sweet illusion that Itay is right next to me keeping me from all the bad dreams and look at me an wait to the morning to watch me rising.

How can I stay alive while the time I'm without him?
Because I know that I'll see him.

The legs in the picture s his legs, I saw him running though my street.