Well, last night, I had a weird dream, you can read about it on Extras, because I'm too lazy to repeat.
I would like to do something.
I mean that something that I'd enjoy and love and cherish, becaue to organize my laundry isn't joyful loveable or cherishable.
It's just boring.
I can watch Code Lyoko.
Quite.
So quite.
Though I'm hearing Saviour on high volume, but, hmff.
I'm used for class loud, of 30 kids talking with a teacher.
I'm taking it back!
I'm watching how to straighten your hair withthe least damage possible.
And the song!
You know it, I know it, and I like to laugh about it.
OMG of Jenna Rose.
Yes the 14 year old that have a slutty clip (though, I love the angel wings in the I-wish-I-was-an-Vicotria-Secret-angel-model-but-I'm-just-Jenna-Rose outfit).
And Last Song of Dave Days.
How the geners relate, I have no idea.
Well, she's special person.
I went to straight it.
Done.
I'm making some edits to my Instagram, I started making for others, so if you'd like, you just need to connect me by the methods on the box.
So, today was like the others.
I continued the space ship, edited it.
And on the second lesson it was hard, he barely teaches up, he's not a teacher material.
So I had time to learn about iOS 7, I don't like it, it's too colorful, it's a mess, I barely can look at it.
They shouldv'e relax with the colors, or just make the best feature, so we could pick the logo of the built-in apps, because using third party apps that never works good enough, sucks.
But without the colorful problem they done a pretty good job!
I love the features they added, finally better multitasking, and when you delete them, there's a better music bar, and the folders, looking good.
The 3d doesn't really matters, at least for me, as long as I can see it clearly, I'm okay with it.
And the mail, it's very similar to Mailbox app, just if apple will mix the mail adresses together, and it's perfect.
I just need that the camera screen that's like on the iPhone 5, on mine, and I'd melt in my chair.
I finally did it!
I made two edits and published one, I wore a strapless dress and beneath it I wore black camisole, I opened two buttons from my dress where the stomach is, and with my hands I opened it a little more, and looked down on it, and then I added butterflies where you can see the cami, and three butterflies flying away from there.
You can see it in my account.
One of the weirdest things just happened to me, when William got back on earth I was breathless, literalley, I had some noisy weird breahing, for something like 6 minutes, until Aelita's nightmare on 95.
I can\t believe it's over.
No more hopper,no more Xana.
But, I know that there is a continnue.
William will have white outfit, Sissy will join and another girl with blue or silver hair joins too.
I mean, that there is this "revoultion" thing, right?
Can't wait for season 5 and 6.
Just breathless.
Good that I have the weekend.
Tomorrow I\m going to the optometrist, check if I need glasses.
I hope I need, I don't think that they will fit me, but they quite useful.
It makes me look older, for sure, it makes my face look like my cousins that have glasses and they are on highschool.
I'll be able to use the computer for long time.
And I could wear them.
At the moment I saw William again in the real world, not as a retarded, or a jerk, or just annoying, I was with this yippie-I-can't-breath mode.
Code Lyoko is the base of my life.
So somehow, I actually grew to be sporty, nerdy, funny, flirty (not attractive, but have skills), and will fight.
I wonder how much kid shows affect on each one.
I know that it changed my life.
Everything from my childhood was from communicating.
I had weird childhood, I understood too much too fast.
When I was three, and when I was five, I learned what's racisam, bullying, friend stealers, and how to find friends.
When I finished preschool, I knew the up and downs that can happen.
About when I was 7, I understood that when parents compliment you, it's because they want to be good parents, not because it's actually good.
When I was 7, I stopped believing compliments.
When I was 8-10, I knew about condoms, pregnancy details, how to fuck, how to kiss good, and what channel on tv is about porn.
By my 10 birthday, I knew every possible thing about sex.
When I was 9, I got that teaching others, and talking about how much hard it's to teach them, isn't clever.
When I was 9, I figured that being quite sometimes better than talking.
When I was 11, I knew what it's like to feel alone, the ways to kill yourself, what's cyberbullying, and how to damage yourself.
After six months I could use all the methods of self-destruction.
I'm a creep.
So, what should I do?
Emptiness overfilling.
I should just clean the clutter and hear music.
I can't believe it, why the fuck do you make the continue with real people?
It's wrong.
And Aelita, it's like Stephanie from Lazytown (she just gave me nightmares, pink clown is very disturbing), but with teased hair.
And Jeremy, well, just no.
Ulrich and William, are alright, I guess.
Odd, where her pushed back hair with the purple bolt?
And Yumi, Yumi supposed to be Japanese, and no, it doesn't seems like it.
And Jim, no, and France Hopper, god no, the human version looks like the dude that always drugs them in Hangover.
Well I want to get a camera, so I'll search online for it, I hope I'll find something.
I did, under 300 NIS, it's very cheap price for good quality.
But I don't feel very wasteful today, I can get the old broken camera.
It's big black, and the battery holder is broken, so the only way to change the batteries is with screwdriver.
But I relaly like it, good quality, nice flash, effects, and it's working.
And it's only mine, for free.
I would get it tomorrow.
I want it.
I want a camera.
I have one, I have a shield for it so I could photograph underwater, but I'm not satisfied from 5MP, as you probably understand.
I have it, I just need to tranfer photos, pick few to delete and the rest to my hard disk, I should also transfer from my phone.
I wonder how weird is it the band "The Killers" they wrote the very popular song Human (are we human? or are we dancers?), I like this song.
Actually, there is so much behind it, and today I figured another part.
"Close your eyes, clear your heart, cut the cord", you know what cord it's about, cord as a rope, rope tied, tied to chocke you to death.
How do I understood it.
From my forty year old teacher (who looks the most thirty), he read us a part from his song (he's a guitarist and a vocalist in his band, named "A Cat", so go check it out, and please -pretty please- comment "We love you Tal, from **your contry**" it'll make my day and probably his day too), so his song there was a part "I untied the noose", and he explained because it was in another word -kind of- that he felt very sad and suicidal that day, and the knot as a rope for suiciding.
Yes, I'm still shocked that my forty year old teacher, the same that teached other teacher we have, the same that have a bipolar friend, the same who have a band and my friends watched him multipul times, the one who shows us many geners of music, and the same who made us sit in pairs telling stories to each other, looking at each others eyes, every kid, and let us watch the eyes.
Yes this strong man, felt suicidal.
It's weird.
For me, it is.
I remember that I've found about 3 months ago a really pretty chocker style neckalce, that made of metal but looks like lace, and I can't find it.
I should check the web again.
Couldn't find it, but, I found something gorgeous.
Skeleton legs tights.
I don't wear leggings, because leggings is tight and uncomfortable, and I'm not allowed to wear it, the moment my legs will be skinny, and I'll be allowed, I'll wear it all the time.
So I'll wear those under skirts, pants, dresses, because I love anatomy skeletons (I drew once a cat skull).
So this is it for now.
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I hope you'll make it.
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