Graduation 1#

The strum played, I knew this song.
Terrible and amazing memories come at once.
I liked this girl before she came this way, dragged tayl.
The song is Fix You, as it playing on Icon Pop Song.
I can't understand that people change.
I won't except it.
It's sucks, but it's happening.
And she became from dumb to dumber, she hangs out with the devil, her soul is hers long time ago.
And I was stupid enough to believe she can save herself, as long I'm near her.
If I could get little more, just a bit of time, I could to make her strong again.
But now, as same as Edward in Twilight, not so far, impossible.
I see myself as Jacob, not as Bella's see him, not as the viewers and the audience, but as I'm Jacob.
I'm hopeless against this bastard.
She's the devil, and she want everything others have.
Well, almost everyone...

Love, safety, trust, emotions, heart, and a lot of bloody things that in the human race are very common.

Yali own blood itself, almost drowning in the pity blood, and covered in souls.
Oh, I almost feel sorry for that ugly thing.


Well.
Circle of hate will continue later.

Today, was the last day of this year of the Genius school.
For celebrating, I went with the other girls to eat outside, I ate mine within 5 minutes, there's a reason why food rhymes with good.
So, it was fun.

At school itself, for the first lesson, we done some final Chinese, I liked it, and I'd like to keep learning.
My uncle says that Chinese is the language of the future, he knows Chinese himself.
I'll teach myself the rest.
It can be nice, I might write something on Chinese one day.
And then for the second, we heard music.

First, we heard from girl, she is in different styles, and it's kinda weird.
She putted her friend song, of Marilyn Manson, named Coma White.
I like the start.
Reminds me 30 Seconds To Mars.
I know why her friend dress the way she does, inspired by Marilyn Manson, she put one red contact and one blue, and crazy while make up, and same photos.
I think it's creepy, but one day I might love it, hopefully, that I won't use makeup, but the eyes are cool.
One silver or white, or something pretty.

Then Brick by Boring Brick, of Paramore, I started to really hate this song, it's meaningless to me.
I guess rock was my type, pop was the vibe.


And many more, that I'm glad I forgot.
Then, some videos, on animation, and then graduation.

That's it.


Nice day.
Nice day...

I stopped being bold alpha, I can sink down, get to my place, where comfort means a lot, when I actually eat, and I actually enjoy.
I'll pop one there's a reason, when I'm on my best.
Not to pop from the part I tried to hide.
Now I'll be me (again) and hopefully stop wanting to be someone I'm not.
If it meant to be it'll happen.
Like me and this popsicles.


So, what will happen?


I'm watching now Jennifer's Body, and it reminds me a song of Panic! At The Disco, but the way, their name reminds me the song Panic of The Smiths, and I founded it funny when Panic! At The Disco covered Panic by The Smiths, I've got confused.

I finished the movie, and the song New Prospective was there.


My dad is back...
Long week.
But, look at this way.
Dad back means hat the doom of Yali is soon.
And I could get back to the nowhere I'm always in, and to flirt while I can naturally, and wait.
Pass the time, having another mental problems, that as always, knotted with physical and spiritual things.
For now, this is the life.
And I can't hate it, I only can hate everything that causing me pain.

So today I looked on Kayne.
Well her arm is only held by a string sewed.
And so does her "pierced" ear.
Reminds me Happy from Mighty Bee.

I'm going to watch movies.
Involving everything.
As much as I can take horror, and blood, and wild actors.

Goodbye angels, let's watch your beautiful wings turns to black, changing everything in you.
And leaving you the same.

Berries, survivors,
I hope you'll make it.