Funny

Funny.
It went better than I thought it would.
Probably I'll crash tomorrow.
The faster the better.

Sarah smiles like Sarah doesn't care
She lives in a world so unaware
But she knows that my destiny lies with her
Sarah, oh Sarah are you saving me?

Well, MB did not.
I don't know why but instead of saying Major Bitch I think about Mega Bacon, I have no idea why, I don't even eat bacon.
Well, I like food, so it might relate.

Today was, umm, not bad.
I think I'm happy but I'm not, I got what I want, but It's no what I needed, I hate it.
I guess one day I'll be in love again, I'll feel the best, until my heart will break.
Lost again, trying to find myself, and re-live this demented idea.
Funny, I'll do it for long while and then, I'll set down with "the love of my life" and forever be in this routine.



We had our last test today.
In Bible, the most annoying and hard subject that every Jewish human forced to learn.
We have pretty much sick stories in there.
There were there something that exactly like the hunger games,12 boys and 12 girl fighting to death against each other.
Fun.
And now a step-brother rape his step-sister and the brother of the sister murder the step-brother.
I swear that adult movies are easier to watch.



I can only imagine what will happen, two weeks for school to end.
My family and I supposed to renovate the apartment.
To close the balcony and make it to a room, to redesign the living room, to more modern house.
I love it.
It means visiting Ikea, and I want to get some cheap fabrics to our plushies collection, I want more animal-like dolls like Kayne.


So, appearntly Keren aren't friend metrial for me, but destruction for my greedy needs, it is.
I'm just like MB, making the legacy keep rolling.

So, I have nothing to write.
I'm not me anymore.
I'm insane.
I lost myself.
So where I am?

Probably, left behind where trust lost too.
And I giving my best to avoid trust but if I want myself, I need to get trust.



I will stop.
I have two weeks end then I'll see the perfect girl again, but only once in a very long while.
Then I would have to stand the people I don't like but I sopped caring about.
Cross your fingers (if you're Christian) and if not, just eat Ice-Cream.



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Funny to think I'm still alive.
That my lungs haven't burned yet.

I'm close to the legal age to drink alcohol, 18.
I wonder what will happen.



Just to not break a tradition.

So, Keren.
Oh, Keren.
Tell me, what do you think?
Flawless life, that's what you have.
I live where pressure come from everywhere.
You leave under small parental pressure.
I live by everywhere pressure.
Mostly from me.
Good luck at surviving me, I'm destroying myself and it will affect you.
Good luck.


Charles, well.
Go to do Charles things.



Berries, survivors,
I hope you'll make it.