Sunday, January 26, 2014

From yesterday, epicly long.

This is embarrassing.
I wrote a huge post about the crazy day I had, and it didn't save it, so the text is only in my computer, I'll post it when I'll be home, probably when I'll wait for the falafel will be ready. 

I'm walking for school again. 
The reason of "missing the bus" is just a pathetic excuse for the fact I wanted to know if the store with the scale is open around twelve. 
And it's always nice to walk to school. 
It's always surprising. 
Sometimes I meet friends, others I see the guys from the sport classes gossiping. 

I just walked near a chocolate shop. 
And the albums one, I didn't know that we had one in my city until Sunday!

Oh!
Here's Sapir!

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I feel like there's no reason to even pretend that I'm alive until I'm twenty. 
Like, if this is life, then what is hell?
I have no idea how I am supposed to understand what's x if -6+3(5-7x)=9-10x!

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Never mind. 
I understood it by myself. 
It's not fair that I have to do it all by myself, half of it I'm guessing.
At least it makes me become a better solver. 

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Okay, remember that u said embarrassing. 
Well, I purchased a scale. 
Embarrassing, but so worth it!
I bought the mechanical one. 
The seller asked me "what? Are you fat? Do you need to weight yourself? Look at you like a chick" chick as the young form of chicken. 

I have a good plan, tomorrow my family will be out anyway, a picnic. 
I will have the time for going, and I'll tell my parents that I want to get better at the long runs, so I'll go to the stadium an will have as much as I can, minimum 1 km, my goal is two, with five minutes rest between, and I'd really like to climb for three. 
I feel so good with the scale. 
It's in y backpack now. 
I'm going to be so happy. 
Now I'll be able to feel whole.

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My weight is 55.
Well, pretty much 55, it says that it can be around 1.2+-, so whatever.
Well, it's good, one kilogram off!
I'm happy with it.
I guess, I am.

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I'm after the white night.
It was so much fun!
I was the watcher of the yellows.
I loved it!
Shiri, Idan (which is usually a guy's name but she's a girl, who is adorable!), Jonathan, Omri (so cute!), and Tomer!
I love them.
But again, as always, there will be the sweetheart of the night.
It was a tiny girl named Amalia, and she was so adorable!
She was also the little sister in the storyteller abendoned-sisters-evil-giant-king-and-queen story, she was really energetic.

And we didn't eat any pizza today, weird.
But I guess it's good, because they had cookies and chocolate milk, it worked like laxatives to me, the weird stomach and bowel sounds of "WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?!" were annoying, but, I deserve it.
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I'm always surprised by that shit I found special that was never published.
Well, again, photographs.
I quote.
Pictures;
Popular girl; 100+ likes.
Aaverge pretty; 45 likes
Unpopular; 4
-.-
Status; "omg I hate you"
Popular girl- 89 likes
Averege; 10-33 likes
Uunpopular; 1

FUCK EVERYONE
-motionless

And I find it silly.
It requies too many relationships! (I almost wrote relationshits, which is partly true, because it never ends good anyway).
I have fifty facebook friends.
I don't need many, whatsapp is my communication app anyway.

Oh and now it's the so famous "your Music is satanic" me: I know there so evil.
I'm not joking, they need to at least learn to spell, if they are not dyslexic, or it's not their mother language.
Like, good job, nailing the White Trash tag.
Good for you.
But it's making me think.
Does everybody got at least one superhero costume?
I always knew we have two spidermans, one helped me to scare my brother, because of the mask, recently I discovered our batman one, and  I think we have a superman one, we used to have a kangroo and an Ash Katcham one, if we only have a matching pikachu/tortwig/squirtle/pretty-much-every-pokemon-because-he-did-got-'em-all.

And here is my hairy problems!
It's pissing me off every time when I see this haircut, it's so annoying!
So, ugh.
It's worse than the feminstic opnions worthless arguements.
It's the both side cut, and in the middle it's like flipping to the side.
It reminds me a dad cat.
Bonus cats if it's a ginger cat, aka, Ada.

Another post.
I'm really scared okay but i think I'm starting to like girls:( what am I going to do?
I have so many options, most of them ends with death, of one or of many, depends.
I think that every drastic change/disaccepted opnion should end with a massacre, but it's only me.
But worst case, you're a lesbian.
Which is not as bad considering that it's more socially acceptable than before, I personally invite you for the pride parade, it's recommneded to wear a bulletproof vest, after all, nobody wants to get a shot.


And here is that "talking to strangers online is the best thing in my life".
You saved my sanity, now I can be censord crazy in the outside and not hiding it in the closet under the door to Narnia.

I always fall for this one.
It's starting this way "WHEN I WAS A YOUNG BOY MY FATHER TOOK ME INTO THE CITY TO SEE A MARCHING BAND.." I assume you know the rest (if not type azlyrics and what I wrote, most chances are that you will find it), and I always think that his/her father actually did something!
Like, come on, the fucking marching bands suck in our city.
It's mostly one of the music school, with a shitload of kids, and the other is one school that never gets enough attention.
Each year it gets worse and shittier, sometimes litteraly, thanks to that horse.

You know what I like about Israeli fan-girls.
They are all the same.
Like, OMG AHAH, HAHA, doubled letters and alike.
And of course, there's a room, covered in Black Beil Brides posters (I assume that it costed more than a hundred dollars worth), and some girl named Ilana said "I wish I had this room !!!".
Now, you can get the posters, I want the size!
I don't care about posters, like it's cool, but the internet can be used for that, I use springpad, and just save links, like, it's not that hard, you know.
And it's way better.
I don't need those 1567 ballads to know Edward Edward (hisses to think about it).
And this is very disturbing when posters include them looking furiously at you, or partly naked.
USE CLOTHES.
YOU DON'T WANT LANUGOU DON'T YOU?!


FUCK YOU.
I'M DONE.
I'M SO DONE.
ZOMBIE BOY'S TATTOOES AREN'T EVIL.
HE'S NOT A MONSTER.
HE'S A FUCKING HUMAN BEING, WITH A BEAUTIFUL ART.

STUPID BITCHES.


I hate you stupid fans who have no idea.
Stay Strong wrist tattoos of Demi Lovato.
Bulimia anybody?!


I still like it.
"Last week, photos surfaced of Justin Biber somking marijuana. Fans of Justin Bieber were really upser, and fans of marijuana were really EMBARRASSED."
Ha-fucking-Ha.
But, for real, Justing should remember that burning yourself too quickly is dangerous.


I just saw a super-hero themed comics, and it reminds me!
GAL GADOT IS GOING TO BE SUPERWOMAN FOR THE NEXT THREE MOVIES.
Including Superman vs. Batman.
I don't know on who I should bet.
On one side, batman had a back-up plan, in case one turns evil, but superman, well, he's superman, and well, one neck-crack, and bye bye.

Why would anybody want to be a koala.
They just sit on poisonous trees and getting high all daay from it's leaves.
I'd rather be an elephant, or a lion.
They can do any shit (including smearing shit), and nobody can tell them not to.

I LOVE LOVE LOVE ASIAN PEOPLE.
IN ALL OF THEIR AGES THEY LOOK LIKE YOU WANT TO HUG THEM!
When they are young, their heads are just huge on their bodies, and it's reqiuing an "AWW!", and when they grow, you just "UHHH!", and when they are older, you just have no diea how old they are! They are just young, and never getting old, and when they're old, they are just as squishable.


My favorite sims incident, MARKHAM.
LIKE ON MATCHED/CROSSED/REACHED'S KY.
Too bad he didn't die after all.

And here is the weirdest ice-cream shop I was in.
Sserving whisky sauce (I assume it' concentration and butter with some E225), and whisky ice-cream.

For a minute there, I thought it was okay, but then I started reading.
Why would you l.ock Derard Way and Frank Lero in a closet to create a Frerard.
I'm scared of it.
There are probably two-three psychotic fans versus two grown up men.
Unless the fans got some sort of a sleeping pill/the blue pill (not viagra, from matched, though viagra can be funny, and it always ends funny when a mystrious boner comes out, like on 1000 ways to die).
But if the closet is big enough, I want it, it can be my new home.

QUEEN OF ENGLAND MEMES!
I love england accent.
I can mock it all day long!
I love this one!
"me?! die?! hahahaha".
I think she's yemente.
After all, she never dies.
"Where the fuck is one direction", by the way Idan picked the unofficial biography for our book, it was Diary of whimoy kid in the end, but anyway.

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It's ranting about the romantic views of...
OH I CAN FEEL MY PULSE IN MY FOOT! IT'S SO FUNNY!
The romantic view of self harm.
I would be freaked out if somebody will try to kiss my scars.
Like, hello! my mouth is here!
You have multple options, my wrist is not one.
I never heard somebody expressing their love with their wrists.
Will it be the new feet-fetish?

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Am  I the only one who finds Blondie's song really spooky?
One way, or another, I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get you, get you, get you, get you, get you.
One day, maybe next week, I'm gonna find you, I'm gona find you, find you, find you, find you, find you.
Oh so romantic, isn't it?
It's worse than this song in hebrew (which half of it including Oh, or Ah, or La, or Na)

I find it annoying when many songs decide that people use too many oh/ah/la/na's in their song, like they put too much/little, to make it legitimate.

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I fell asleep for five hours.

Now I'm watching TV.
They made fun of the education system, I hate the guy, he diesn't give a shit about the students.
I will vote to Ilan if he will, at least kids will be scared as fuck and will behave, something that is neccesary.

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It's so weird.
I'm hearing Coffin, it was just in the suggest box, so why not, and they all remind me Amalia.
Its;s just cute, and creepy, and you just wait there for giggles.
I can't do it, I can't keep a straight face watching it.
Like come on!
It's adorable!
They look like kids from school, the face and skull structure, and a bit with the hair.
It's amusing.
I can't concentrate.
It's hilarious.
I feel bad laughing at it.
Andy reminds me Itay.
And it reminds me the numbness of my head, because I barely felt his and Nadav's elbows bumping my head while they fought.
And please just cover those heads, it reminds me Ceaseria.
And now I want to go to an ice-cream shop, and Helena (the restauraunt, not the cosemtician, or the singer), and to see crows failing to fly.
Oh it's like in that movie!
Just, without the scarecrows and clowns and the while masked people with their weapons, and the ghosts, and the sand, choking the pretty-face down.
I can't.
Everything reminds me adorable nine year olds.
Like, Omri who is also a drummer (and he plays almost every ball-team sports game that I know), and it reminds me my brain, because Andy who picked the Harry Poter book (the first white night), that reminds me my racist version, Hally Potel (admit it, it's amusing), which reminds me that my education can be equal to a third grader.
And it's remindsing me of the time I screamed to a guy that jogged "COVER YOURSELF", because he was partly naked.
Like, good for you, going barely dressed.
You don't see me doing so.
Why?
So I won't hurt their religous feelings.
Feminism shouldn't be exist.
I should be able to go shirtless, stare at me or not, you can go fuck yourself (assuming that some cup DD will do so as well, then people will actually masturbate, and litterly, fuck themselves), it's my body.

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Why aren't you afraid to die?
Like, life is that worthless?
Why so depressing?
Can't we just be happy that everybody reminds me little kids.
And all you want is to put on them thoe funny red capes and the shitload of plastic hts, and not the black Ku-Klux  Kan outfits.
I assume that the black ones are against the white straight people.

Nak Xulk Uk.
That's nice.
I should join it.

Oh, it's with the long hair!
I like blue-gray (almost wrote gay, my misspelling is the best when tired) contacts, my friend have those.
Why there aren't any zombies?
Or teenage girls that should be sacrificed?
It's disturbing the existance of any kind of fallen angel I know.
I'm trying to remember if in some book that I read in Crete had any kkind of those.
I remember the vampire, the witch, but what was the brother/boyfriend/son-of-a-male-bitch, I'm confused.
OH HERE THEY ARE.
It's a lot of sacrifices for such a small amount.
But it's okay if they have one Norra.
Sacrifice the Norras.
I wonder if somebody there is in some sort of a gang, and his nickname is Patch.
It's the best.

They look like really pretty girls.
Kind of the afters of Extreme Makeover!
Not the quick ones, I still feel it's a waste to touch people's happy curls!
When people have happy curls, you should never ever tough them, espacially if your control-freak girlfriend tells you so.
Break up with her, date a hair styling student.

Aer they going to have sex?
Unprotected?
They should sign together to Baby Boom 2.
It's a new reality, with preganancy, and waginas, and newborn babies.

Why people have that thing to have tattooes with their love.
It's only creating awkward sitaions when they will divorce.
At least do it in your silver wedding (after 25 years of marriage, in Israel it's common to celebreate it again, and again after 50, but then it's called golden wedding).

Fuck.
They didn't had unportected sex.
And he grew facial hair, though in the first scene he had a tiny mustache.

Hahaha.
Her dad got a gun, he's going to chase you.
Mine got swords, and guns, and wine and beer fridge.
I have few creative ideas from bodies, but I won't tell you.
I'll share when I'll enjoy my first teenager expirience of love, and break up.
The tragedy of obvious actions.

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I always think about the color pink when hearing The Legacy.
And fat girl being murdered.
And porn stars.
I'm just whispering "Light pink! Dark pink! O! K!" and in  between I say "Louder".
It was one of the better american college movies.

Why nobody ever uses a synthesizrr.

WHY DID YOU BREAK THIS GUITAR.
IT COSTS MORE THEN MY WHOLE ROOM.
WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH YOUR DIRECTOR.
I WANT TO MURDER HIM.
NOBODY SHOULD DESTROY SOMETHING LIKE THAT.

FUCKING ROCKSTART BULLSHIT.

Mmy most rock-star exprience, was jummping from the sofa to a mat with a toy plastic guitar that only annoyed us all. screaming "Rockstar jump!" with an album in the back with a cheeta print human on the cover, and the colorful disco ball we had lighting the room.
I had a pretty good childhood.
And we always wore the shitload of costumes.

I'm annoyed.
Why in  Knives and Pens, people care enough to put papers on a locker.
Why there's a train station.
Where's his parents.
Why don't we have a station.
And a mansion.
Actually in my city we have a large amount of house-castles.
What is this pathetic car supposed to mean?!
I assume he is a shitty jock-bully-popular-douche guy, he must have a glamourous sweet sixteen with a car that costs more than an apartment in Tel Aviv.
Did he just break into his house?
And people actually wonder why people are robbing others?
You make it so easy!

He reminds me actor, Israeli one,  I don't know who, but reminds me.

Oh I like their dancing, it's llike what we do in Anant's lessons.
With the sancing, and stretching, and cha-cha-cha's and spinning.
We just use mats and normal school clothing and leggings, and not white clothing.
Too bad.

Why people can build skeleton statues.
I HAVE A BRILLIANT IDEA.
So, to support animal rights, take a chopped cow head, and blood, make a totem out of it.
Write a senteence with it's blood mixed with ink, mocking about humanity, that didn't changed ever since.
Ta-dah, you just shocked carnivores and omnivores everywhere.
They did it once in Israel.
We should do it again.


 I know who is my

Oh it's adorable!
They look eight year olds.
And it's like my old school's choir, in some depressing April event, including death of many before.Now they only have to sing about something relates with blood/tears/sadnenss/rainbows with a super depressing music.
And give a solo to Yuval.

But for real, Israeli music is always depressing.
It can be sad words with sad music.
Sad words with happy music.
Happy words with sad music.
It's always getting you out of the mood of, well anything.
But I'm truly sick of dead people.


Okay, he's here again, I think that wherever he signed to that stuff, he was the favorite there.


But, dead people.
Like, come on!
He or she is dead.
Good for him, they left that shitty world.
They weren't neccessary, so bye.

By the way, something that pissing me off.
Health and doctors.
I think that if we didn't always found the cure to any kind of a disease, the world will be better.
All kinds of deadly diseaseas will take down the weak, the ones who recovered bythemselves, they deserve to live, because they are strong enough to continue, and all the weak will be gone, leaving the strong to survive, and creating better generations.
All the deformed, or unable to do, they have a reason why they are less atractting phisically and mentally, why?
A warning sign, to know that this is not the one who will bring the best new generation.
So yes, it sounds evil, so what?!
I'm not a some sort of important person.
I can do it!
I don't have to be politically correct all the time.
Meaning, you can suck it.
I know what I believe in.

By the way "fear religion"
I found my favorite relgous human symbol.
He's the rabbi of Afula's area.
He's letting places ot sell pork.
He says that he shouldn't force his lifestyle on different places, and if it's disturbing somebhody, he shouldn't get into those places.
Now, why can't we have him as, I don't know, the religious things minister.

When I think minister.
I think about a baby ulrich (mini-stern).
It's weird, but it's me.

This is such a long post.

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Youth and Whisky.
I know how it ends!
Or a group rape, or an alcohol poisoning!
And maybe with one adult down.
Or two.
Or a teen.
It happened before.


This is a good use to Taylor Swift's songs.
Jack and Jill went up the hill to fetch a pail of water. Jack feel down and broke his crown AND NOW HE'S LYING ON THE COLD HARD GROUND.
In hebrew it sounds funny, pretty much every song translated sounds amusing.

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Here comes King for a Day.
I just love the video.
It reminds me the best robberies, and why now platic guns got orange ends, so you can tell the differrence, the times that people robbed a bank with toys is too high.
Though, in America, they sell guns everywhere.
Even in the mall you can have it.

But, why?
Like, do you even learn?
The amount of school shooting that happened is not enough?!
Next step is the martiyr beginner kit : how to take down a mall, written by the original people.
I find it amusing.

I don't understand my screenshots.
There's one, with a picutre.
Of an asian women meditates with a green nature background.
And written next to it "SATAN IS MY RELIGION - BLACK METAL 2013"
I knew that one of the muscle relaxing including stabbing yourself with needles, but come on, black metal is not realxing your muscles, or makin gyou sleepy.
Unless you're me.
Who can fall asleep to almost everything.

I like that quote.
"if you end up with a boring miserable life because you listened to your mom, your dad, your teacher, your priest, or some guy on television telling you how to do you shit, then you deserve it" -Frank Zappa

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Her boyfriend got celiac.
Boo-fucking-Hoo.
My sister and mother and uncle, and another uncle got it.
They aren't dying.
They have a shitload of food to eat thanks to those trendy diets.

I love that Hafid joke.
Hafid is the person who was known to steal a phone.
People just made so many jokes.
So many "I'm hafid jokes"
"No, this is Patrick"
"Who let Hafit out! WHO WHO WHO WHO!"\]"Hafids in the house raise you hands!!"
"I am Batman"
"This isn't Hafid, This is S,PARTAAAA!"
"we are all hafid"
"I am not Hafid, I AM IRONMAN!!!!!!"
"don't we all have a little Hafid in us?"
"I'm your father...."
"No, i'm Spartacus!"
"No, I am batman" (Batman became an attention whore recently in the Hafid community)
"granny, is that you?" (written by Super Hafid)

May the Hafid games begin.


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I just love wikihow.
And they have a how-to guide to how to "Be Rrespected as a Female Tuba Player",becasue the female-tuba-player-shaming scene is getting out of control!

I think I know what it's about, how to be scene or something.
A tip from the writer,
"Try yelling things at the top of you lungs. Things like "Purple Bananas" and "Green Elephants". You'll be totally random! Lemon Kiwi! Unbearable bear!"
Now, a tip from me.
If you want to stay away from being in a closed white room with a matching white suit that won't let your hands move, you shouldn't say things that will make others think you're illusioning, and making your friend deaf.
Though, if you say real things and pretend being distracted, you might be prescribed with Ritalin, and you can sell it to students, a lot use it for making htem be able to multi-task, be more awake, and well, have a boner (Like the real blue pill).


I just gasped.
I thought people do it in tv.
Well, because it was a gif collection of MISFITS.
I was seeing my future, few months before it happned!
I need a doctor.
And a nurse.
And a labratory.
And a slave.
Well, the slave isn't neccessary, I just want to know my blood type.
I think I'm CC++.
The immortal alien that just have a shit load of vitamin c and foxo in it's blood.


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Here are a nice photo of the worst two females in the world.

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I know, I know, you're not the only one who thinks this way.
In I write sins not tragedies, some person commented "Is Brendon related to Anthony Padilla somehow?e_e"
Isn't in paddilia?
Well I don't know.
I getting confusde while spelling my family name.
I jsut say that it's like the mentally ill hospital.
Or the Rabbi.
More chances of hospital.

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I just love wikihow.
Here's is a step three in something, I'm glad I found this, and kept a picture of it.
"Music. Music is big, especially in this type of transition. Some good starting bands are Simple Plan, Blink 182,  Nickelback, Paramore, Plain White Tee's, All American Rejects, My Chemical Romance, Tokio Hotel, even  Avril Lavigne. Feel free to listen whatever you like. The possibilities are endless, but find a way to establish that you like Rock to your parents."
I know my starters!
Avril Lavigne, Plain White Tee's and obviously, Paramore (I blame them for everything).
Though, My Chemical Romance and Linkin Park were in Tap Tap, if you can count it as well.
And pretty much every second song in Tap Tap.
We can call them the hidden tracks in my life, like on music videos, or on movies (like party songs or stuff in the movie), but really, Tap Tap got so many alternative rock/ punk rock /metal /heavy metla music.
And another hidden track is the accidents in school.
I also know a kid that when he was nine her heard heavy metal.
I hate this kid.
He's a doucchy nerd who thinks that he's better than everybody.
Gladly, he's not in any close school.

I want a pet.
Since slaves are illegal, I'll have to be satisyed with a pet.
I want mike.
Wild Mike.
Everybody wants an insane dancy fluff ball.
Though, I can be good with fulffiness alone.
Just don't let it talk.
It will want to dominate the world.
Nobody should disturb me doing it.

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Why do we have butt cheeks?
It's not related to everything.
But why?

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"Sleeping with Sirens, they really do whatever they want to".
So does the elderly.
They are too old to care.

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I hate google's ad control.
Apperanlty there's a rock festival in Eilat.

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OKAY I CAN USE A MIKEY.
The guy or the girl it doesn't matter.

Falling In Reverse - Good Girls Bad Guys.
I love the beginning, it reminds me a buzz light commercial.
The beer.

But there are two mikeys, one got blonde long hair (she's the girl), and there's one with short brown hair with bubbly personallity (the guy).
Desicions, you know...


Why people like to destroy guitars?
Like, what's so cool with wasting money and objects?
And the best part is when they all complain about when people throw out food, and say that there are starving kids in Africa.
But dear, there are starved artists in Israel.
And a ton of them.

I have a feeling I watched this video before (Falling In Reverse's one), like on McDonalds, or on MTV.
I don't know.
But I remember something that looks almost identicle.

I HATE YOU ALL.
WILL IT KILL HUMANITY TO JUST MAKE A ONE RIGHT WAY TO WRITE THE BAND NAME AND THE NAME OF THE SONG WITHOUT CONFUSING ME?!
It's like calling your son John Dean, or something like it.
It pisses me off.



You annoy me.
You little shits.
So yes, you can be racist, and know the differences between each race, but you can't judge people because of it, that's the wrong part.
You can't force your hate on others.
You can't force anything.


I just have confused thoughts about those tons of pills pctures with the words To Wonderland.
Like, do people even sell them?
It's kind of cool.
A suicide mix.

CHRIS.
One of my favorite actors.
He was also in that movie, Teen Spirit.
And in The Secret Circle.
And in Spiderman.
And so many more things I already forgot about.
But they all got somethings in common, highschool people, proms.
Because now this is The End Of Prom Night.


Unholy?
Is it a song?
It seems so.
I'm serious.
I just can't wait to see them all wearing the white night shirts, and saying "Vote for Harry Poter", I can't just ignore it.
And there are yellow lights, and royal blue, and red, and green, and white (guides wear whites).

People iwht make up are funny.
Why?
Because make up.
It's pretty much like painting a well, just that your face is the wall.


Wait, there's a sign with the words "What was you intention to celbrate with...?", I know!
CRUEL ONES.
WITH SEBASTIAN.
AND A JOURNAL.

I'm going thhrough old photos, and some are from MG, aka, one of the worst.
And she sent a picture about Justin's known trademards.
Hot lips, Dirty hips, Nice ass, High class, Cute smile, Bieber style.
I know that recently he had some nude photos leaked.
Obviously.


Oh, Keren....
Liking your own photo.
Pathetic.


Can I know what is so perfect about him?
His lying on the bed, one arm reacher towards the camera direction and the other on his other arm's shoulder, his arms are full of cuts, he have dark sweeping hair, and earlobes.
WHAT IS SO PERFECT ABOUT HIM?
His skin is not.
His hair is not.
What is so perfect?!
What the fuck is wrong with you people?!

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I love answering this question!
If you'd see a person (they wrote a famous person, I'd rather do it for everybody, or just people who seem nice), and his family in a restauraunt, on his birthday, what will you do.
Depends.
If I feel comfortable, then I might go and tell him/her/they/it (in case I'll find some more aliens like me) what also happened in their birthday.
Mine includings accidents.
The Titanic sank down, and Abraham Lincolin died (he got shot at the 14th, died on the 15th), and few other death-included things.

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I just watched carrie.
It's nice, and short, but nice special effects.
If it will be longer, with some spooky ending, or something alike (ahm, ahm, Jennifer's Body), it will be better.
But it's good enough to watch.

And I also just came back from the more terrifying horror movie, it's called my life, and I was just in the toilet scene.
I guess I'll never learn that Gluten and Lactose are just not for me...
I guess some people are meant to be vegans, while the rest can eat whatever they want.

My stomach hurts, my butt hurts.
I'm sitting again in the beanbag, hearing music.

....

IS THERE SUCH A THING?!
Cutforbvb?!
I have to look at it.

This is disturbing.
There aren't many pictures, but the worst one is the only one I found, that's incudling the matching graphic content.
It's the sign bvb (that kind of reminds me a butterfly, butterflies are the insects of evilness!), on a piece of skin, with serval cuts in the background.
And written: "Now bitches I prove you I'm a huge fan of bvb <3 *prince emo #cutforBVB".
Well see you in therapy pussy.
I know it's wrong to cyberbully.
But come-fucking-on!
It's like walking in Gaza's Shihad 101 class, with a sign says "Jewish".
It's fucking asking for it.
Begging for it.

Well, here's a picture worth sharing (not like in the topic mentioned up there).
It's a new years kind of a thing.
And s/he's wishing us a year of all kind of things, the text messages one (it's iPhone themed), is attention.
I DON'T WANT ATTENTION.
I want to be ignored, by everybody.

It was a Liam Hasworth picture!
It's the common Famous Break-Up Syndrom (FBUS), the main symptom is a beard.


....

Why can't our school find us a way to learn languages, that are not teached by shitty teachers, with the only choices you can have are Arabic and French.
Like, something that can be so much more useful, and interesting.
I never saw a seventh grader (or any kind of a person) who speaks Ladino.
Which will die very soon.

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It's always surprises me, to discover how truly incredible I am.
There was a fun-fact photo, that said that in the eighties, doctors were suspended for betting on patients lives.
I thought about it when I was eight or so.
I'm a truly incredible human.
Am I?
I mean, a human.

And here comes a better one.
About Koi fish who lived up to 226 years.
Obviously, they never visited the north water tribe, because the spirits are here for such a long time!

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A screenshot from Battle Camp.
You simply can't hate whoever who designed it.
Uunless you are a lawyer, because Wind Stalker said this once "I am not really the Cheif of Teepee Hollow. I am something far darker, far more wretched. I am a lawyer."
Evilness packed in a suit and files.

"But I'm really worried about that Jinxx cheated on Sammi thing".
GREAT.
NOW HOW DO YOU EXPECT HER TO GROW A BEARD?!
And him becoming fucked up.
Not fair.
You ruined it all.
Thanks.

...

Is it bad that Ii'm slightly happy because some Damien died?
If he's a British overrated chocolater, it's good.
I know I'm jealous, but I'm pissed.

Oh, it's not that Damien.
I shouldn't be happy too soon.

.....

I'm done with the photos.
Tomorrow it's Sunday.
Fuck.
Another shitty week beginning.
Oh well, almost 21 more weeks to suffer.
We passed more than 21 already.
Yay.
Actually, we passed more then a half a year.
It kind of explains the fact that the semester past.
I can't wait to leave this hole.
I hate school.
They all know how to do one thing, chew your brain and then leave it half eaten.
I'm starting tomorrow with science, and then legacy, then Arabic, and history, to English, and then Hebrew (three languages a day!), then educators hour, and then math, all of it is until three pm.
Then, at four we have practice, and around at five we are free to go home, meaning, only around at five thirty, I'll be able to do what I want.
And people wonder why I hate Sundays.
Monday is better, six hours, that two of them are pretty much including no learning at all, and another two which are English, for me it doesn't matter, and we only have science which is fun and Arabic which is good.
I hate school.
Actually.
I hate the education system of our school, the hours, and the disacceptance of the ram kids, making us to suffer.
If thinking about it, the system hates me too.

...

Well, after a full day, I'm going to sleep.
Tomorrow I'll walk for school if the bus will come in more than 9 minutes.
And won't go home after school.
Unless if any battery will die, from any reason.
No lunch, maximum is some sugar-free energy drink (>10), if dinner can be skipped, it shall be skipped, if I'll eat it, no snacks.
Tomorrow I'll fast, well, kind of.
I'll drink two cups of liquid in the morning, one vanilla green tea with a tsp of cinnamon, the other, cold water.
The school meal I'll pack will be something high calorie.

Why?
Because then I won't be tempted to eat it.
But I'll buy gum tomorrow, or mints, whatever I'll find.

I know my day plan.

I love that quoting "If you fail to prepare, you prepare to fail".
So, here I am, prepared, not for failing.
Tomorrow, at morning and at evening, I'll weigh myself, and maybe after practice as well.
If I'll be 54 or less, I'll purchase myself a pair of earbuds.
It's always nice to have a pair.
And it'll be nice for my school walking.

I made a prize for each weight, because it's motivating!
On 54-53 (and if I'll be down to 52, I'll still get the prize,but if I'll gain and lose again, I won't get the prize again), it's new headphones or earbuds.
On 51-49 (or less) it's three albums or two shirts and two albums or one movie and two albums.
on 46-45 it's a fun day or a large wardrobe amount
On 40 it's pretty much everything I'd like, depends on what I'll feel, it will take time, and along with time I'll want new things.

And under it, well, pretty much more than everything.
And if under 36, welcome to the hospitalization,

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