Gah,

I HATE PEOPLE.
Seriously I'ts better to stay with a pillow, a laptop, and a stock of mangoes, watermelons, and green hard apples.

Today were awful.
Every female in the area of Yali's who were skinny (or regular) Yali had to say "She's so skinny".
I nodded.
And the worst part was that my mind all the time completed her sentence as it were mine "skinnier then me."

I feel so fat, the I eat my feelings, then feel guilty, then promise myself to get slimmer, repeating it.

I hate also to post shortly.
I hate anything either, at least I can hear music, even when it's not mine.
Nothing mine's but my life, soon every single thing in them won't be mine.

So happy Monday, I'm leaving now for calories.

A walk of 8 km. It's a lot

By the way, close one eye with your finger, then move you eye thing.