Charming Rhyming

Something I just wrote on Springpad.

Stupid, a fool. 
Believing that people can change. 
Oh, one of the biggest lies I've ever said to myself about someone I love.
Gal can't change. 
What have I thought?
I said myself that drags are very loyal to the royalty. 
Once a tayl, forever a tayl. 
Oh so stupid. 

And guess who the "queen"?
No else than MB. 
Like it's a new thing. 
War means war, battle means battle, since in girl world there are fragile, faking the feel make it seem so real, such a shame, doing it to kill. 

Changing rhyming, what can I say?
But for real, that intriguer that aren't so sure what she really is, starting to disturb the clique I'm making, and against the girl section. 
Actually, I might thank her, for giving me such a great gift, showing that I WILL stand up for my friends, even when I'm not the closest to them. 

Oh, so strange what happened today.

It started with rehearsals (again?!), funny and nice, standing between my best-guy-friend and my ex best-guy-friend.

One side, is talking and flirting (current best friend) and the other laughing and flirting.

Then, singing stupid song that I don't believe in but forced to.

** I know it's really random, but only I think about Gavin (the employee that adopted a dead rat and dead dove) from Drake & Josh when I see the vocalist for Sleeping With Sirens?**

Then, we learned ~very random~ about debates, and it is perfect for a girl that have a lot to say.

And Addi and I did one debate, and I done something I totally don't believe in and I still convinced the whole class.

Then, the awful as fuck (wait for it...), lesson with the other class girls, SEX ED (here it is!).

It's so stupid.

They do tell us about the changes in our body, it won't really help.

But making sure that you won't do sex, and won't get pregnant, and won't die.

Says it all.

I want to see them in the future.

They try to make us not to drink.

I will and by the speed of the illegal drinking, when I'll be 15 and up.

Smoking, I've told already, Cigars once in a while, drugs destroy your brain and skin, cigarettes destroy you lungs and skin.

And sex, well, by when I'll be in the army (18+) I won't be a virgin (probably).

Oh the stupidity is unbelievable, and undefinable, I believe that banging your head in a spike brick wall will make you smarter.

Than rehearsals until the last school bell ring.

Such a boring school day.

I bought shirts for next year, with the logo of the uniform.

And I forgot one thing.

Right after sex ed, Yali whispered to her group about something and Keren knew about it, I was curious and asked Keren what it was.

I convinced her (I'm skilled, what can I say) and then said in normal voice, "Well, that's funny", because the question that Yali whispered was idiotic.

Then MB, started to get hurt, cried and whined about it.

Gal (she worship MB) came by and said loud to Keren that what she done was really unfair, and stuff.

If I could to kill her, I would.

Then to cut the bullshit, I said loud and clear to Gal "I asked Keren about it, it my fault".

And Gal started to be honest - for me it was a bitch- and say that if I don't want to be the bitch in there I shouldn't ask from the start.

I should say "Oops, too late" in a very bitchy voice and and end it like a boss.

It was the drama I needed to watch today, it's better than TV that stopped working yesterday.

And the best thing, that I won't ever forget it, why?

The notebook.

My 12-year-old version for the epic Cruel Intentions.

I will probably make much more, inspired as twice from Cruel Intentions.

Fuck the enemies, their name will forever be inked on the paper.

Hatred is a feeling that never dies, just fade away for a while.

But never really gone.

This what happens when you build a monster, it will kill you, it's in her nature.

And I'm that monster.

And they combined me with their both skills, and mixed with mine.

Stronger than that?

Impossible.

Now it's me, that girl that insane from what happened but acting calm when surrounded by her friends.

So, I have pretty much nothing to say but, watch the epic TV pilots for Valemont, it's about vampire college, and it's not in twilight style or any sarcastic other boring movie, this one is pretty much twisted.

And if you think it's good to check if you are a vampire by their method, make sure you have Ambulance number on speed dial.

Berries, survivors,

I hope you'll make it.