It's strange.

I feel obnoxious (word the I learned today) while people say th...
I swear my computer just "psstttt!" me!
Oh it were a messege.
So people who say cutters are annoying.
It's not fair.

You can't judge and post it to the world before you know how they feel.
Some cutters do it for *PREVENTING* suicide.
And really... Do you want those thousands of people die.... Because of you?!

Hate are spreading.
By who?
Some from me... Some from others....
I don't understand why there are bitches in the world.

Specially the girls from the other class. I feel uncomfortable near they're bee-queen.
Like they're buzzing around her for hours.
Like Gigi from wizards of waverly place and her tails!



I'm in hate with a female TAYLO!
fuck it!
I hate her.
Like I'm getting really friendly with other people who definitely out, up and away from my personal league.

And they're going with it!

But then with bees I feel so uncomfortable.

I just feel like a deer in lion cage.

A baby deer in adult lion cage.

Lions who ate their regular food waiting for a sweet small snack.

First the queen check the food and let the king help her.

Then tiny bite in the belly to check the taste.

approved.

then, the baby will die in their stomach liquids.

So I'm starting to think about writing a book!

like.. a novel.

About this superhero things.

or maybe about girl who get her life just like me.

Maybe...

It's strange to be without him around.

Like I'm living as who people know me without any type of spirit.

I'll just miss him.

set aside and whimper quietly and say his name until i'll see his face saying "what's wrong with her?"

Just miss him.

For now i'm getting my desk nicer to my author needs and for uploading to the awesome application "Desk" and by the epic site "WikiHow"