I'mPossible

I am a fabulous fool.
Fooling everyone but myself.
I have a story to share.
I have so many things to offer.
I have rare point of view.

I offense myself. I doubt myself.  I see what I want to see. I try but fail. I against myself. I have so much to tell and show.
I learned something today.
A quote of Audrey Hepburn.

Nothing is impossible.The word says I'm possible!

I do think about making a video.
About what I've passed through.
It's more then slightly funny that I'm only 11.
A child. A young girl who don't know a piece of shit of her life.
This is who I am.

I'm starting a diet.
Including punishment and no snacks but water.
If I eat something - a cut.
If I drink something - a stroke.
Painful it won't be because I won't let myself eat much.
Maybe I'll skip school brunch.
It won't be that bad. I'll just eat healthy.
I'll be better.
SKINNY, I have to be skinny.
I am fat and I promised myself that I'll wear leggings in middle school.
I must do it.

I'll be fine
I promise!

 So I think I talk later.
I hope I'll be fine.
Maybe a night cut be nice.

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes
Just fighting to get through the night
I'm losing it
With every move I die
Dancing With Tears in My Eyes by Ke$ha

I'm okay in my mind, right?

I want love.

*correction*

I need love.

Good night.

Because in the second day of Christmas the blog writer gave to me, something to think about and a imaginary hug.

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