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This is the worst day in the past 3 months.
I felt worst than back there when I discovered it's her.
I feel stupid.

It started with the morning after the show (finally!), about at 7 am I got a text from Maya ds.
She started with texting if I'm awake because it's really important.
I answered that I'm ready to hear.
She got a boyfriend.
And then five minutes later, she said that she don't have anymore.

And I bet you know who he is.
I wrote in Springpad part so I could put it in Poison Book, I wrote this:
Desperate for a girlfriend.

If not obvious enough...
The next lines.

In order:
Me -yes for two hours- (2012)
Yali -yes for one week- (2013)
Maya ds -yes for half an hour- (2013)


Now, can you guess?


Yes, indeed, Yuval S.

Funny.
I'm still the first one, then they were the other options.


Today earlier I started to feel sick.
But it's might be from the pain I went through today.

Well, it started fine, but I could feel the bad aura around the day.
The first thing that brought me down, was a ball that have threw violently to my ear, landed perfectly to the helix, that I get a lot of pain in there lately (my friends are the worst huggers in the world).
So, no apology, and they kept playing with the ball.
Then from tease from here, tease from there.
Ended wanting  to die.


Well, since it's a long post, and I don't want to make it huge, in Extras, there's a note I wrote today, I barely felt alive.
Barely felt something.



I'm hearing Supernova (if you read the note you'll understand).


Who would believe it.
There's 3 days left.
It's exciting.
Finally finishing this long 7 years in the same routine.
Same place, same time.
Bore.
Then only changing things are the people.
The teachers, the principals (I've met 4 principals in the past 7 years!), and all the children.
The dramas, which I admire, that changing, from him to her, from her to them, from them to me, from me to us, from us to her.

Just like Rebecca Black said,
Fun Fun Fun Fun.



Okay, I want to shake of the stress and all the depression.
HAVE YOU EVER SAW WHAT THE ROYALTY WEARS ON EVENTS?
Fucling side hats.
Disneyland is more mature guys.


And the rest, disney girls.
Bitches about to die.
Look what happened to Demi Lovato, now in line right behind her stands Miley Cyrus and few steps further, Selena Gomez, not forgetting Justin Bieber, on the way to rehab.

One of my favorites about Justin, is that his crazy dumb fans actually cut themselves to express their caring for him.

WHAT.
THE.
FUCK.


Well, for the ending, poison book going slow, but it'll pay off, it worth more every passing day.
With all the information.
One day, I'll open it up for you.
And I'll have it to destroy the people who make the people in my life miserable.


I shall wait.

Berries, survivors,
I hope you'll make it.