Is he changing girls like socks?
I'll wish I were his sock.
He like to remind me who his number one.
Definitely not me.
It's so painful to see you and her ugly face in her head lying on your shoulder.
But somehow I always searching you face. Maybe I love just to harm myself and not see me bleeding.
Nothing wonderful in my love life didn't happen since they've started (but a crush on surf boy) and I think they began when I saw TWILIGHT.
Maybe Midnight Sun just gave me the feeling I had when I started with the stupid circle.
It was wrong to let it continue and worse to make it stop.
Just a glance from his beautiful deep grey eyes meeting my poor-girl-who-wants-something-she'll-never-get-means-love stare.
It's terrible I need to see her frog face on you, dancing with you, kissing you on you small blushy cheek.
There are two girl who really really likes you (but not like I love you) and they are popular (not like me - I'm just known as my I don't really know what).
One is short, curly blonde, from Brazil (!), and used to be my best friend.
The other one is wavy brown, frog faced, and dumb as shit.
And you picked the second one.
Why?
And when I start to think you became better.
I was so wrong.
You talked to me, you teased me, you insulted me and we laughed about it together.
Then, crash.
You dance with frog-face.
And I'll wish one day you'll read it and say:
I killed this girl.
I'm swearing I'm crying now invisible dry tears.
I stop myself from crying so you don't need to see the truth I'm trying to keep like in secret.
I remember when Gal came and told him that I don't love him anymore and she said that she saw that he was little sad because no one loves him anymore.
WRONG.
I still love him.
And maybe he see it, maybe he's not.
If I only had Midnight Sun here and Red Moon (my name for New Moon as Edward version that I was in red moon).
I'll here over thousand times the soundtrack of Breaking Dawn Part 1 and I'll cry because I'll thought it reminds me too much how I feel about Itay.
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