Graduation

Oh, I waited to tell you it since last night.
I've finally got the eagle piercing!
At the night I got it so I couldn't put it (I've got it about at midnight, so yeah), today in the morning it took me a hour to take off the last helix, I couldn't understand how to take off the ball, but it's really easy when you get it, and now, I put it, it took me 10 minutes, 5 for putting the pipe in the other side of the ear (because the other eagle wing hole wasn't in the same height), and five for closing with the screw-ball.

The only piercing that left to do (in my ear) it's the second normal one (another simple like everyone got, but above it).
And I'd like to do nose, the one that you can hide, but I won't do it soon, as long as acne is decorating my face, no.


So it past about 2 hours or so since I wrote the part before, I fucking wasted two hours on Leaf Green, I suck, I'm was on the Sliph Co. building and lost to Gary about 2 times, in a row.
I will never win The Elite Four, I once got there, but I lost, because I fucking suck, and I lost when my first pokemon was BALBAUSER (the easiest starter), I'm a shame for Japanese animes gameboy games.
You know, the mutant turtles still on TV, but the more common and more successful, Pokemon, isn't, why is that?
It doesn't make sense, the kid channel is awful, awful shows (though I remember once that they had something on Adventure Time style) and it's all on Hebrew, it's fucking hell.
Why can't they make an anime channel for English, including all the adorable, and the successful shows, at least some class in this missile target, with bombing all around hole, I just hate it, people are against each other, 3 main religions are in here, and much more, and they all against each other.
Have you heard about Palestine, this is probably the main reason we're in -very- deep shit, like, there are places for Israel haters like them, Gaza, they should unite and we should fight to death, and that's it, we'll win, and no more trouble, the worst part of they bombings, they kill each other, it's embarrassment for the middle east, murdering (not even on creative ways) each other.
Oh well, just a few years, and I'm out of here.


You know what I discovered, that all the people I like avoiding to come here, to Israel.
So many bands have cancelled, I'm not surprised, but they promised, and they lied, I'm feeling slight betrayal here (like my friends, wearing pink, or liking pink).


Also, a little before I'm getting tumblr addict (but still my heart is of Blogger, and of Lyoko, so if I could get virtualized into Lyoko, ck it bitched, I'm going there and forgetting it all until I'll find a way to get into blogger from the network), so I found some quote page, mostly of Panic! At The Disco, and I saw someone who said (I remember that they wrote that his from some other band, that I can't remember), and he said that he doesn't remember Panic songs by the name because they're so unrelated, just play the shit and I'll sing along.
I hope he's talking about Panic! At The Disco, because I know the feeling, it's impossible to fucking remember each title and relate it to the song itself.

You know what would be awesome?
Huge wall paint that speaks, and you'd never guess of who.
Seriously, nobody will ever guess it.
Because it's Boris "The Animal" from Men in Black 3.
I like the laugh he did, like forced to mock others, it was epic, this laugh will probably be of Stitch when he'll turn evil again (Stitch is the cutest and the weirdest piece of blue space monster with 6 limbs and huge ears).

So today, as you know I graduated, again.
It's the fourth time I'm graduationning in the past 3 months, it's weird.
So, just for you to know, I wasn't related to the game they built, or as I should say, he built.
I was with two guys, once with a fucking Bar-Mitzvah mustache (probably one of the ugliest avoidable things in puberty), with weird short black hair, and another one, mustachless, brown flippy hair (it's real, I was fucking mesmerized to his hair) that he actually built the game because stachey (nice nickname, huh?) for the past 3 weeks only played online games and Minecraft (or as I call it Mycrap, because pixel bit art is only cool on gameboy/nintendo games, example of SpongeBob, trust me, invincible flirting material when someone plays it), and blocks, well they tried to kill every single warrior in Lyoko.

Guys, It's might get in my weirdest sayings list, because I just asked everyone in the house if they know where's my pants, for you to know, since four pm, I was pantless, my old pair of skinny jeans that should get the fuck out of my closet because it's getting to tight, but still have a meaning for me, because it has some weird cuts on the fabric when I pressed my razor on it.
I also lost my black hoodie, my beloved piece of outerwear.
When my parents asked me why I don't wear pants I said "pants are for losers" because it's fucking true.
Who needs pants, I will show of my booty as long as it's not saggy and fallen, as long as it's looking like the infinity sign, it's going to be outside, under printed panties, of Angry Birds.

You know this stage of pre-tween, when you start to like all of the villains in kid shows, well for you to know, I never like xana, but i did loved the costume thing on Lazytown whenever my brother or sister watched it in the living room.
I hate kid shows, and I hate people that convert that actual language, because it changes everything.
Like on Zack & Cody, there they only added subtitles, but you know, the jokes, just doesn't work, and I bet you know it, because as I know most of my readers main language isn't English, which makes me proud, there's people like me, that do all their stuff on English.
I can't wait to learn French, it's useful on some songs, I'm dying to understand what they say on Nearly Witches (Ever Since We Met).
Yet, I will never learn Spanish, we don't need it in Israel, the basics in here is Arabic, English, and -how now- Hebrew.
Like, this is what we do, since the next generation will know -at least- Arabic, Hebrew and English, so our country will be tourist-friendly country.

Oh, I got few plastic small toys and I wanted to make them more, unique (?).
So, with the eagle, I tied it to another dream catcher I made (another thing that will be noticeable in my dream room), and with one horse I put on some yarn, like rolled it all over the horse, and it looks like a sheep now.
Oh well, at least I picked the horse I liked less.

I'm dying to get this room, my mother says that I'm disrespecting what they've done to me, they orders a 3000 nis gallery bed especially for me, so I could host friends and sleep in the same room.
I found a deal that makes the whole bed cost 1400 nis including everything, and nothing from the room I'm having right now will be in the trash.
Everything will stay, what's the problem?
I don't find it fair.
And I searched what I want, how I want, what color, and I know every store, and I can't start without a confirmation.
There's an antique store below, I just need to get down on the stairs, and in front of me there it is.
I might find something really pretty and old.
I can do it, it's not that I can't, so why won't I.
If the money is the problem, I have from the Bat-Mitzvah I'll pay for the new design, it's cheap, the whole thing including all the new stuff I'll buy (bed, bedding, mattress, paint, antiques, stuffing, etc.) it'll cost less then 2000 at the worst.
I'd like to get a room that I actually can change if I want to, with wall that I can sketch on, a closet that I can work in, everything.
Even a ceiling that glows in the dark.

You know, one thing from the many that my dad have, is that we get whatever we want (you can't always get what you want... but we mostly can), so I'll get my with for a reality.
And if I won't get it until my birthday, it'll be my birthday gift, what do you think? it's perfect.
And thanks to Passover, there's a tradition to hide a matzoh and then the kids need to find it in the house and the one that finds it first, get a gift, so my birthday is on the last day of Passover (by the Jewish calender), so I'm getting two gifts in one, that makes it expensive, so bed in no time.
I'm happy.

You know, being Jewish rocks, you get gifts and food every fucking holiday.
Rosh Hashana, food, including with the main dish of fish.
Yom Kipur, well starving for a day (sunset to sunset) but the meals of the before and after, yum.
Sukkot, well, food, again, with lemon-like fruit, that's making an amazing jam.
Hanukkah! basically oily food and money.
Purim, you get candies for free, you don't need to knock from door to door, and you never too old, it's a perfect timing for costume party.
Passover, dry bread, and tons of apple+almonds+date(the palm trees fruit) mixture with honey and some other things, with it, super sweet, and the gift tradition.
Shavueot, milky holiday, with fruits, and dairy as the main things.


I'm really obsessed with the bedroom idea, it's good, the more I dig and the more professionally I do it, the higher chance I'll get it faster.
It's a skill you get when you have parents like me, you've learned everything.

I almost drank glue, I was thirsty and there's a bottle next to me, so I tried to get my hand to it, guys, it was weird.
Like my pantsless experience.


I want a better life, maybe this is why I'm so attracted to those character building mmorpg's online.
There I can be the one that I'm not.
Endless options.
But after a while, like on every personality change I'm starting to make, in no time I'll be back my old self again.

Guys, I want a spider.
Or just a pet, but not something weird.
Snake is cool.
Cat or Dog is better.
Fish is fine (as long as it's closed in aquarium).
And I can't own one, it sucks.
But not far from here, there's an animal shelter, and on Saturdays, everyone can go there and take a dog for a walk.
It's cool, isn't it?
I want to do it, run with a dog, walk with it.
Play Catch.
I'd adopt a dog, but won't, in the same time.
I'm not allowed, oh well.
I can go there with Maya ds, we can go there, to run with the dogs, she loves dogs, and she used to take care of the neighbors dog, which was  huge dog.
I'd like to keep one when I'd get older.
And if I'd get a cat, I'll name it "Ada" the name doesn't make sense in every language as far as I know, but in the parking lot we had some ginger ca, and my brother always said "Ada!" when he saw her, not the other cat, only the ginger cat.
It died.
Like every other thing.
But we all remember it.

You know, when I was younger we used to have an open fish aquarium, we used, until I drank water from there, and a fish.
Extra-live sushi.
And I used to have a rabbit in the size of a dog, so my parents got rid of it, against my four-year-old-will, so I never had a pet ever since.
I want one.
My parents had a dog, each one had one on their childhood, it doesn't fair, they had, so why won't I.
I don't mind having a huge dog, not in Pal's from Arthur design, much bigger, I don't actually mind.
A pug, a rototiller, an hamstef (just kidding, it's illegal), and what else, just not a purse dog.


I'm planning on staying late tonight, like until the morning, and then to sleep, long wonderful sleep.

Guys, I don't know if you know it, but you're fucking beautiful, you, staying, reading my bullshit everyday, it's impressive, you should get a medal.
Seriously, like a huge gold medal "I kept up with shit that a female said" because it's hard, we have some gene that make us to never shut the fuck up, my gene having some troubles, so yeah, I'm little less worse than the rest of the females around.

So maybe for you it's goodnight (or good morning or good noon [?] but for me its 'meaningless).
But, you little sea horses, this post is being finished.

Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.