Today was the first day at that school.
You will never understand how disturbing and mentally scarring what I saw, but in some way, I was super happy, and seeing that didn't cahnged my mind, I was fascinated.
At the first period, we learned about random things, like Atom bombs (and who was the president and such), Stalin, techonogy, and many other random subjects.
At the second, we learned about what choices we have, Chinese culture, drawing (I hate drawing, it's forcing you, it's not freedom when it's in school, it's not art, it's sadness), and what things are actaully made of (it's that blonde teacher that dyed black, is in a band, teached another teacher, taught kids how to play the guitar in an unusual way, is forty but he looks way younger, and his a vegan, shortly, that teacher with the long story).
The second period I keep for later, because... Because.
And on the third, it's animation 2, and I didn't liked animation than, and I won't like now, I prefer doing it in Max 3DS, and art on Artrage (soon I'll get SAI).
But on the second, we started to say our names and then an inner body part that starts in the same letter, in Hebrew, all I could find is blood, but blood doesn't count, so I was stuck.
We had to google it.
And we couldn't find anything with my first letter, but we could find what Penile subincision means and looks like.
I never thought I'd see a torn/cut/sliced penis, that wasn't caused by insane girlfriend or the crazy wife that caught him cheating, that was mostly for some tribal/religous ritual, or for some aesthetics reasons or more pleasure.
And after all, you can always say how terrible, painful or whatever you feel like saying on it, but getting cirumsised.
Oh my fucking what the fuck are you doing to those babies vagina?!
There is such a thing called female genital mutilation.
And it's cutting off the clit (what the hell?!) and than sewing together the lips.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PARENTS!
It's fucking destroying yor daughter's choice of actually feeling something in sex, or at least pee like a normal person!
I feel bad for human beings...
Cutting body parts, forcing to learn stupid impossible things, and prevent all the good things, and put them all under a name of "very important religous thing" title.
And just for you to know, atheists aren't snobby and think they are the best because they stopped believeing, most of them borned this way!
Like me, I always knew I'm better, but I was quiet about it, because noise is annoying when it's out of my mouth.
Just last thing, on my way to that northern home, I saw somebody in his car, and he heard music, so e started having weird dancing, and I laughed, and than after a while, I saw him again, drumming on his car, and I really laughed out loud.
And on the last time, I showed my sister and brother what he done without stopping laughing, and he saw that, gave me that look of you know what "I'm so fucking dissapointed" combined with some anger, and then he smiled a bit, and waved us!
People, I'm great at making people laugh.
Even sometimes I make myself, and it's super fun.
Guys, believe it or not, I think I'm going happy again!
I would throw a party for my happiness, when I'll have a room, and I'll celebrate it with watching Matrix, because I never watched it before, and it got something with pills, so why not.
Tomorrow I don't have school, but I have something else, so...
It will be a surprise.
Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.
You will never understand how disturbing and mentally scarring what I saw, but in some way, I was super happy, and seeing that didn't cahnged my mind, I was fascinated.
At the first period, we learned about random things, like Atom bombs (and who was the president and such), Stalin, techonogy, and many other random subjects.
At the second, we learned about what choices we have, Chinese culture, drawing (I hate drawing, it's forcing you, it's not freedom when it's in school, it's not art, it's sadness), and what things are actaully made of (it's that blonde teacher that dyed black, is in a band, teached another teacher, taught kids how to play the guitar in an unusual way, is forty but he looks way younger, and his a vegan, shortly, that teacher with the long story).
The second period I keep for later, because... Because.
And on the third, it's animation 2, and I didn't liked animation than, and I won't like now, I prefer doing it in Max 3DS, and art on Artrage (soon I'll get SAI).
But on the second, we started to say our names and then an inner body part that starts in the same letter, in Hebrew, all I could find is blood, but blood doesn't count, so I was stuck.
We had to google it.
And we couldn't find anything with my first letter, but we could find what Penile subincision means and looks like.
I never thought I'd see a torn/cut/sliced penis, that wasn't caused by insane girlfriend or the crazy wife that caught him cheating, that was mostly for some tribal/religous ritual, or for some aesthetics reasons or more pleasure.
And after all, you can always say how terrible, painful or whatever you feel like saying on it, but getting cirumsised.
Oh my fucking what the fuck are you doing to those babies vagina?!
There is such a thing called female genital mutilation.
And it's cutting off the clit (what the hell?!) and than sewing together the lips.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PARENTS!
It's fucking destroying yor daughter's choice of actually feeling something in sex, or at least pee like a normal person!
I feel bad for human beings...
Cutting body parts, forcing to learn stupid impossible things, and prevent all the good things, and put them all under a name of "very important religous thing" title.
And just for you to know, atheists aren't snobby and think they are the best because they stopped believeing, most of them borned this way!
Like me, I always knew I'm better, but I was quiet about it, because noise is annoying when it's out of my mouth.
Just last thing, on my way to that northern home, I saw somebody in his car, and he heard music, so e started having weird dancing, and I laughed, and than after a while, I saw him again, drumming on his car, and I really laughed out loud.
And on the last time, I showed my sister and brother what he done without stopping laughing, and he saw that, gave me that look of you know what "I'm so fucking dissapointed" combined with some anger, and then he smiled a bit, and waved us!
People, I'm great at making people laugh.
Even sometimes I make myself, and it's super fun.
Guys, believe it or not, I think I'm going happy again!
I would throw a party for my happiness, when I'll have a room, and I'll celebrate it with watching Matrix, because I never watched it before, and it got something with pills, so why not.
Tomorrow I don't have school, but I have something else, so...
It will be a surprise.
Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.
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