Did and Didn't

Do you remember that my body never listens to me?

He decided right now that he doesn't want to eat. 

DO YOU HAVE AN IDEA WHAT HELL IT IS?!

This son if a bitch can't wait to make me be in trouble. 

If I'll be late for the bus today, I'll walk to school. 

I like to do it anyway. 

And today I didn't wake up on time -again- for jogging and being with my laptop. 

I'm going to pack a vegetable for school. 

If I'll be hungry it won't be that bad, but I won't eat it. 

Lunch something small, I'm not sure what, but not those mini pita breads who have a shitload of calories!

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I took a cucumber with nothing on it, not even salt, mostly because that I can't know if it have E525 or something like that. 

Last year, our ram biology teacher and out principal (she's just lovely!), we checked ingredients in the salt. 

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Quick question, what was the weirdest thing that ever happened for you in a bus?

Well, since you all live in Russia Germany USA and sometimes others come by, I know that in USA on daily basis somebody gets shot, like in Florida. 

And Germany, well I don't know, and in the next couple of years I won't know because my mother doesn't want us to go there, so the whole family won't. 

And Russia, do I even have to say? That guy who nailed his balls to that square. 

Well, now a woman just whispered Tefadier occasionally. 

It kind of freaked me out. 

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Are you fucking kidding me?!

Cupcakes?!

Why now?

But it doesn't matter. 

I can resist. 

I always do that. 

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For a minute there I almost lost my self control. 

Luckily, the key word is almost. 

I didn't ate anything. 

And now I'm in sports, sitting on the side, because I failed at 1.20 meter. 

I could have do it, but Tal just stood there with her phone, right near the pole, and I was afrai I'll kick her head!

I don't understand why she's here, she never exercise, in every single practice she doesn't do a single thing!

This is not fair. 

I had a perfect jump before, and I could have another one there, but she stopped me!

Now Lihi and Savion are taking selfies together. 

I don't take those anymore. 

Ugliness is not a thing you should preserve. 

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I did so good!
What happened?!
Fucking Tuesday.
I ate small amount of pasta, with a tbsp of tomato sauce.
And tons with water with it.
But my mother bought some dried fruits and carmalized nuts.
Ugh.
It was also because of her and the TV.
But mostly me.
And if that's not enough I ate one and a hald cup of yoghurt (about 150 calroies), with two tablespoons of honey (58), and two yoghurt buns (which I have no idea how much).
And a third of a grapefruit.

Well, at least I did better than from the days before.
Just, why the fuck would you make pasta if I never asked for it?!


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I don't eat enough protein.
I used to eat a ton of it, but now I don't.
Why?
I stopped eating meats.
It's disgusting anyway.
I can't even think about them entering my mouth.
They became like butter, and soft carbs (don't they just feel like chewed food?!).

Well, it's bed time. 

Good night. 

By the way I did 200 crunches today. 

Check the skeletons you carry in you closet before you judge the monsters under my bed.