Betray.

Well, apparently nobody knows what's goth.
They don't now what's emo.
That means the girl who draws zombieboy stories is goth?
Nope.
Give me emo.
A little satisfaction.
  But goth?
I've got now to my list of what I am not goth.
I have in this list hipster too, masochistic (I enjoy the natural drug that caused of pain).
I have a lot of being misunderstood.
But hey, it's teenaging.
Everyone trying to find themselves, trying to discover what others.

I sure when they will notice emo and know it, it might give me satisfaction.


So why am I "goth"?
I hear rock.
Wear black.
Draw skeletons.
Draw person (zombies) with stitched mouth.


So I got all the reasons I'm not goth.
And if not emo, I would like to be called the very rare nickname, human.
So, let's get back to reality.



I feel betrayed.
Who made this joke on me?
Yes, this guy (Let's call him O), Gal (shortly G), and Yali (Y).
So, it's not so hard to guess why I feel betrayed.
Girl who supposed to be my friend (not the best friend), Y is making me nuts, she supposed to be nice, it's very asshole thing to do.
And this guy I never liked, so I'm not so surprised.
G, well G was in the times she used to be nice, now she's being a bitch.

I have no idea how to move on.

Tomorrow there's a bike race-trail, it happens every year in my city, I usually go there.
Yali invited me to go with her, now, I won't come.
I don't even believe I would enjoy with the amount of backstabbing I've been through, my doctor thinks it's dangerous with all those fresh scars on my back.
He says it's better to wait for next year.


So, what shall I do?
My dad wants that I'll become a game tester with him, and maybe an app developer.
If you want some help, or information, download a program named Unity.
It's an app developing software, I'm gonna try it for you and maybe, one day, if I'll be good enough, give you a guide, or even better!
Give you a game.


Today at the surfing, there's a girl, Tara, there's a girl, Karin.
There's Tara's brothers, named Ky.
Only I think it's amazing?
Ky (for who that doesn't know) is Cassia's love, or boyfriend, I prefer love.
And I was like the cute emojis!
He is funny, and charming, and far from looking like Ky from the book.
But he reminding me adorableness.
Like zombieboy, without stitches, when he was alive.

So as the most simple finish:



Berries, survivors.
I hope you'll make it.