OK, this time is the begging of the future.
I'm on my way to lose all the hate and rage that I held.
Kayne is nice bunny, another one, like the Pandora bracelet charms that people adding, I add plush dolls.
I'm clear, if it's a way to say it.
Today, the rest of the 6th graders and I had a long practice for the city's final event, the end of the year, of elementary school.
So since I'm not in the best I didn't gave all that I can't, and the dancing teacher yelled for a long time on me, seriously a scene.
But, I know how it is.
Sometimes you just explode, and sometimes on others, and no matter who they are, what they are, what they feeling.
So I forgive her.
Nobody wants to be a teacher, especially for dancing, for 6th graders.
And I know how it feels, before and after, and meanwhile the explosion, so I know.
With all this amazing scene, I didn't cried, why would I?
I remember the whole tears story.
I stopped myself from crying, avoiding tears, keeping myself like a wall, never to fall (rhyme!).
So lately, I did fell, actually crashed, falling is too simple.
And then I let myself cry, so many tears were held in my eye.
Now, I stopped myself again.
When I crash, all the blocks to prevent the bad side of me, the one I'll never be proud of, they all falling with me.
The rest was better.
Laugh, art, even a shocked face as a reaction for the trick that the magician guy (one dumb boy call him in English Magic Boy).
I started my new draw notebook.
Oh, I need to go and organize my backpack.
It's disgusting, all the not eaten sandwiches got rotten, it's showing hoe long I'm not eating those.
But now, I'm eating them, the new ones are better.
And I'm growing, I eat only when I know that my stomach will make an awful whale noise, it happened once, never again.
So I found something interesting, Zommbieboy with blond hair and suit and a bow tie, with a rose, crying.
I remember why he's crying, it was before Soul became he's, he planned to date her, but Ray took her to the dance.
Well, I never were kind to my art figures, just so.
In animation, they mostly die, or pass out, or get beaten up.
What can I say, I'm a girl with major issues.
So today I played with my bestguyfriend the famous nitrome game "Nitrome Must Die" and another guy, that I don't really like, started to say that I suck, I replied with "So I lose at the fifth round at black ops, I do suck", and then he asked, surprised "You play black ops?" I nodded, and asked "What's the problem?", he said the most common thing "It's not a girl thing".
Who cares?
I love kicking zombie's ass!
And it's not girly to play soccer, and be a geek, but I'm still have feminess in me, it appers only when I'm not ready, best example is before flights, on april fools, before the 8 hour flight.
So today at the dance, there was a part, in the dance, including -believe or not-, TWERKING.
We are only 12, and there's a religous school with us.
It's so weird.
So today I've read my magazine, and somehow, for my luck, there was a part about 30 seconds to mars, and they won't come to Israel (shame on them!) but it's cool, I'm glad to find my favorites.
And do not forget that they montioned My Chemical Romance (day have a power on teenagers, in Israel!), I'm translating it:
In times where emo bands like My Chemical Romance break up and another familiar bands like Fall Out Boy comebacking because the members failed as solo artists,....
I don't care calling them emo, seriously, that's they mentioned there, it's giving me a smile.
It's fun that they do remember.
But only now I'm regreting, I gave away one of the papers that was about Black Veil Brides, and I just want to bang my head on the desk, seriously, I don't like something until it's gone.
And I'm right now trying to find it, and oh, look such a douchbagy thing!
Let's share the Israel haterd.
Actually I think it's awesome, when I tought that Israel can not rise the limits, it did!
When I thought that Yahoo people are stupid, I found it.
So, there are fans, and I love typos, instead to make a
But after all it is serious.
So I won't laugh.
By the way, as much as I hate to make those annoying shoutouts like on Instagram, there's one girl, who started follow me, so I followed back (being kind for free!) and I can't find her.
So when I will, I'll share, so you'll se her, and her cute family (espcially brothers!).
And her pizza, she took a picture, of half eaten pizza, later that day I ate pizza.
So, I'll stay alive, as much as sometimes I'd like to bury myself, like in the kill (bury me).
Well, only last thing.
Don't you love trolls -the emo stacy (razorblade) viewrs and fans- but I mean the one who write like someone who is not only drunk but also found a fly on the keyboard and start to kill it and smash the keyboard.
Game, I recommend the app Unpleasent Horse, and to kill all the prity ponies!
Berries, survivors,
I hope you'll make it.
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