WOW.
THIS IS THE BEST FUCKING DAY EVER.
I'M NOT FUCKING KIDDING.
THIS IS INCREDIBLE.
I ACTUALLY DON'T CARE ANYMORE THAT I STUFFED MY FACE EARLIER AND WANTED TO PURGE BUT DENIED MYSELF, BECAUSE I'M NOT WILLING TO GET TO THAT CYCLE AGAIN.
I CAN EASILY TELL YOU WHY I'M SO HAPPY.
I HAVE AN AMAZING BEST FRIEND.
I WATCHED A MOVIE I WAITED TO GO FOR A LONG TIME (AND WILL WATCH AGAIN WITH HIM).
I GOT THE THINGS THAT I WAS 100% SURE THAT WILL NEVER BE FOUND IN ISRAEL.
THEY WERE THE LAST TWO.
AND I HAD EXACTLY THE AMOMUNT OF MONEY.
People say that a picture worth a thousand words, so you're welcome!
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I was so lucky!
I have no idea how, but somehow we walked into a music store that I've never been in.
And somehow, I was looking around the CD's, thinking that it's quite sad that a quite famous singer died, and that it's even more worthy, like the special editions of comic books from a centurey ago.
I walked a bit more, and then I saw things in English, I saw The Cure's album I have from my dad, and same with Bjork, passed more, saw many that I have, or heard about (like Sonic Youth), and then, I thought "What if they have their albums", I went to M', and in the middle of five discs, there they were, the last two.
I was so happy, and rushed to check how money I have, and you know how it ended.
PURE JOY.
I thought I was going to cry, because you can never find such a thing, so cheap (For Israel and not very common band in that area, this is really cheap), 50 NIS each!
This is like a proof that my Karma is good.
I might celebrate with Awkward.
If the Pokemon movie I have was on English, I would watch that, but the Hebrew version is annoying me.
In the series it was better, but in the movie they changed the voices, I have no fucking idea who is evil enough to do so!
My teacher is right.
Quoting him:
It was so old that iTunes couldn't read it.
I tried to do it too.
But it didn't work, because of the not really working, old, CD reader, I had to go to the computer and try to copy the CD files, I failed because it was stuck on CDA files, and then I had to do the whole thing again, but converting it with iTunes, and then copying it to my hard drive (includes many pictures I own), and deleting it from the computer, because I don't really want to put in my mother's phone that music, and it took me longer that it should have been.
But it's still working.
And you can clearly see there's a difference.
Well, today with the movie.
We started the movie and I sat next to Keren, and Keren sat next to Yuval, and Yuval sat next to Daniel.
Yuval and I asked for Keren to change seats with me, because Yuval and I wanted to talk about the movie (and this is what called a real best friend), and after a while, she agreed!
We sat together, and we were addicted.
In the scene with Wiress we were like "TICK TOCK THIS IS A CLOCK! TICK TOCK THIS IS A CLOCK!"
And I can tell you that I'm pretty much weird when it comes to deaths in movies, or that they stay alive.
IT'S FUCKING OBVIOUS THAT THEY WOULD STAY ALIVE THEY NEEDED IN THE OTHER MOVIES!
You just know what's going to happen, it's like watching a Disney movie.
But the end was worth it.
Though I missed almost every good single part, because I had to pee!
I drank over liter and a half today of Zero.
I will watch that movie again with Yuval, he said that he wants to go there again with me, and I said I will.
Because, movies like that are worth it!
I'm happy.
Today I was happy.
Well, I was happy, but in some point I wanted to purge what I ate, and I almost did it, but I didn't because it was too crowded.
Well, I would tell you what happened in the movie, but I don't feel like ruining it to the ones who didn't watched it.
I FOUND IT.
REMEMBER THAT I WENT TO A MOVIE LONG AGO AND FEW MONTHS AGO I TRIED TO COME UP WITH THE NAME BUT I FORGOT?
FOUND IT.
The name is "The Howling: Reborn".
I don't like much movies with that : mark.
It's always telling me that there was a movie like it before.
Best example is Tron: The Legacy.
And I watched that movie.
My room is a mess, but I don't care.
I'm busy enjoying a whole new quality of music.
Seriously.
This is what people call eargasm.
I'm not kidding.
I'm sorry if it's ruining the mood, but I wanted to share this with you for a while.
The first time I heard about self harm, if thinking about it, it wasn't from the internet.
Oh I wish it would be, but it's something quite surprising after I remembered something in sign language.
My mother told me about it.
She went for her sign language learning place, and on the first few lessons, the teacher taught them about vegtables and fruits, like salad, salad is like that: your left/right arm is slightly folded, and you mostly use the upper side of the area between your hand to your elbow, and with the other hand, it's a fist, and only the pinky is straight, then you imagining cutting a salad, and just do it with you pinky, it's like taps on you hand.
My mother asked the teacher if she was doing it right (she did everything correct but the fact that instead the back of the arm, it was the wrist), he said that is cutting veins, and lated that day she told me about it.
And she asked me where did I heard about it after she discovered, I answered the internet, but now I know, that there is another answer.
And that answer is kind of her fault.
I can always blame it on others, but I know it's my fault.
Tomorrow I'm going to Helena.
I really waited for it.
And so did my body hair.
Now if thinking about it.
Helena is a name that will probably give me one of my worst memories.
Why?
Okay, in Crete, they liked to play that song a lot, some song singed by a woman named Helena, about her undercover yummy lover (I personally believe she sang about chocolate), and on Crete, when I got my period, and my beautiful green pants were bloody red, like seriously bloody red, the red stains were like those old cowbay pants with the leather around the crotch of guys, probably to avoid their precious penises to get hurt, well, right when I tried to wash it, some very nice creature came and look at me.
YES THE FUCKING ROACH.
And I bet you can remember the panic attack I exprienced after it, because I can't forget it.
I miss Italy.
I really miss this place.
Espacially the entretemaint workers, they are so funny, I'm serious, they are brilliant.
And so does the group I snowbarded with.
There was one girl, and she took a really good photo of me.
I bought it, because it was worth it.
Really pretty picture!
My necks suck.
I ahould really practice on the skin shading.
Well, now I'm drawing some version of creepy Alice in Wonderland.
I love that book!
Did you know that the reason that the mad hatter is on tea time, because it's always tea time? The time is stuck on the tea time, becasue the mad hatter fought with the time.
This is incredible!
Okay.
Craziest thing ever.
I see one video, a speedpaint one on YouTube.
And the comments are like the old Youtube, before Google+ stepped in!
Well, I'm getting tired, so I'm going to watch TV and fall asleep.
Tomorrow is Helena, guitar lesson, and then I don't know.
Probably drawing.
I had fun this day.
Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.
THIS IS THE BEST FUCKING DAY EVER.
I'M NOT FUCKING KIDDING.
THIS IS INCREDIBLE.
I ACTUALLY DON'T CARE ANYMORE THAT I STUFFED MY FACE EARLIER AND WANTED TO PURGE BUT DENIED MYSELF, BECAUSE I'M NOT WILLING TO GET TO THAT CYCLE AGAIN.
I CAN EASILY TELL YOU WHY I'M SO HAPPY.
I HAVE AN AMAZING BEST FRIEND.
I WATCHED A MOVIE I WAITED TO GO FOR A LONG TIME (AND WILL WATCH AGAIN WITH HIM).
I GOT THE THINGS THAT I WAS 100% SURE THAT WILL NEVER BE FOUND IN ISRAEL.
THEY WERE THE LAST TWO.
AND I HAD EXACTLY THE AMOMUNT OF MONEY.
People say that a picture worth a thousand words, so you're welcome!
.JPG)
I was so lucky!
I have no idea how, but somehow we walked into a music store that I've never been in.
And somehow, I was looking around the CD's, thinking that it's quite sad that a quite famous singer died, and that it's even more worthy, like the special editions of comic books from a centurey ago.
I walked a bit more, and then I saw things in English, I saw The Cure's album I have from my dad, and same with Bjork, passed more, saw many that I have, or heard about (like Sonic Youth), and then, I thought "What if they have their albums", I went to M', and in the middle of five discs, there they were, the last two.
I was so happy, and rushed to check how money I have, and you know how it ended.
PURE JOY.
I thought I was going to cry, because you can never find such a thing, so cheap (For Israel and not very common band in that area, this is really cheap), 50 NIS each!
This is like a proof that my Karma is good.
I might celebrate with Awkward.
If the Pokemon movie I have was on English, I would watch that, but the Hebrew version is annoying me.
In the series it was better, but in the movie they changed the voices, I have no fucking idea who is evil enough to do so!
My teacher is right.
Quoting him:
2013, and this is still the best way to hear musicHe was holding the Beatles CD.
It was so old that iTunes couldn't read it.
I tried to do it too.
But it didn't work, because of the not really working, old, CD reader, I had to go to the computer and try to copy the CD files, I failed because it was stuck on CDA files, and then I had to do the whole thing again, but converting it with iTunes, and then copying it to my hard drive (includes many pictures I own), and deleting it from the computer, because I don't really want to put in my mother's phone that music, and it took me longer that it should have been.
But it's still working.
And you can clearly see there's a difference.
Well, today with the movie.
We started the movie and I sat next to Keren, and Keren sat next to Yuval, and Yuval sat next to Daniel.
Yuval and I asked for Keren to change seats with me, because Yuval and I wanted to talk about the movie (and this is what called a real best friend), and after a while, she agreed!
We sat together, and we were addicted.
In the scene with Wiress we were like "TICK TOCK THIS IS A CLOCK! TICK TOCK THIS IS A CLOCK!"
And I can tell you that I'm pretty much weird when it comes to deaths in movies, or that they stay alive.
IT'S FUCKING OBVIOUS THAT THEY WOULD STAY ALIVE THEY NEEDED IN THE OTHER MOVIES!
You just know what's going to happen, it's like watching a Disney movie.
But the end was worth it.
Though I missed almost every good single part, because I had to pee!
I drank over liter and a half today of Zero.
I will watch that movie again with Yuval, he said that he wants to go there again with me, and I said I will.
Because, movies like that are worth it!
I'm happy.
Today I was happy.
Well, I was happy, but in some point I wanted to purge what I ate, and I almost did it, but I didn't because it was too crowded.
Well, I would tell you what happened in the movie, but I don't feel like ruining it to the ones who didn't watched it.
I FOUND IT.
REMEMBER THAT I WENT TO A MOVIE LONG AGO AND FEW MONTHS AGO I TRIED TO COME UP WITH THE NAME BUT I FORGOT?
FOUND IT.
The name is "The Howling: Reborn".
I don't like much movies with that : mark.
It's always telling me that there was a movie like it before.
Best example is Tron: The Legacy.
And I watched that movie.
My room is a mess, but I don't care.
I'm busy enjoying a whole new quality of music.
Seriously.
This is what people call eargasm.
I'm not kidding.
I'm sorry if it's ruining the mood, but I wanted to share this with you for a while.
The first time I heard about self harm, if thinking about it, it wasn't from the internet.
Oh I wish it would be, but it's something quite surprising after I remembered something in sign language.
My mother told me about it.
She went for her sign language learning place, and on the first few lessons, the teacher taught them about vegtables and fruits, like salad, salad is like that: your left/right arm is slightly folded, and you mostly use the upper side of the area between your hand to your elbow, and with the other hand, it's a fist, and only the pinky is straight, then you imagining cutting a salad, and just do it with you pinky, it's like taps on you hand.
My mother asked the teacher if she was doing it right (she did everything correct but the fact that instead the back of the arm, it was the wrist), he said that is cutting veins, and lated that day she told me about it.
And she asked me where did I heard about it after she discovered, I answered the internet, but now I know, that there is another answer.
And that answer is kind of her fault.
I can always blame it on others, but I know it's my fault.
Tomorrow I'm going to Helena.
I really waited for it.
And so did my body hair.
Now if thinking about it.
Helena is a name that will probably give me one of my worst memories.
Why?
Okay, in Crete, they liked to play that song a lot, some song singed by a woman named Helena, about her undercover yummy lover (I personally believe she sang about chocolate), and on Crete, when I got my period, and my beautiful green pants were bloody red, like seriously bloody red, the red stains were like those old cowbay pants with the leather around the crotch of guys, probably to avoid their precious penises to get hurt, well, right when I tried to wash it, some very nice creature came and look at me.
YES THE FUCKING ROACH.
And I bet you can remember the panic attack I exprienced after it, because I can't forget it.
I miss Italy.
I really miss this place.
Espacially the entretemaint workers, they are so funny, I'm serious, they are brilliant.
And so does the group I snowbarded with.
There was one girl, and she took a really good photo of me.
I bought it, because it was worth it.
Really pretty picture!
My necks suck.
I ahould really practice on the skin shading.
Well, now I'm drawing some version of creepy Alice in Wonderland.
I love that book!
Did you know that the reason that the mad hatter is on tea time, because it's always tea time? The time is stuck on the tea time, becasue the mad hatter fought with the time.
This is incredible!
Okay.
Craziest thing ever.
I see one video, a speedpaint one on YouTube.
And the comments are like the old Youtube, before Google+ stepped in!
Well, I'm getting tired, so I'm going to watch TV and fall asleep.
Tomorrow is Helena, guitar lesson, and then I don't know.
Probably drawing.
I had fun this day.
Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.
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