Wednesday, April 23, 2014

I'm an attention whore, not a slut!






I just want to cry.
My phone!
Last night I plugged it with 60 something percent, now it's on 33!

I slept seven hours today, it's not my lowest, but I expected for eight!
That's what happens when you can't fall asleep easily and it takes you a stupid hour.

Did you know that in Galicia (that's the place where all the people of Galice wants to get) that's in Spain (they got some mystical stuff there, and not an airplane), they have a festival and one of the attractions is people carrying you in a coffin?
And the viking metal people, which I just finished.
But the bronies, that was cute, I have seen a lot of people that explain why they like it so much, and I kind of understand.
Anyway, here's the link http://www.dailymotion.com/video/x1lsuob_darren-mcmullen-s-outsiders-episode-1_lifestyle

It's a good program, I'll probably continue to watch it.

I got school today, so I'm going to enjoy some quality time at the toilet!

...


It's now Hebrew, we don't learn anything at all, so I just don't bother.
Why would I? I weighed myself this morning without a BM and I saw the usual number of 48, I got 100 in my geography, but I don't mind that, because I love any place that their money unit is a name or an actual word so I can joke about it, but I also got 77 in Hebrew, I kind of expected more.

I want to eat, well, not exactly, it comes on and off.

I'm on in mpa again.
I guess you thought (you guess?) it took me five minutes to write this like in the last book I got in the immortals series "night star").
I guess you can tell that I'm back to business.

...

Right now I'm walking home from school, and I'm going to rant as my stomach occasionally reminds me what I've eaten today -nothing.
I'm going to rant about something that annoys me, because I'm an envious bully.
The topic: Skinny girls/guys on electric bicycle.
Now, if you have this trend in your homeland, you can easily understand why I'm so upset about it.
It feels to me like it's really that easy to be thin that they can do it without exercise and with a lot of eating.
It makes me feel like I just failed in what I do on my free time (which is looking on different threads in mpa) and it's just so unfair.


Today I'm visiting Helena.
I really want to get rid off of all those hairs, I think I'm going to do arms too.

And I'm going to wash my head today and find a way to make the curls stay curly and not weird and smooth and straight with a seventies curl in the end.

I just want to feel comfortable.

I'm walking home.
I don't have my bicycle with me today, tomorrow I'll have them for practice.

Okay, this is awkward.
But a solider female that walked in front of me is so thin!
I wonder what is her serving duty.
And how the hell is she so thin? Most of people gain weight in the army.

I hope that by the year I'll serve, I might get a pass because the religion freaks (new way to call people who treat Judaism so seriously, they are freaky to be honest) will join by the new law.
And finally then, the government of 2014 until 2018 (hopefully that nobody will be sent to prison of them, it happens all the time!) will do something for their fucking country.
This is a beginning of a rant, prepare.
Our government just went down with each year, if nobody -with the ability to do so- do anything about it, we'll have the economy of Greece.

Now it's a great time to hear about some history about an empire that fell over two thousand years ago, because their economy is in the trash (partly) because of all of the people that simply didn't pay taxes, and guess what? Just today I read in the news that ninety thousand NIS were illegaly taken by a religion freak! While in another place, so many people try hardest in their jobs and still barely end the month, he got almost a thousand for nothing (not that if it was legally it wasn't nothing, the Religous freaks are getting money for learning the bible!) per month!
This is just another reason why the country won't function if nobody will take an action.
Because what about the waves of migrants? People! You should at least try to help them!
You can't take them back to their homeland, because of two reasons, the first, you are basically murdering them, the other is that if you'd do so, the UN won't be pleased, and we had enough from the UN's judging.
We should work harder on helping them, because we got nothing else to do with them.
You know they'll stay, the fact that you can't stand it is your own problem, because it's their only place to be, and or you'll screw the next generations' lives because if you don't support now, they won't be able to do so later, and you just created a new problem while you could solve another one.

....

I can't find any good pages where I can judge things, and to Dvashify them.
I'm not as judging as wondering and being frustrated and turning things to be my way.
I found some quizzes by accident, and I can't find polyvore, and I'm not in the mood of re-reading everything on Wikihow (I'll be soon, not now).
For now I'm going to give you some screenshots!
Now, I assume that you can read this, if not it's question number seven  in this link (http://www.quotev.com/quiz/4612397/Whats-your-Polyvore-Outfit/).
It's about what type of music.
Now, if they just give me more options and the ability to click multiple things and add them the points for each answer if I ticked or not (+5 hipster points for liking indie bands!) because the only one that doesn't hurt my ears or that I actually like and I always did, is Lady Gaga, or Mother Monster.
Yes I am a monster myself.

But I don't like Miley Cyrus or One Direction.
Both of them are really good at sticking in your brain the most depressing lyrics.
Let me explain you a song of One Direction: The fact that you're an insecure little bitch makes you pretty, I'm attracted to helpless teeanger girls.
 That's sad, she's insecure and it's suddenly cute.
I talked about What Makes You Beautiful, I didn't bother to catch up much because I kind of stopped seeing those parodies or a long while, so I just didn't have a reason to do it.
Let's explain Miley Cyrus: I fell in hard in love with somebody that was too closed up inside and it just wrecked her.
Wrecking Ball, quite obvious.
Lady Gaga, I'm going to give an example from a quite old song (not from Artpop): God made me beautiful, it doesn't matter how you look, you're all perfect, and strong.
Now this is Born This Way, one of the better ones in my opinion, it's really good, and it's making you really faithful and "THE LORD IS THE BEST" kind of stuff if  you're religious (whatever your religion is).

But for one minute, who shall I pick?
I understand it's by genres.
Now I'm not sure which one from the last three, indie rock is something I got, and umm metal sub-genres (DO NOT HIT ME IF YOU LOVE METAL! DO NOT MURDER ME IF YOU'RE A VIKING METALHEAD!) or something? Or the actual Classics.
I know what they all mean for the points in their system (I'm not part of your system! My dad is not a cellphone! -taken from Threw It On The Ground by The Lonely Island) which is quite obvious.
Indie is probably the hipster shit.
Metal can actually be a lot.
And old stuff, well, it can be hipster stuff too.
Or just me taking my dad's CDs, like I did.
Who won't put their hands on the really old beautiful art pieces that people my age would've missed, just for you to know, that preserving of the ones that people will go "What is that? Well, that sounds stupid..." is good, I'm doing the world a favor.
Thank me later after the porn-pop-pollution because of the stupid excuse of "sex sells" it doesn't.
Things that are liked by a group or an individual will gain success.
Music with depressing lyrics and upbeat and edgy tune sells, and you know it, actually depressing songs with slowish tune can work as well, ask Lana Del Ray.

But what should I answer?
I'm going for indie, I got no power for the other obvious results shit.
Last time I got emo instead of tomboy, I blame the fact that I picked my hair with the layered and short, but that is because it's TRUE.
It's short because I cut it all off, and because that if I don't layer it it goes in a weird wavy-straight poof instead of awesome curliness!

I got music is my life in it.
I AM NOT MUSIC GIRL.
I WISH YOU'D SWALLOW AN OLD OVERUSED CLARINET REED.
GO TO HELL.
I'm seriously hoping you'd go through a hard puberty.

It's a great insult.
Puberty is great, as long as you're in the side you want to be.
I'm in the amusing side of it, I laugh about them all, which is great, I'm not bored by their lives.

For me it's Biology.
FUCKING LOVE IT.
I like the sea creatures part!
Once we looked on the inside of a squid!
The vegetarian girl went outside, because of her we didn't cut a flatworm!
FLATWORMS CAN HAVE TWO HEADS.
Have you saw the enemy of spiderman? The lizard dude?
Well, he could've used flatworms, they are way cooler!

Fuck it, I'm indie scene?!


That was probably the easy to sort out.
Scene.
Emo.
Prep.
I'm going for prep, tired of the other options.

My answer for her answer is simply THE FUCK?!.
Take a look, it's going to take time.
http://www.quotev.com/quiz/2907108/Scene-Emo-or-Niether/
I thought I would get scene.
I EVEN PICKED SCENE CLOTHING OPTION.
I hated them all.

Do you hate me for how much I need my hoodie in white and that I wear black leggings because I'm obliged to do so?!
Sorry for hearing thunderstorm in my head each time I feel my thighs together when I'm walking, and have fun being the skinny/fat/obese bitch you are.
Go cut your pubes you arrogant bitch.


Funny.

music is key when it comes to labels. which of these do you prefer?


I picked  Joy Division and The Smiths, I had/have them both.
I don't hear much the rest.
Actually I got Fun.
Or I think I got them.
Nope I don't, I just needed to clear lots of space.
But they are good.
Today I went to Fueled By Ramen's website (the things I do when  I finish early my homework while being in the computer room...) and I saw fun on there, with plenty of bands that I love.


speaking about the devil, and here it fucking is.
I like the Mandarin phrase better, they insult a person named cao-cao.

What music do you listen to?


I just had to MCR songs in a row.
I don't find MCR screamo, but the last thing that I'd think about FOB (giggles in the background, that's how I call one girl that her name is Phoebe) as screamo.
In response to option 5.
"What do you mean by that you say you never heard about Bell Biv Devoe?! You don't know even The  Fades?! WHAT?! You never heard about The Veragroove or The Virginmarys or Wake Owl?! No, Wake Owl aren't the ones who made Fireflies, Owl City made this song".
I actually gave you the bands that nobody from my area will know.
Hip Hop and R&B isn't something common, nor Reggae or Alternative or Rock from their kind, so I picked the specifically.
The rest they are supposed to hear about.
If I just mention Linkin Park or My Chemical Romance I can always explain by telling them that they are on the Tap Tap 4 base songs.
I always had them three, because I had a problem with my account.
I used to have so many on Tap Tap 3.
LMFAO, and  Cascada, and what's their name, and what's her name.
I remember Blink 182 for sure, All The Small Things was one of the top ones in Hard or Extreme, I had Black Eyed Peas too.

I'M NOT INDIE OR HIPSTER.
Fuck you.
Hipster is for shitty bored young adult who want to pop out because they want to be unique.
Bitch please, stop reading your stupid poems with you smartass latte from anywhere but starbucks because it's mainstream, you are old, get a fucking job or at least be something, I don't want to hear about some meaningless words in a random order, shut your mouth, this is not a valid sentence.
Impress some guy with a beard wearing John Lennon sunglasses and a vest with their vegan steak or something, because tofu is fucking mainstream, and so is omnivorism, I'm so hipster, hashtag #nohipster.



In another quiz:
How did I just came Hipster?
Go and die from self-nflicted gashes from Choke.exe.

I like the fact that the maker wrote Si and parentheses it wrote yes.
 It's a four page so I'll remind you about it.

Now I'm in some goth quiz (don't ask), and there was a sentence where you need to agree or disagree, about yourself writing dark poems.
Let me write you a hipster dark poem.
Dim lights, blackness, the monsters under my bed;
abandoned hotel, dark basements, the color of dread;
Now, I got nothing to go on with it.
It's not a sentence, sentences got ideas in it, this is a great grocery list, not a sentence.
I love grocery lists.
I want to read that depressing poem, with a my little pony....
WAIT.
IS EMO MY LITTLE PONY IS AN OC OF SOME BRONIE?!
PLEASE TELL ME IT'S REAL.
PLEASE TELL ME SOMEBODY COSPLAYED IT!

My worse grade is around C, and my best is an A+.
I'm pretty good.
My lowest is actually 72 in history.

That was random.

Let's get back to track!

A question:
63. do you sit in your room blast the music and write depressing stuff in your diary 
This is kind of my diary, and I'm with Bullet For My Valentine on volume 22 in my headphones (out of 100, but I hear them good), and I'm telling you about today's everyday life, from song lyrics of the pop culture, to the economy in the middle east.
It's very depressing.
I wrote on the 4/5 option.
As it's basically what I'm doing, but I wouldn't put it out this way.

THAT PERSON WHO WROTE THIS QUIZ SHOULD LEARN HOW TO SPELL COOL.
THIS "KOOL" SHIT ANNOYS THE FUCK OUT OF ME!

OF COURSE I'M A NERD, I CAN'T STAND WRONG GRAMMAR IN MORE FORMAL PLACES.

This is my result:
geek
59%
Emo
34%
Goth
25%
Scene
19%
oldschooler
13%
Punk
6%
Gangsta
0%
prep
0%
skater
0%

I wonder who gave her (the nickname seems girly scene, and so is her writing style) the permission to live.

Back to the goth quiz!
16. "I walk a lonley road" 
It all started in one guitar lesson, where I learned basic songs with a couple of simple chords.
Now I want to learn Horizons.
It seems insane to me.
Same with playing long pieces fast.
I'm like: "wait... what?".
Happened in Romance, The Most Evolved, and pretty much every pianist who performed in front of me.
40. Misery!! 
WHICH ONE.
Misery as in where?
RUBY GLOOM?!
If so, I love her.
I love her family, and her Friday the thirteenth bootcamp.
52. National Geographic channel is more with my tastes than MTV. 
Bronies, vikings, Christian festival with taking a ride in a coffin with four drunk men.
I forgot to copy it but there was  a line "You have problems with the law".
YES I FUCKING DO.
PEOPLE SHOULD BE JUDGED FOR THEIR CRIMES AT ALL TIMES.
EVEN WHEN THEY ARE FUCKING TWELVE.
GO TO FUCKING HELL IF YOU THINK DIFFERENTLY.
Better yet, I'll torture you until you beg for mercy.
75. The world is out to screw me over! 
Stop being such a bitch.
The universe does not revolve around you.
Grow up.

oner
88%
Normal
75%
Nerd
67%
Punk
38%
Goth
38%
Slut
33%
Freak
33%
Indie
29%
Preppy
29%
Chav / ghetto
29%
Jock
17%
Emo
13%
Skater
0%

DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING CHAV?!
GO FUCK YOURSELF.
Do I look like I'm into that?!
I'm not a slut!
HOW AM I POSSIBLY A SLUT?!

I don't like pastel goths, I think about a mixture between goths and pastel goths.
Though, sometimes it's more like a girly-girl or lolita-ish goth if I deeply think about it.

I picked the option of "before I was born" considering the fact that I'm in the spring of 2001.
In my birthday, people celebrated to big things, the titanic's sinking, and Abraham Lincoln's death.

I want a hug.
I'm bored.

Tomorrow it's Thursday.
All hail that mighty day.

It reminds me of something.

Goodnight, I'm going to click the pause button, and go to find something on TV and I'll probably watch something I already watched for thousands of times before.

The title is weird.
I wrote it now.
On 9:40.

By the way, my new bedtime is 10:00!
HOORAY FOR EXTRA THIRTY MINUTES!

Why do I have to write my hoorays with two O's?
That's weird.

I'm just tired.
Good night.

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