Black Roses

Today I went to a bar-mitzvah.
It's of  my cousin, and it's 4 hours of being in car. at 8 am.

So yesterday we're some "ceremony" of our class about being older. (I'm the worst translator EVER).
And it was lame.
So  really wanted to bury myself from shame.

But I'm not really happy to say that today, Maya (s) bullied my friend Maya (d.s) to tears, I didn't were caring for a piss from her, she almost passed out and when even the bullied girl were care.
And yesterday, night, I had to talk to that bitch!
I'll hope I'll get the balls o tell her it was awful and I'm sorry but I hate people who act like that to another and everything is okay after i, while it's not. So I'm sorry and I can't be your friend.
I hope I'll grow a pair until tomorrow.
I can't stand people bulling.

It has killed before it, it will kill anytime.
The best ad worst example of bulling on teenagers is r.i.p. Amanda Todd.
Look what this cruelty has done?!
But the thing is, that she's not alone.
More then 4000 teens and tweens suiciding from bulling per year.

I want to have black rose.
Why?
I don't know, sounds inspiring type of flower, flower of love in dark color, a flower that doesn't exist in nature.
I want to have one.
I even know how.
Put black color (ink or the one that eatable) in water with rose in he same vase.
So beautiful.
I'll have a garden with black roses some day.
I'll put roses in the garden and put in their water black color.
Maybe I'll do for each rose another color.

I need to do something about my lame life.
I saw a blog named BlackRoses.blogspot.com and there is no posts in it.
Just read the description.
I'll hope this girl -or boy- start writing.
They sound like soulmates.


So only for being nice:
Check the app "InstaFrame" I love it!
Next post include the images from these app.
Another thing:
Get to hear the song "Black Roses" by Escondido I think it's beautiful.