Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Lines.


I feel like a dude before he says to the girl he likes that he likes her.
I know now all the questions flying into their head.
And I don't know what to do, in these case you seriously don't know what could happen so you can't relax.
I don't know what she'll do, she have too many options that I'm not prepared for.
It's not like confessing and then the worst option is the whole area knows, laughs, and she saying no.
or if thinking of it, maybe if she say yes and you've being laughed and the whole are knows is worst?
And the greatest is that she likes you too and yay-happy-nappy-story -ending.
But standing against bully that is your friend and you have to make it clear to him that you no longer want their company.

I'm so terrified.
I don't think I can do it.
But I have to.
Just what I'll say?
"Maya, I think you started to being not nice to others, you acting like you're a bully, and I'm sorry but I don't want you as my friend anymore."
Sounds simple, easy, understandable.
Or maybe it's not right?
"Maya, I don't want to be your friend anymore, you have started to be rude and I don't want it as a personality of my friend."
Jee, sounds like something for a movie.
I'll go on the first one.

So I see now the scars.
It did helped me, I did fall asleep after it.
But I'm still tired.
I need sleep, I'm not sleeping good at nights.
I'm sleeping at 10:30 pm because I'm stressed and tired.
And waking up at 6 am because being stressed.

So she'll better let me say it to her, because I think I'm starting to more then dislike her, I'm hating her!
Maybe the her look led her wrong.
She's blonde and with weird eyes, like he other class.
SHE IS JUST LIKE THE OTHER CLASS.
No I know who will probably bully me in middle school.
Kindergarten: Shay
Preschool: Daniel
School: Everyone who could.
Middle school: Maya (?)


Would you?

I just understand Black Veil Brides -I'm also against shortcuts because it makes languages dumber-
 SO understand the bullied once.

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