Question number 2

So.
I'm starting a today's quickie, and then to the best part, the cliffhanger.
So, yesterday's night I told myself that I should wake up around 5-6 am.
I firsty woke up at 4 and something (around fifteen, because it's the hour that I usually wake up from my nightmares, which I'll tell you about), so I saw that early hour, and went beck to sleep.
I woke up againi at five, and I noticed I can slip in some more of my sleep, so I slept until 5:30 am.
I was on my iPhone and I wanted to come down to grab the remote, but the bed was warm.
Not like that freezing outside, stupid winter, why do you have to be so cold? That lesbian witch wife's heart is less icy.
By the way that witch, that woman is a lesbian, and she married a man, she cheated on him multiple times before, and then they got married, she used his wonderful penis sperm (I find evry ejuclating penis as wonderous, it's working, it's good enough), and have babies, which are now children (I can only laugh at the fact what it will do later in their life, with one side that hates the lesbian witch, and one crazy ass one, I just hope they'll enjoy being sexually confused), so, now he divorced her, he said that she was always disrespecting to him, and their sex life were dead, and she was always cold to him, well, this is awkward.
I really hate her right now.
She gives bad name to women, and for sure for lesbians.
But it might meen that in the next pride parade (if it's the right name), instead of shooting a male, they'll shoot a female! just maybe, but I'm excited for it, because it's mostly homophobic (though they aren't afraid of them, they just hate them, and are disgusted by them, like me and roaches), and they can be religous, though they should have done it with rocks, throwing on them until they'll die.
But that's just me.

So, school, I had science, and we did something CO2, which is great, because she mixed two home indergients and killed the fire only with the gas.
I like those expriments.
Though burning apples, is way cooler.

Well, then I had sports, I was pretty good, that's what Igor said, that my jumps are good.
Well, not Dana's good, but my good.
Which is good enough!
It rained too, so it was fun.
It wasn't a mazive rain, like the one that happened five minutes ago, just few light drops.

Then, math, it was partly annoying, because the annoying subject, that is easy, but it's long, and just boring.
Exponentiations.

With negative and positive bases.

Next year we are going to learn with the negative indexes.

Gladly, next year is not now, so less headache for me.

And then Geography, most of time we talked about taxes, of shipping objects, and when do you do it.

Alex (a girl, just because Alex is fitting for both genders, though some versions that Alex is a shortcut are more singly gendered), said that taxes are now if you buy something over 200$.

I can say.

This is bullshit that will never work.

Because they will tax as well people that are buying things not for personal use.

Like buying 5 shirts is okay.

50 is not okay.

So, if you buy some expensive brand (Gucci, for example, if they are expensive as I believe they are), and just a coat, it can easily be over 400$, I know one mother that bought a coat from some sort of fur, that cost 4,000 Euro!

She's rich.

So, it ca work the same is you buy brand ligeniere.

Like a set of bra and panties, or some sort of seducive sexy underwear.

Bra's are expensive, so brand bras?

SUPER EXPENSIVE.

So, for the last one, it was Arabic, it was exhausting.

I'm so fucking sick of those reading tests.

They are pretty much sucking my life out.

This is what I done.

And went for therapy.

It was stupid and annoying.

Half of the time I wasn't focused, her stories were too long, and I lost the point, and forgot what was the thing we talked about before.

So yeah.

This day is annoying.

Just a thingy before completeing that suicide things.

My parents are fighting now.

I don't know about what.

But I don't feel like hearing my mother yelling at my dad (I like my dad, and we're pretty close, so I'm not all formal with him, it's different with my mother, I feel like official by law kind of thing, not because it's a normal mother-daughter relationship), I just hoped that the song is lod enough.

I got a Panic! At The Disco song, I guess it's loud enough if I put on fourteen it's loud enough.

Now it's Make Me Famous of  The Fades.

It's a song I got free from iTunes.

I wish I could still download them.

But since it's Israeli account now, it won't let me.

So, congratulations!

It's the suicide part!

Have fun reading that stupid throater that found a way to push god in, and sound stupid, like a ten year old (or fourteen, lately, their brains are exactly the same, I think the bpm of half of their songs are ruining their brain), so here you go.

"Look now I'm in some depression*.. I have tons* of hard times in my life I had times I wanted to kill myself... I even tried*! But I saw the suicide is not a solution because a person who kills it's in a person who is very* weak because everybody's life is hard... And the more you grow the harder it'll grow and with it God gave us power to fix our problems and not to fail*! If you now want to kill yourself what will happen in the time you'll get married and build a family and grow kids for those things you need smarts and powerd and it's reality and suicide is running away from reality! And people kill themselves because they think that in the next world the life will be better* so no* you are not going to the next world you'll go to hell because a person** that kills himself goes to hell I thought until today to kill myself! and then I understood that you don't cry over few problem ir a situation that came up you need to be confident and be strong and solve it and not die* because dying is not the way*!

I wish you happiness and health and I hope you'll find someone that will really love you and you'll be happy with him and build a family with him! I'm glad to help my ICQ number is **censored by translator** if you need help for me I'm always here for you* :)"

* is doubled letters.

**misspealled by original writer.

YOU ARE SO FUCKING STUPID.

I'M SORRY.

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT FAKING HAPPINESS AND LOVE FROM A MAN AND BUILDING A FAMILY AND GETTING MARRIED.

LIFE IS ABOUT WHAT YOU WANT IT TO BE.

NOT ABOUT WHATEVER YOUR PROBABLY RELIGOUS PARENTS THAT IN THE CRAZY JEWISH SIDE TOLD YOU.

I DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR RABII LIED TO YOU.

BUT IN JUDAISM THERE IS NO FUCKING HELL.

There is no hell, there's just another life, a worse life, and only when you'll die as a saint you'll be in heaven.

I really hate her right now.

Dumbfuck.

You don't just rise up from the mud and go like ms sunshine.

The closest to sunshine you'd feel afterwards is to order Sunshine Cleaning for each mess your last body you'd kill will make!

QUESTION NUMBER TWO.

This is what  I call a typical teen.

Which is also compliment hunter.

And attention whore.

In hebrew there's a word for what she wants Tzumi.

It's some nickname for Tsumat Lev.

Which is attention.

So she's one.

We also have for the annoyingly emotional ones, Righshi.

Came from the word Regesh, which is emotion, or feeling, depends.

So:

"Oop why am I so ugly and fat?  God hates me :/?"

First comment, which is slightly cruel, but it's the damn truth, that is probably the question for her question:

"It's God's fault that you like to eat and don't take care of yourself?"

YES.

LET'S BE LIKE THE QUESTIONER.

BLAME GOD FOR EVERYTHING.

I killed a fly - god's fault.

I got sick - god's fault.

Healthy logic of belivers!

So, there was a third question,but I don't know what I saved it for.

It's a girl says that she's proud of herself with year of no cutting.

Good for her?

I guess.

I'm bored.

I'm going to tumblr.

They are amusing.

And I kept few things I wanted to see/read/hear.

So. um, bye.

Berries, Survivors,

I hope you'll make it.