Everytime 1/6/2013

I adore old Britney Spears.
Her song, Everytime, made me cry.
I am so stupid.
Emotional in nights.

Here are the lyrics.
I hope one day you'll be reminded in this post while you feel like me and hear this song.

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

Ohhhh

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby


~from the best lyric site, AZLYRICS~


I am sick.
And it excepted at the medical diseases list "broken heart" isn't a metaphor anymore.
I have all the syndromes for now.
Worst then last time.
The worst part is that it's again.
I feel so weak.

*almost start crying loud*
*stoping my self*
*crying*

Without my wings I feel so small.

I fell for my best guy friend.
I fell for someone the in higher league.
I fell for a Taylo.

-Taylo is a nickname from the tail the presents someone who have crew that agree for everything. The alpha male in the group.-

I hate Taylos I remember so fresh the Taylo who ruined my life.
I fell and the love made me blind.

I don't have many reasons to live any longer.
-Future. Time healing anything (but cancer, time healing everything but cancer)
-My best friend <3
-My family


So tomorrow I might buy a video cam for my laptop so I could make YouTube vids.
I hope soon I could film something about my feeling.
I think I'll wear tomorrow black shirt jeans and hoodie & a brown boots & blue jeans or red jacket.
Razor in my pocket.

And everytime I try to fly I fall
Without my wings I feel so small
I guess I need you baby.
💔