I'm tired people.
If I had the option of sleeping I'd probably faint on the keyboard and my head will write "ik 767777777cc9o vcv"
I slept about at 1, had a dream of arguing with my friends about something (I'll note it and pot the picture later).
So the get-together movie-night -as I wrote before/or that you just assuming that it- sucked.
I just sometimes want to get into Narnia, or to Forks (as a monster hunter), or to the outer provinces, and I think that the most I want is to Summerland or Lyoko.
I don't understand it.
So today, the course, umm..
It could have go worse.
Let's start from the fact that I was the only girl, so getting the slight attention that I don't have a penis sucked, like I needed more attention.
I was the youngest, even with the age-lying.
And I had many troubles in Unity, but in 3d Max it was easier.
So, I'm not really expecting the other days.
It's four days a week or two weeks.
So, I want to make YouTube videos, but I have three cons against one pro.
Pro, I really want to share my shit with you.
Cons:
I don't feel honest and open as I feel with writing.
My parents probably won't approve it.
I don't really like doing it.
So, if you'd like to, I will post filmed shit.
If you wouldn't, I wouldn't.
So, what shall I do?
There are so many options.
To keep watching Code Lyoko, or to start another part of the bucket list?
Maybe to watch Fairy Tale? After all, I'd like to learn Japanese...
And what about TV? There's all the episodes of Drake & Josh, and even Total Drama Island (love it!), and Victorious as well.
Well, I want to get to the part where the things getting better with the sea sector/ sector six and when William is xanafied and in the awesome submarines.
By the way, that last line was a spoiler.
I'm just evil with my too-late-spoiler-alert-in-purpose.
So Keren,
I guess I'll go back to the old good times, writing the Oh, Keren. parts.
So, Keren.
Oh, Keren.
Tell me, what do you think?
Really what is passing in your bephy soul?
Asking me why you can't follow me on Instagram, it's called block, so I can block people.
Of course I answer her that it's probably a fuck in Instagram.
And you want to hang out with me.
I have only two words to describe what I think and feel about you.
Fuck.
You.
And if extension is possible.
Stupid.
Beph.
Guys, I want her to vanish.
Oh, wow, have you ever saw Back At The Barnyard? and with Cowman? so if I was Cowman, I'd probably use the ignore power.
So, Kunt, just for you I searched how to fucking ignore you.
I want to be Keren's fake friend.
I know it's bitchy and wrong, and you know exactly how much I know it, but fuck it, I'm sick of her, and at least I won't kill her.
And guess what, in a guide I found something that I used before.
It called (as I call it) The-RUDE-way-to-not-give-a-shit-(for)-(real)
Hear it is. step 5 on this guide:
Demonstrate your lack of interest in continuing the friendship by acting in an unresponsive "zombie-like" manner. A few easy ways to do this may be not laughing at their jokes, pretending that you weren't listening to their stories or questions or keeping a cold, expressionless demeanor.
- When they talk to you, be busy with other things and pretend you're not listening. Also, you can try interrupting them and talking about one of the things they don't like.Even then, this kunt, gave me the respect of cutting her of with talking, and shut up, and I rolled my eyes wildly among her.I wonder if she's the human that doesn't get signs and hints the most.Well, I can stay with two options, two girl-friends (believe me, it might confuse you later, much later), and to fucking block her -impossible, she is such a gluestick!-.Or to own a pet, that will die to get your attention, and be able to still block her.I like the second option better.And as in my trying to become a little more bitch, I'd fail, still hate, and plot another option.This is -kind of- a guide that I liked, How to deal with a copy cat friend.And I'd like to make it go somewhere, but I'm avoiding her (a common mistake I do, doing it only attract them more, it's a reverse psychology that always works).But if it's always working, why won't I try it with my crush?I know myself good enough that it will be hard, but I'll try to manage it.Why won't I, he's my friend.So, my sweethearts (you are like angels, but with a little dark side, like the side of Patch that does make sense), I used some face peeling gel, it's made with Charcoal.I like charcoal, it reminds me fire, and when it's between lava hot to hot chocolate warm, it feels as I'm holding a human hand, and I love it.When I was younger, when I had nightmares, I went to sleep in my dad's bed, with him, and I put my tiny toddler palm on his arm, just to know he is there.And he's one of the people that always warm, and it doesn't feel like you're suffering, it's like the nice warm feeling when you hold a tea cup when outside it's freezing.I guess it's a fuck up in me.But it's good it means that it's seriously dangerous for me to be alone, without someone to be there for me (and we all know the consequences), and I like people who are warm better.It's just so nice, I can really lie on someone arm and to touch his palm moving my finger slightly on every single detail, trying to remember what every single line says, and to hear from the earbuds the same music, which probably won't be screaming hardcore rock/punk/disputed that I hear from time to time, but something more calm like :a Saviour of Black Veil Brides (I think it's my favorite of the band), and I Don't Care If You're Contagious of Pierce The Veil, and All My Heart and James Dean And Audrey Hepburn of Sleeping With Sirens, and Sunburn by Ed Sheeran, and maybe Some Nights by Fun., not even thinking about skipping about Whatsername or St. Jimmy of Green Day, and I'd like to hear Roads Untraveled of Linkin Park, tought it's quite out of the genre I'd like to hear my "classic" that i've sticking to since I was 7 Pretty Boy of M2M, and Sing, Summertime, The World Is Ugly, and The Light Behind Your Eyes, (though I love I don't love you, but I think it'll be quite awkward) of My Chemical Romance, Always of Painc! At The Disco.They all gathered in a playlist named Anchor with the anchor emoji near it on my iPhone.Guys, I fell deep, and now I just need to do what I always do when I fall, get the fuck back up.Have you seen the movie Friends With Benefits, I started, and as well as they missed sex, I miss kisses.I'm not a lip virgin, well I'm half of it, I kissed only in Truth or Dare and in some kind of kisslap games.And I guess that I just miss the feeling.Every finishing of Pierce The Veil song I see who wrote it, most of the time I personally see Victor, victor is also the name of our old ballroom dance teacher, thanks to him, Prom will never be awkward.So since I'm a kiss addict and I like to guide people, I'd try to make a post in Poison Guides, and send a link on Extras for you.So this lips misser is off,!Bye!Berries, survivors,I hope you'll make it.
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