I hate having the teeth of a fucking nine year old.
At least it's falling quicker, it's a fang, so right now I can't bite fleshy or hard foods.
It slightly moved until now, I ate some chocolate, and, well, it's supposed to fall today or tomorrow.
I can't stop thinking that I'm not real.
I'm a fucking fictional character, because there is no fucking reason for my existence, there isn't even logic.
I'm pathetic.
Everything is alright with me, but still, I do all the things I do.
I don't deserve to live, I'm a fucking shame to everybody with real issues.
I am an awful person, I'm the one that should die, along with some other assholes, as I am a part of the disgusting Israeli youth.
Go help to people who actually suffer, don't help a fucking delusional thirteen year old cunt.
I want to cry, from the frustration, I'm so fucking fake.
But I won't cry, because those tears won't be real.
Crocodile tears.
At least it's falling quicker, it's a fang, so right now I can't bite fleshy or hard foods.
It slightly moved until now, I ate some chocolate, and, well, it's supposed to fall today or tomorrow.
I can't stop thinking that I'm not real.
I'm a fucking fictional character, because there is no fucking reason for my existence, there isn't even logic.
I'm pathetic.
Everything is alright with me, but still, I do all the things I do.
I don't deserve to live, I'm a fucking shame to everybody with real issues.
I am an awful person, I'm the one that should die, along with some other assholes, as I am a part of the disgusting Israeli youth.
Go help to people who actually suffer, don't help a fucking delusional thirteen year old cunt.
I want to cry, from the frustration, I'm so fucking fake.
But I won't cry, because those tears won't be real.
Crocodile tears.
I can't stand it anymore.
I just hope that I won't be hormonal.
Menopause where the fuck are you?!
I'm watching The Amazing Spiderman.
It's so weird that all of the villain or hero names have the same first letter in their names.
Peter Parker.
Curtis Connors.
And may I add:
The fucking Green Goblin!
Okay, that tooth is annoying the fuck out of me.
I just need to push it back enough so I'd feel some strange tingly feeling from the teeth sharp base, and do it for five minutes, last time I did it, it worked.
....
Okay, after about thirty minutes of trying to avoid cutting my flesh, I finally got the damn tooth out.
It wasn't something that I'd call "fun".
Sadly, I know that I'd have to experience it a lot because that my body doesn't want to grow equally.
That's not fair of my body.
Well, I'm watching scene kids shit, because I was going through my bookmarks (I had to organize them!) and found scene kidz, that videos, I think one of them were of Gay God, so I just youtubed some shit.
And suddenly, I saw many goth kids.
Or teens.
Or young adults.
Or fucking adults (that family from Wife Swap of the United States, not as cool as the one in Israel with a patriotic kibbutz wife, and a wife who moved to the US, it was epic, the patriotic woman couldn't stand the life in there).
It reminded me that I was called "goth" on Jerusalem, by Sapir.
I asked her why she thinks that I am (it's far more fascinating to understand rather than arguing) and she said that because I'm so serious and dark sometimes.
The only way of me (imagine it in a very pissed off tone) being what-so-ever "DARK" is my fucking skin.
That's all.
And I'm not serious, I just want to end the day with other feeling not as suicidal, for fucks sake, you're all about to /already are HITTING PUBERTY.
It fucking sucks, and I'm tired of that bullshit, YOU'RE ALL FUCKING THIRTEEN.
Fucking hell.
But I want to say it for the last fucking time.
I AM NOT GOTH.
I NEVER WAS GOTH.
AND I NEVER WILL BE GOTH.
Even though that I said that it's the last time I'd say it, here comes a fucking rant.
I don't want to be considered goth, as I personally can't find myself to be goth in even a single goth shit.
My music doesn't have many goth bands (If you count The Cure's Staring At The Sea: The Singles 1979-1985 as Gothic, then we got two, along with Creature Feature that I'm about to add).
My clothing style isn't Gothic, as I wear mostly designer's clothes (Rock Chang) and plain shirts in the colors of black and white, I'm not wearing lacy shit, or fucking skirts, or fucking chains, or anything. My most "gothic" piece of clothing is probably a necklace, a gorgeous one with a pendant of dark emerald colored shaped gem if I can call it this way.
Wait, Closer of Joy Division is considered to be Gothic Rock?
Oh, we got three.
I got distracted because I have to put my headphone's cable on my nose in different shapes if I want to hear in both ears.
I FUCKING HATE TO PUT STUFF ON MY NOSE.
Back to bullshit.
I don't do anything goth.
Media stuff that aren't music that I loved included Ruby Gloom and Edgar and Ellen, and a couple of episodes in Hapijamot (when the gothic subculture adored Gary and the band made some gothic songs and that was one of the better episodes of the latter seasons, or that episode of the flood, where Ilan was very inspired by the melancholic mood and explained about Edgar Allan Poe, and that was another great episode) and that's all.
I can't find decent stereotypes that I will go against.
Okay,desperate times always lead to desperate actions.
WIKIHOW.
Okay, hobbies and shit.
Music.
I despise the school's band, I can't stand so many stuff in any people who will perform in my school, even when the conservatorion came to our school, they brought a choir of around thirty girls, and they send the exact same song on twenty different versions.
I ended up with a migraine.
Yeah, you can say I basically hate music, music is good when it's one-on-one (my friend's usually sing very well) and when it's played by some technological device, otherwise, it's pretty much a draining activity.
Writing.
I hate writing so fucking much, especially poetry, I tend to avoid stuff that make me hate myself, like poetry and writing shit, all I want is to write my ideas shortly and this blog, that's all.
Reading.
Okay, may I start with that I can't stand teen books, they are written in a way that will hunt you if you won't read them to the end, I want to finish every single thing that includes Alyson Noel, and I need to finish with Hush Hush series.
Drawing.
Can it be considered gothic? I just want to draw mythical creatures, and all sorts of futures (mostly the ends of the spectrum, Utopia and Dystopia), I want to draw everything, simply because it was my coping method since I remember myself, it always calmed me down.
Oh, do I have to do the fashion shit?
I guess it's the most stereotypical thing in here, so, what the hell?
Hair.
Long and or very bright or very dark.
I was born with black hair, and curls, and then it changed to straight with a wave at the end, and a couple of years ago, to curly again, now it's short, and that's all. Not gothic at fucking all.
Colors.
Dark colored clothing.
I wear black and white and dark-denim, fuck you, these colors make my skin look legitimate, and not weird, and I don't want other attention-calling colors, like pink and red, and bright poppy colors.
Corsets.
I find corsets as a piece of very sexy clothing piece, it curves you nicely, and make you look like a goddess, deal with it.
Oh! Dresses and Skirts!
Uhh... Nope.
That's all, nope.
Make up.
Well that's cute, I'm thirteen, if make up, then only mascara because I love eyelashes.
I am infact adoring eyelashes, they are beautiful.
Boots.
I wear sport shoes because of school, and when I don't have to, I wear my vans that are black because that black goes with everything and doesn't get dirty, that's all, and flip flops sometimes on summer.
Chains is a nope to me, it reminds me of ears getting torn apart.
Spikes, well, I just have no reason to want to wear them.
Chokers, no thank you.
Elegant jewelry, I personally wear only a one accessory at a time, and they belong only to one kind, or something that looks royal, or something very steampunk (my watch for example), or something very strong and large (my black gothic/victoria ring and my golden flower ring), I wear something that usually known as "statement accessories".
Piercings, I just love certain ones, but I want only things you can hide, because I know that sometimes I need to show people something else, and at some age, having a septum ring isn't very comfortable.
Tattoos, well, I don't know, but for sure not on my wrist or hips and for sure not on my back, if I want epidural when I give birth, I shouldn't get a tattoo there.
Oh, by the way a very non-gothic thing about me.
I'm not delicate or gentle or held back.
I would chase my sister to fart/burp on her or with my armpit toward her nose when I'm sweaty.
Oh, okay, another article (from emo to goth).
And here are the movies, with Tim Burton, and suddenly, here is....
Dark Shadows!
Slowly clapping and grinning.
It was a pretty funny movie, I don't understand why people didn't like it.
But if Tim Burton, go watch some of his stop-motion movies.
But if you want to see a beautiful movie directed by Tim Burton, go and watch Big Fish.
The witch is acted by Helena Bonham Carter in there, and Helena is also from Corpse Bride.
It kind of bugs me that Helena played Corpse Bride that her actual name is Emily, while an actress named Emily played Victoria!
It would be better if Victoria's name was Helena, but it wouldn't match to the Victor and Victoria thing.
Oh, and Beetle Juice.
Wait! Why didn't they say anything about The Addams?!
But, I don't understand why nobody told them that everybody has to watch The Princess Bride?
The Princess Bride is probably one of the better movies.
Along with The Never Ending Story.
But in another category, Mean Girls, and that incestous movie with Amanda Bynes.
Wait, I can't find it, maybe it was with Lindsay Lohan?
Okay, I can't find it.
Okay, I'm soon going to continue my reading and commenting abut the wikihow.
But I just missed that russian band a lot.
Remember the video titled "emo sad love lonely song story"?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dS-ej7MztWQ
I found their name.
Kit-I.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fY1Coxj30Yg
And people wonder why I love Russians.
How can you not?
The second link is for a video with English subtitles.
On the original one, I found some lovely comment.
Like the famous argument between The Joker to what's her name.
Okay.
Go to the first link.
I love the tweenagers and teenagers argues.
The older you are, the superior you are.
I just love the rules of the internet.
Okay, a video named Goth/Emo Stereotypes.
Yes, I did put the link.
A wiccan!
I hate her personality, she's pretty much of the phase people.
Definitely a phaser.
Phaser is a tween/teen-ager whose only in a phase and not in a lifestyle.
Another word for the Poison Dictionary, along with "Master Depressor" and alike.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNrCElcoABc
That sleeping part.
I loved the coffin pose.
It reminds me of Cirque The Freak's ending.
Another great movie.
I love people with great sense of humor.
Even though I watched it before, I love those kind of shit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ft7NSOsDBwc
Okay when she's savoring the warmth of the fire, it kind of reminds me of what I did this morning.
I was making oatmeal, and I need to cook it, so, I just closed the pot with the lid, and steam came out of the hole that's for letting steam out.
It was very hot and I just put my palms over it, feeling that strange sensations, it wasn't anything like pain, it had a feeling that I can't describe.
Your brain will try to convince you that it's painful, so it'd go away from the danger, but it's not very painful.
Oh, by the way with all of the stereotypes, mostly the black clothing.
Maya thinks that I wear black all the time.
There's a time that I tend to avoid black, it's on my period.
I usually wear white on my period.
Strange, isn't it?
I'm rebellious only against logic, because fuck logic.
By the way fuck logic.
How to Be a Goth, Punk and Emo at the Same Time
Oh, I forgot, nevermind.
Inspired by some story I've read on the IDF forums threads while looking for 21 mental.
I drew a person wearing a button-up shirt saying "Bulbasaur I choose you!" and throwing an orange on a female with a pissed off face and that:
The most right one, the red symbol on her forehead (I learned many things from watching Pokemon as a child)
And then near it, the same girl yelling "CADET!" with symbols of the skull from the poison warning symbol that are usually on bleaches and alike, a mushroom cloud explosion, and a radioactive symbol in the talk bubble as well.
And above it some simpler one of another girl seeming tired from that stuff "Ash... Stop" and near it the boy from the beginning, with a nervous face, the eyes on the third row and the second to the right, the white hollow eyes, and with the stripes on the last row first from the left and third from the left and he said "Ye.. Yes... Ma'-a-a-am"
It actually happened once.
A person from the IDF threw an orange on some officer in their and said "Bulbasaur I choose you!"
I just love FXP.
Okay, I just don't know what to do, should I go to a battle of band's final, or stay in home and do nothing.
Some of my friends are coming.
But I just don't know if I'd be fucking able to hear them without wanting to rip my ears off, we occasionally hear their practices, which is pretty awesome, but, that's usually only hearing the bass guitar checking that it works with the amplifier.
I love Sebastian Columbine, it's one of the more inspirational people on Youtube.
I just can't find that guy, the sai artist who's also in a band and he made the album cover for them, fucking hate when I can't remember who is who.
....
I was at the battle of bands event.
That was specifically a rock event.
I lasted only 2 and a half shows, simply because of the arsses and the stress.
The band that won last year were the warm up of this year, I loved them, too bad that we couldn't vote them...
But let's start from the beginning.
I was super stressed because I was early, and I just guess that even exposure treatment doesn't work for my "phobia" of people.
There was a guy with a white button shirt, a black tie, and light denim jeans that looked like a younger version of Ray Toro from My Chemical Romance, he was the drummer of Eternal Nomads (which is the half show I survived through), and there was another guy that I was sure that he was somehow related to another guy I know.
I really regretted cutting my fingernails during the event, seriously, you have no idea how frustrating it is to try to ease yourself with pain when you're desperate for a relieve, and you can't do anything.
I remember seeing slutty girls and one fedora guy.
That didn't make me happy, sadly I am happy only when there are a lot of drama and all of it is on MTV.
Anyway, I was supposed to stay there for another hour, but no I was too stressed to do it, so, I left.
I hate it.
Sometimes I wish I could simply feel normal and not having a mask on myself each time I'm away from the internet.
Only here I am the real me.
And that's fucking sad, because I can't cope elseway.
I patiently wait for being eighteen with a weaponry, I found scalpels as very interesting, the veterinarian that taught me last year explained that on surgeries, the scalpels are so sharp, that you can't even feel it cutting through your body.
I want to leave this life, but I won't, simply because that I'd hurt my siblings if I'd do so, and I won't let it happen.
I have a brother who plays with me with wars and other macho-man games, and I have my sister, that is very ambitious, and I can't stop them now.
How the fuck can you handle your sister's death because she couldn't stop hating herself?!
It's awful.
I don't want them to suffer, especially if it's such a selfish act.
I guess that I can only dream of meeting my future, the blood, the work, the learning.
Tattooing seems so wonderful to me, you let a person dream to become real, and print it into their flesh.
Even to be a piercer with it, and I won't be like many of the common body-modification workers, with plenty of tattoos and bold piercings, I'd be there, with a streak of hair that glows in radioactive toxin green even in the dark, with a septum, and with a cartilage piercing, gentle but strong.
I want to meet people and give them the opportunity to have their dream or wish to come true.
I also want to be a bartender, simply because of the character of one, listening to wonderful stories.
If I can't help myself, then I'd better help others.
I'm inspired by Iroh with helping to others.
Wait, Closer of Joy Division is considered to be Gothic Rock?
Oh, we got three.
I got distracted because I have to put my headphone's cable on my nose in different shapes if I want to hear in both ears.
I FUCKING HATE TO PUT STUFF ON MY NOSE.
Back to bullshit.
I don't do anything goth.
Media stuff that aren't music that I loved included Ruby Gloom and Edgar and Ellen, and a couple of episodes in Hapijamot (when the gothic subculture adored Gary and the band made some gothic songs and that was one of the better episodes of the latter seasons, or that episode of the flood, where Ilan was very inspired by the melancholic mood and explained about Edgar Allan Poe, and that was another great episode) and that's all.
I can't find decent stereotypes that I will go against.
Okay,desperate times always lead to desperate actions.
WIKIHOW.
Okay, hobbies and shit.
Music.
I despise the school's band, I can't stand so many stuff in any people who will perform in my school, even when the conservatorion came to our school, they brought a choir of around thirty girls, and they send the exact same song on twenty different versions.
I ended up with a migraine.
Yeah, you can say I basically hate music, music is good when it's one-on-one (my friend's usually sing very well) and when it's played by some technological device, otherwise, it's pretty much a draining activity.
Writing.
I hate writing so fucking much, especially poetry, I tend to avoid stuff that make me hate myself, like poetry and writing shit, all I want is to write my ideas shortly and this blog, that's all.
Reading.
Okay, may I start with that I can't stand teen books, they are written in a way that will hunt you if you won't read them to the end, I want to finish every single thing that includes Alyson Noel, and I need to finish with Hush Hush series.
Drawing.
Can it be considered gothic? I just want to draw mythical creatures, and all sorts of futures (mostly the ends of the spectrum, Utopia and Dystopia), I want to draw everything, simply because it was my coping method since I remember myself, it always calmed me down.
Oh, do I have to do the fashion shit?
I guess it's the most stereotypical thing in here, so, what the hell?
Hair.
Long and or very bright or very dark.
I was born with black hair, and curls, and then it changed to straight with a wave at the end, and a couple of years ago, to curly again, now it's short, and that's all. Not gothic at fucking all.
Colors.
Dark colored clothing.
I wear black and white and dark-denim, fuck you, these colors make my skin look legitimate, and not weird, and I don't want other attention-calling colors, like pink and red, and bright poppy colors.
Corsets.
I find corsets as a piece of very sexy clothing piece, it curves you nicely, and make you look like a goddess, deal with it.
Oh! Dresses and Skirts!
Uhh... Nope.
That's all, nope.
Make up.
Well that's cute, I'm thirteen, if make up, then only mascara because I love eyelashes.
I am infact adoring eyelashes, they are beautiful.
Boots.
I wear sport shoes because of school, and when I don't have to, I wear my vans that are black because that black goes with everything and doesn't get dirty, that's all, and flip flops sometimes on summer.
- Accessories such as chains, spikes, chokers or elegant jewelry. Piercings and tattoos may also be popular.
Chains is a nope to me, it reminds me of ears getting torn apart.
Spikes, well, I just have no reason to want to wear them.
Chokers, no thank you.
Elegant jewelry, I personally wear only a one accessory at a time, and they belong only to one kind, or something that looks royal, or something very steampunk (my watch for example), or something very strong and large (my black gothic/victoria ring and my golden flower ring), I wear something that usually known as "statement accessories".
Piercings, I just love certain ones, but I want only things you can hide, because I know that sometimes I need to show people something else, and at some age, having a septum ring isn't very comfortable.
Tattoos, well, I don't know, but for sure not on my wrist or hips and for sure not on my back, if I want epidural when I give birth, I shouldn't get a tattoo there.
Oh, by the way a very non-gothic thing about me.
I'm not delicate or gentle or held back.
I would chase my sister to fart/burp on her or with my armpit toward her nose when I'm sweaty.
Oh, okay, another article (from emo to goth).
And here are the movies, with Tim Burton, and suddenly, here is....
Dark Shadows!
Slowly clapping and grinning.
It was a pretty funny movie, I don't understand why people didn't like it.
But if Tim Burton, go watch some of his stop-motion movies.
But if you want to see a beautiful movie directed by Tim Burton, go and watch Big Fish.
The witch is acted by Helena Bonham Carter in there, and Helena is also from Corpse Bride.
It kind of bugs me that Helena played Corpse Bride that her actual name is Emily, while an actress named Emily played Victoria!
It would be better if Victoria's name was Helena, but it wouldn't match to the Victor and Victoria thing.
Oh, and Beetle Juice.
Wait! Why didn't they say anything about The Addams?!
But, I don't understand why nobody told them that everybody has to watch The Princess Bride?
The Princess Bride is probably one of the better movies.
Along with The Never Ending Story.
But in another category, Mean Girls, and that incestous movie with Amanda Bynes.
Wait, I can't find it, maybe it was with Lindsay Lohan?
Okay, I can't find it.
Okay, I'm soon going to continue my reading and commenting abut the wikihow.
But I just missed that russian band a lot.
Remember the video titled "emo sad love lonely song story"?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dS-ej7MztWQ
I found their name.
Kit-I.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fY1Coxj30Yg
And people wonder why I love Russians.
How can you not?
The second link is for a video with English subtitles.
On the original one, I found some lovely comment.
Like the famous argument between The Joker to what's her name.
Okay.
Go to the first link.
Ariel Tucker (if her father's name is John I'm about to cry from happiness): I love emos and I am a kid.
Lamen Russ: And your a pozer shut up your not emo.
Becky Walker: What the fuck
TheRed Monk: She never said she was emo. By the way you're poser. Just let people enjoy the music.
Lt Monkz: +Lamen Russ ur not a fucking emo, go cuturself u little butthurt cunt, and leave the kids alone. Maybe u got fuckd by ur dad, but that doesnt mean u can go around swinging ur dickface at 8yr olds ;)
I love the tweenagers and teenagers argues.
The older you are, the superior you are.
I just love the rules of the internet.
Okay, a video named Goth/Emo Stereotypes.
Yes, I did put the link.
A wiccan!
I hate her personality, she's pretty much of the phase people.
Definitely a phaser.
Phaser is a tween/teen-ager whose only in a phase and not in a lifestyle.
Another word for the Poison Dictionary, along with "Master Depressor" and alike.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xNrCElcoABc
That sleeping part.
I loved the coffin pose.
It reminds me of Cirque The Freak's ending.
Another great movie.
I love people with great sense of humor.
Even though I watched it before, I love those kind of shit.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ft7NSOsDBwc
Okay when she's savoring the warmth of the fire, it kind of reminds me of what I did this morning.
I was making oatmeal, and I need to cook it, so, I just closed the pot with the lid, and steam came out of the hole that's for letting steam out.
It was very hot and I just put my palms over it, feeling that strange sensations, it wasn't anything like pain, it had a feeling that I can't describe.
Your brain will try to convince you that it's painful, so it'd go away from the danger, but it's not very painful.
Oh, by the way with all of the stereotypes, mostly the black clothing.
Maya thinks that I wear black all the time.
There's a time that I tend to avoid black, it's on my period.
I usually wear white on my period.
Strange, isn't it?
I'm rebellious only against logic, because fuck logic.
By the way fuck logic.
How to Be a Goth, Punk and Emo at the Same Time
Oh, I forgot, nevermind.
Inspired by some story I've read on the IDF forums threads while looking for 21 mental.
I drew a person wearing a button-up shirt saying "Bulbasaur I choose you!" and throwing an orange on a female with a pissed off face and that:
The most right one, the red symbol on her forehead (I learned many things from watching Pokemon as a child)
And then near it, the same girl yelling "CADET!" with symbols of the skull from the poison warning symbol that are usually on bleaches and alike, a mushroom cloud explosion, and a radioactive symbol in the talk bubble as well.
And above it some simpler one of another girl seeming tired from that stuff "Ash... Stop" and near it the boy from the beginning, with a nervous face, the eyes on the third row and the second to the right, the white hollow eyes, and with the stripes on the last row first from the left and third from the left and he said "Ye.. Yes... Ma'-a-a-am"
It actually happened once.
A person from the IDF threw an orange on some officer in their and said "Bulbasaur I choose you!"
I just love FXP.
Okay, I just don't know what to do, should I go to a battle of band's final, or stay in home and do nothing.
Some of my friends are coming.
But I just don't know if I'd be fucking able to hear them without wanting to rip my ears off, we occasionally hear their practices, which is pretty awesome, but, that's usually only hearing the bass guitar checking that it works with the amplifier.
I love Sebastian Columbine, it's one of the more inspirational people on Youtube.
I just can't find that guy, the sai artist who's also in a band and he made the album cover for them, fucking hate when I can't remember who is who.
....
I was at the battle of bands event.
That was specifically a rock event.
I lasted only 2 and a half shows, simply because of the arsses and the stress.
The band that won last year were the warm up of this year, I loved them, too bad that we couldn't vote them...
But let's start from the beginning.
I was super stressed because I was early, and I just guess that even exposure treatment doesn't work for my "phobia" of people.
There was a guy with a white button shirt, a black tie, and light denim jeans that looked like a younger version of Ray Toro from My Chemical Romance, he was the drummer of Eternal Nomads (which is the half show I survived through), and there was another guy that I was sure that he was somehow related to another guy I know.
I really regretted cutting my fingernails during the event, seriously, you have no idea how frustrating it is to try to ease yourself with pain when you're desperate for a relieve, and you can't do anything.
I remember seeing slutty girls and one fedora guy.
That didn't make me happy, sadly I am happy only when there are a lot of drama and all of it is on MTV.
Anyway, I was supposed to stay there for another hour, but no I was too stressed to do it, so, I left.
I hate it.
Sometimes I wish I could simply feel normal and not having a mask on myself each time I'm away from the internet.
Only here I am the real me.
And that's fucking sad, because I can't cope elseway.
I patiently wait for being eighteen with a weaponry, I found scalpels as very interesting, the veterinarian that taught me last year explained that on surgeries, the scalpels are so sharp, that you can't even feel it cutting through your body.
I want to leave this life, but I won't, simply because that I'd hurt my siblings if I'd do so, and I won't let it happen.
I have a brother who plays with me with wars and other macho-man games, and I have my sister, that is very ambitious, and I can't stop them now.
How the fuck can you handle your sister's death because she couldn't stop hating herself?!
It's awful.
I don't want them to suffer, especially if it's such a selfish act.
I guess that I can only dream of meeting my future, the blood, the work, the learning.
Tattooing seems so wonderful to me, you let a person dream to become real, and print it into their flesh.
Even to be a piercer with it, and I won't be like many of the common body-modification workers, with plenty of tattoos and bold piercings, I'd be there, with a streak of hair that glows in radioactive toxin green even in the dark, with a septum, and with a cartilage piercing, gentle but strong.
I want to meet people and give them the opportunity to have their dream or wish to come true.
I also want to be a bartender, simply because of the character of one, listening to wonderful stories.
If I can't help myself, then I'd better help others.
I'm inspired by Iroh with helping to others.
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