Poop

Today just were the perfect day to start new attitude.
Laugh from bullies.
Since they really have good jokes, it's better laugh because it's funny.
There's a joke I mad who people misunderstand and today I laughed about it.
After few times a boy came and asked me why I let that everyone to laugh on me, so I said like they can't laugh on me if I laugh back and that's funny.
And the better that he asked.
He couldn't understand.
I did something that is really out the box.
I did something like poop, that what our teacher would say.
I did something that we got used to not to let happen.

The better I had some laughs with Itay.
He laughed and talked to me (which I super love!).
But I still hate one bitch who worse then another girls who ruined my life.
She is trying so hard to be cool and popular so she'll flirt and do somethings that is ice cream (opposite of poop) and I know it's wrong and it's just terrible nature of humanity.
It's cruel laugh what she did it's something that's normal but you don't sure if it's the right thing to do.

I need him and everytime I think about him I have a small smile on my face to remind me who I love and maybe loves me too.

I come with tie (red tie) and everyone didn't understand but I said I like it and it was quiet fun.

I need him right beside me and that one day I'll find me and him in a hug that we'll be smiling and loving.
Because for everytime he loo to the area my heart may pop out of my chest and bleed on the desk.
The moment he'll say that he'll love me I'll cry from happiness or pain (maybe from waiting or just someone step on my step) and I'll say with tears and with weird cry voice that I love him too.
I'll just asked for 3 words.

I love you.