BatKid and SpongeBat

Batkid is all over the internet.
This is so fucking adorable.
Yet, I like plenty of other stories.
Usually, kids in Israel that got to Make a Wish (thanks to that awesome foundation, in my old school we used to make some kind of fairs when we bring old things we don't want but they are in good condition, give them to school, and other kids buy them [once I brought handmade coasters from that bead thingy from Ikea, and they were all sold out before I had a chance to see them], we gathered 25,000 nis!), they go to Disneyland.
Disneyland aren't that wow-ish.
Maybe it's just me, or maybe it's because I was twelve, and I was super suicidal that time (around that area the self harm started), and I just couldn't enjoy it as much as I could.

If it was me, I would definatly try to send letters to random places.
Not kidding, one time in my life I will send letters to different places, maybe I'll get a respond, who knows?
I really want to do it.
It should be in my bucket list.
And I am going to save money that I'll make when I'll be 14-20 and something, then I'll do my best to try to move to America and will do everything I watned while being in a dorm room with some people and will do things, like my bucket list.

Well, today I was a fucking pig.
I ate huge lunch, snacked on chocolate, and ate dinner!
I'm such a pig!
I'm disgusting.
But tomorrow I'll fast, as much as possible.
Because I don't have self control, and I over eat all the time.
On the bright side.
I discovered today that I have the body that fits for a thigh gap!
Well, I need to excresise more often.
I really want skateboarding.
I need to conivnce my mom to let me go there.
It's at the other side of the town, but there is a bus, and I know the route, and I'd like doing so, because I need to practice... A lot.

I really like my board, it's simple, it's not long, or wide, or short, or special, it's just a casual beginners one.
With three stickers on the bottom that I got from the shop after I lost a part of the skate (I lost it in two months, I break a lot of things in the time of two somethings), I remember that night.
That night I drank vodka, and tried to snort some sugary powder.
It was an unforgetable night, it was fun, and since my mom told me to walk half way home, it ended up awkward.



Well, I'm constantly thirsty, my tongue is so dry no matter how much I drink, this is so weird.
Like seriously, what the fuck tongue?

Well, I'm going to watch something and then fall asleep, I don't have power anymore, I'm drained.
I'll just tell you what I did today.

Finished first a science test that was easy.
Laughed and checked up reecipes as few kids made some amusing theater scene, quite tragic and common in that kind of such of frobidden love (princess in love with a farm boy).
Annoyed my mother about what she bought.
Ran a lot.
Sketched a lot in math, as same in geography.
And checked up on my cellphone.
Went to my therapist without my phone or key.
Got back home by walking and getting lost a bit.
Luckily seeing my grandma who got a key.
Getting yelled on by my mother that I walked home though she was texting me that I need to do it earlier that day (she told me that he needs to tell me something and said she'll tell it later when my siblings were in the room, I was so freaked out until she told me it), and then she apologized.
Eating like a fattie.
Watching That's My Son again (I finished yesterday The War of the Worlds, I was dissapointed that Robbi was alive, I really wanted him to become a tree and the fruit will harvest a new Robbi).
And blogging while watching an adorable boy in batman costume rescuing a city.

And just for another boy in a bat costume:


Sexy...

Oh, and I drank some wild raspberry flavored green tea, delicous, though it should be sweetened.
I might also fast on Thursday instead.

Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.