Okay, in the past few days, I didn't published or finished my posts.
Sorry about that.
But I decided to do something new, to solve it, I'd usually find doing so as a "wrong thing" because I've had always thought the published posts should be untouched.
Now I decided that it's worse to cut this habbit.
I binged on chocolate cookies, and dates.
Damn.
I can't hold them in the house anymore.
No more cookies and dates to me.
The worst part of the story, is not that I failed at what is the worst thing, the worst thing is that I tried to purge.
I knew that it's super-duper hard to impossible to purge chocolate cookies.
At least now I know that I can push myself for doing so.
Sucks, because the last thing I wanted to become is fat, like most bulimics can be, because of binges.
I have to stop doing that bulimic behavior (I would love to say rituals, but I'm currently upset with it, because there is no known and used hebrew word for it, I will start again as quick as I'll find it), and I should be more in my room.
I'm so stupid.
No more baking for the rest of the week.
I didn't earn it.
Therefore, I don't deserve it.
FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.
THE CRAMPS JUST GOT WORSE.
FUCKING PERIOD.
I want it to be like my mother's.
She gets it every 45 days or so.
Why?
Because her body can't support a normal period that includes ovulating.
It's pissing me off.
MY MOTHER HAVE A FUCKING EATING DISORDER, OR A HABITS OF ONE, AND SHE'LL BE PISSED EACH TIME I'LL HAVE IT.
I want to compete with her.
The longer I go without period, the better.
...
I'm going to regret it, but, I don't want to, so I won't, I'm going to do what I did for the first hour or so of Suicide Room, laugh, mock, and be truly shitty and disgusting for a sensitive topic.
How can you no know how old you are?!
You are really white.
And your name is Street.
I'm sorry.
It's so weird.
It's like, calling a person Otto, which is one of my favorites, because he's not a fucking car.
No shit, you cry, you poop, you pee, and it's not new.
It won't blow the world if I'll tell people that I sweat.
And you're a mama's boy, no big deal.
You're not the first one who paints his toe nails as a guy.
I've seen worse.
And that's you.
Got it.
Although I'd like to see your eyes.
I KNOW IT'S NOT EASY TO BE YOU.
YOUR LIFE IS FUCKING TWICE AS HARD.
YOU HAVE TO BE ACCEPTED IN YOUR GANG ALL THE TIME, NO DON'T NO DON'T TAKE IT OUT AWAY.
I DON'T LIKE IT.
AT ALL.
DON'T.
DON'T.
DON'T.
YOU FUCKING BITCH.
NOT FUNNY.
PEOPLE HAVE ANGER ISSUES.
THEY'LL TRACK YOU DOWN AND REALLY MAKE YOU TO SHOOT YOURSELF.
NOT SMART.
Even I have some weird ethic and jokes.
Really werid, really creepy, should be illegal, kind of shit.
Even I think I should be in jail.
....
Hello Zoe.
I envy your parent's relationship.
They are divorced.
Oh, not this!
Again with the divorced father's problems.
It's the worst when in Israel, men are basically hopeless against law.
If you're a female teacher, and you fuck an underaged student (for that case, it's a guy, I haven't heard a girl-on-girl or guy-on-guy activity in schools, yet), the blame will be on the male student.
Better one!
If an adult person, fucks an underaged male, he's a psychopath that's also a danger to society, if he fucks an underaged female, he's a psycho (without the path, only to show it's a more everyday version), but not a danger, it will never make sense.
Another great reason to leave this place.
And a great news if it will work (begging on my knees in front of people I don't know that will should on me on a language I can't understand, and the most I know of it, it's from an episode of a program tv I love, few of Telenovelas, and my friends, who got on the trend), it's about the best new law I've ever heard that made by a state of the Eurpoean Unions.
Reason number #02 (the first are siestas, if wasn't obvious), to love Spain, there's a chance I'll be able to get A FUCKING SPANISH PASSPORT.
Legally.
FUCKING BEST THING EVER THAT IT WILL ALMOST MAKE ME TO WANT TO CRY.
And another reason to thank my Grandpa from Poland, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR KEEPINNG THE FAMILY NAME.
The same for my grandmother, and father (I would thank my mother, but she's a bitch, so no).
I'm doing something awful.
I'm on the cut for bieber thing.
OH FUCK.
THEY SHOULD DO IT BIGGER.
COMMIT SUICIDE FOR BIEBER.
Well, attempt.
Sorry.
But that's because citizens are trying to kick bieber out of the US, and I just can't wait for the name of the petition maker on the news, as he got murders, and the walls of his house are covered with blood, in the shape of letters, creating the sentence "BRING BIEBER BACK" soon to be a huge topic on Twitter, by the way.
I just can't waint for #BBB.
It's so awesome.
I should start this.
Too bad that I think he should buy an Island.
I should suggest it to somebody.
You're my somebodies.
Have fun spreading the word.\
Sorry about that.
But I decided to do something new, to solve it, I'd usually find doing so as a "wrong thing" because I've had always thought the published posts should be untouched.
Now I decided that it's worse to cut this habbit.
I binged on chocolate cookies, and dates.
Damn.
I can't hold them in the house anymore.
No more cookies and dates to me.
The worst part of the story, is not that I failed at what is the worst thing, the worst thing is that I tried to purge.
I knew that it's super-duper hard to impossible to purge chocolate cookies.
At least now I know that I can push myself for doing so.
Sucks, because the last thing I wanted to become is fat, like most bulimics can be, because of binges.
I have to stop doing that bulimic behavior (I would love to say rituals, but I'm currently upset with it, because there is no known and used hebrew word for it, I will start again as quick as I'll find it), and I should be more in my room.
I'm so stupid.
No more baking for the rest of the week.
I didn't earn it.
Therefore, I don't deserve it.
FUCK.
FUCK.
FUCK.
THE CRAMPS JUST GOT WORSE.
FUCKING PERIOD.
I want it to be like my mother's.
She gets it every 45 days or so.
Why?
Because her body can't support a normal period that includes ovulating.
It's pissing me off.
MY MOTHER HAVE A FUCKING EATING DISORDER, OR A HABITS OF ONE, AND SHE'LL BE PISSED EACH TIME I'LL HAVE IT.
I want to compete with her.
The longer I go without period, the better.
...
I'm going to regret it, but, I don't want to, so I won't, I'm going to do what I did for the first hour or so of Suicide Room, laugh, mock, and be truly shitty and disgusting for a sensitive topic.
How can you no know how old you are?!
You are really white.
And your name is Street.
I'm sorry.
It's so weird.
It's like, calling a person Otto, which is one of my favorites, because he's not a fucking car.
No shit, you cry, you poop, you pee, and it's not new.
It won't blow the world if I'll tell people that I sweat.
And you're a mama's boy, no big deal.
You're not the first one who paints his toe nails as a guy.
I've seen worse.
And that's you.
Got it.
Although I'd like to see your eyes.
I KNOW IT'S NOT EASY TO BE YOU.
YOUR LIFE IS FUCKING TWICE AS HARD.
YOU HAVE TO BE ACCEPTED IN YOUR GANG ALL THE TIME, NO DON'T NO DON'T TAKE IT OUT AWAY.
I DON'T LIKE IT.
AT ALL.
DON'T.
DON'T.
DON'T.
YOU FUCKING BITCH.
NOT FUNNY.
PEOPLE HAVE ANGER ISSUES.
THEY'LL TRACK YOU DOWN AND REALLY MAKE YOU TO SHOOT YOURSELF.
NOT SMART.
Even I have some weird ethic and jokes.
Really werid, really creepy, should be illegal, kind of shit.
Even I think I should be in jail.
....
Hello Zoe.
I envy your parent's relationship.
They are divorced.
Oh, not this!
Again with the divorced father's problems.
It's the worst when in Israel, men are basically hopeless against law.
If you're a female teacher, and you fuck an underaged student (for that case, it's a guy, I haven't heard a girl-on-girl or guy-on-guy activity in schools, yet), the blame will be on the male student.
Better one!
If an adult person, fucks an underaged male, he's a psychopath that's also a danger to society, if he fucks an underaged female, he's a psycho (without the path, only to show it's a more everyday version), but not a danger, it will never make sense.
Another great reason to leave this place.
And a great news if it will work (begging on my knees in front of people I don't know that will should on me on a language I can't understand, and the most I know of it, it's from an episode of a program tv I love, few of Telenovelas, and my friends, who got on the trend), it's about the best new law I've ever heard that made by a state of the Eurpoean Unions.
Reason number #02 (the first are siestas, if wasn't obvious), to love Spain, there's a chance I'll be able to get A FUCKING SPANISH PASSPORT.
Legally.
FUCKING BEST THING EVER THAT IT WILL ALMOST MAKE ME TO WANT TO CRY.
And another reason to thank my Grandpa from Poland, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR KEEPINNG THE FAMILY NAME.
The same for my grandmother, and father (I would thank my mother, but she's a bitch, so no).
I'm doing something awful.
I'm on the cut for bieber thing.
OH FUCK.
THEY SHOULD DO IT BIGGER.
COMMIT SUICIDE FOR BIEBER.
Well, attempt.
Sorry.
But that's because citizens are trying to kick bieber out of the US, and I just can't wait for the name of the petition maker on the news, as he got murders, and the walls of his house are covered with blood, in the shape of letters, creating the sentence "BRING BIEBER BACK" soon to be a huge topic on Twitter, by the way.
I just can't waint for #BBB.
It's so awesome.
I should start this.
Too bad that I think he should buy an Island.
I should suggest it to somebody.
You're my somebodies.
Have fun spreading the word.\
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