Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Quiz!

Today I'm going to Coca Cola's recycling festival or however it's called, and I'm happy, because it's missing Keren (she's the only person that instead of letting me feel safe she'd make me feel stressed because I hate my art and she forces me to do so and it's not how I work, it's a fuking childish and invading way to solve my nonexist problems, just sent me home and tell them I'm just a bored attention whore), and I'm going there with Yael, Shira, and Michael.
I'm going to take a shower, and to call ,myself stupid over my nonexist problems while I think about Michael, and I'll probably read about some social anxiety disorder.
I wonder what triggered it to him.
It never happens immediately, it builds up, slowly, but how did it start.

I never had this, the only time when I was seriously stressing over going to school because I'd see people was at the fifth grade, after my crush that I bothered calling "love" (the only person I love is thirteen today, a week right after me, and she's now on medications, I hope that she'll get better, without the pills, yet, I can't even think about what if she won't take them one day, and she'll overthink, and she'll do something...) and after the facebook account "accident",  it was never an accident, the only thing that was out of place was the fact that she dragged the only one I care about that doesn't have a blood connection with me, and some guy that I never had a relationship with him, we both agreed to disagree.

But, what if Gal will ever do anything... Harmful?
It's not that she never heard about this sick idea, and my morbid love for it.
The last sentence is not what you think.
I'd love to do it, but I need it deeper, because I feel like a failure when it's shallow, which is -as assumed- not a thing that I want to feel, but my love of it, it's more of scaring myself.

I wanted to share with you one thing become I'm taking a shower, the only way that I'd attempt suicide is by cutting my wrists with a heavy knife diagonally or vertically, because it's death from blood-loss, and if somebody will take me out and try to help me, the only harmful thing is that my nerves in the left hand will be weak and I might never gain control over it.
The rest are really harmful if you survive, just think deeply, if you shoot your head, everything you ever done is gone, and you just screwed yourself in life of emptiness and you clearly can't stop it, because you don't have the capability of doing anything.
From the other side if you just cut it all, you seem normal, and maybe your brain won't control you hand, and it will have weird twitches like you got the Alien Hand syndrome (great CP by the way, I love ones that are including syndromes, although with the happy puppet syndrome, it was epic), so you can be normal.

You can always die from a pain killer medicine that's common around the world, if you take even a little too much your liver will fail.


I'm going to shower, I guess I'm going on happy-curls until it's too hot so I have to tie it up.


That was nice.
I'm wearing my Green Day shirt, I wanted to wear my dragon shirt but it's probably in the laundry, so I don't wear it, and I'm wearing my size small leggings from hoodies.
Now I wonder what if I had my xs leggings from there, would I be able to put them on?

I'm going to spend my hour on polyvore or sims.

Found one.
http://www.polyvore.com/emo_goth_punk_scene/collection?id=272757
I just googled "Polyvore accounts scene emo punk".

for Munchkin Munster
Isn't the green-black checkers pattern is for the creepers from minecraft?
I don't know, I just think, I still don't understand much about those weird games.

GREEN CONTEST

I'm sorry, but I think I'm going to lose it if I'm seeing another named guy.
Dude it's not thinspo!
And if it is, please post few poses that show your cheekbones, ricage, concave stomach, and I don't know what.
But seriously, people should stop taking so ma...
I know who he reminds me!
It's Guy, he's a surfer-guide in the thing I had earlier in this holiday!
He has a dark skin that's half of it is tan, and black hair, but he just never wears a shirt, ever.
And he wears zinka, usually red or blue or pink or white!
Zinka, just google it, it's pretty much a big "thing" in the surfing community.

NERD

This is not nerd, it's more like a schoolgirl costume for halloween, if it was actually a buttoned shirt, then it is a slutty school girl costume.


It quite explains her style
(busy) ... everything ... but not mainstream
SHE'S A HIPSTER.
Mainstream is probably the most hipster word that was ever on the planet.


1 Paar Ohrhänger Rasierklingen klein

I FOUND THIS IN A LINK SHE GAVE FOR CLOTHING.
http://www.emoshop.de/
Now you may excuse me when I say: WHAT THE FUCK GUYS.
I think that the thing that upsets me the most is that it can't be used at a deadly weapon when needed.

EMO - Scene Shop - Emo Style - Punk Rock Kleidung + Accessoires

Why would anybody want to wear those?!

EMO - Scene Shop - Emo Style - Punk Rock Kleidung + Accessoires

This is a dark day for everybody with pierced ears.

Keep Calm
It's actually legal from sixteen, so I can imagine some people that will be in high school with me, and will have an arm tattoo.
Okay, there's a weird thing in the front, between the shoes to the bracelet.
Is it some bdsm tool?

Bandana Paisley grünHalstuch schwarz Kassetten buntBandana Paisley pinkBandana schwarz Kirschen rotBandana Paisley dunkelblauBandana Paisley rotBandana Paisley weissHalstuch schwarz weiss kariert - EMO SCENE SHOP - SHOPONTHETOP - KLEIDUNG, SCHMUCK + ACCESSOIRES

Why would anybody wear those?
It's an awful accessory.
I had to wear it once for a stupid day, it's not fun, and it wasn't fair.
I fucking hate dressing in some weird costumes.


Why so many?!
I can't stand checkers, it reminds me chess, and how much I suck.
Although, it's something that one teacher I had who taught us about poems and writing and in other semester it was chess has, it's a huge beautiful collection of chess tools and boards.

T-Shirt LOVE HURTS Rasierklinge rot - EMO SCENE SHOP - SHOPONTHETOP - KLEIDUNG, SCHMUCK + ACCESSOIREST-Shirt LOVE HURTS Rasierklinge rot

Can we just not put those razors everywhere?
I really want one because those are fucking huge and are better for deeper, but it doesn't mean that you can rub it in my face!
And it's a really stupid design in my opinion, could've been better if instead it was Love in a pretty handwrite font, and hurts in the font they used, with a heart in negative colors with a gun near it, or a dagger in the heart.

Audrey Kitching
SO... MANY... CHECKERS!


Google just made a mistake, they sent me to wikihow, in the clothing section.


http://www.wikihow.com/Make-Any-Outfit-Look-Emo

That's the link, and you better do a two window option (take the line where the tabs are and drag it to the side of your computer, it should do the rest), and read.
 Go for black, white or neon belts with metallic studs. The belts should be extra skinny -- that way your can fit two or three of them through the loops in your pants for an interesting layered look.
  • Note that these belts shouldn't really be used to hold up your pants, they're more of a fashion statement.
Why three belts?
Calling it a fashion statement doesn't mean anything.
I got a couple of ones that can cause you death:
Piercings.
Pants that are put on their knees instead on the waist or hips (the ones that make you underwear exposed).
Untied shoe laces.
Now, why would people want a fashion statement?
Want a fashion statement? Wear a shirt that explains yourself.

  • Don't worry about painting your toenails... emos never really wear sandals or expose their feet.
It just reminds me an episode of The Pajamas (or Hapijamot) when Garry wanted to open a winery in his burger place's basement, and he asked oded to walk on the grapes, when he took off his shoes and socks, Garry noticed his red polished toes and he asked "Oded, what is this?" and he explained him.
It was a good one.

Carry an instrument case or a book of poetry.
I'd love to carry the voca people in my backpack, and they'll just start sing "Help! I need somebody! Help! Not just anybody!"

Dye your hair black or platinum blonde. 
Now, unless you got a lot of hair, or blonde-white hair, it's not a good idea.
Why?
Bleaching is killing.
I'm serious, so many people have to cut their short hair because of it.


Okay, something that I found funny so far.
EACH TIME THEY MENTION WEAR A BAND XYZ THEY PUT A MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE ON THE PIECE OF CLOTHING AND WRITE EVERYTHING ELSE.
GUYS! GET IT TOGETHER!
MATCH YOUR DESCRIPTION TO YOUR PHOTO.
Because I can do this too.


Israel is a country in the middle-east, it placed between Jordan, Lebanon, Syria, and Egypt.

It doesn't make sense, does it?


Now that you know about emo and scene, make sure you know the difference.
  • Scene doesn't involve depression, cutting, or anything. Scene people are usually happy people and emos can be too, but you should seek a therapist if you ever think of harming yourself in ANY way.
  • Emo isn't goth either.
You just did anything you shouldn't.
Nobody told you that you put a shit ton of DON'T HARM YOURSELF stuff in the warning section?

  • There are bands like Blood On The Dance Floor, Hollywood Undead, Black Veil Brides, Millionaires, Dot Dot Curve, and BrokenCYDE who are clearly scene, but even if you like these bands, try to explore some other types of music as well, because if you say you only like these it might make you seem like a poser.
  • Try listening to some bands like Suicide Silence, Bring Me The Horizon, Bullet For My Valentine, The Devil Wears Prada, Skillet, Asking Alexandria, Fall out boy, Yellowcard, and other bands like that. Those would be considered Screamo, Hardcore, Emocore, or Pop-Punk.
I have a lot to say, a lot.
But since I'd rather to make it short, here you go:
The Devil Wears Prada is a great movie.
Isn't Skillet is some techno or electro? Oh wait my mistake, I meant skrillex.

....

It's five pm, I had a great day, I even felt confident, I saw a girl with a tablet with a character she painted, I walked by and after regaining my confidence, I turned back and asked her "Can I see what you did?" she said "Yes, please" after taking a look I said "What you did is beautiful" she replied with "Thank you" and I continued on my way.
I feel really good about it.

I'm back to wikihowing (new verb in it's present progressive form!), and I found something really weird.
How to Skank?
Am I the only one who knows the word skank as an insult?
It's the first time I hear about it as a dance.
I didn't bother reading, I'm not that interested.

Okay, I got a suggestion so I clicked on it.
How to Meet Your Favourite Band or Singer.
Now, I know how to do this, or to start liking what they make in Israel, or to not live in Israel.
There's a third option that includes kidnapping, or keeping them as hostages with your armed friends.

Don't ask (it's also my blog's description!) me how but I just got in an article-guide named How to Write Death Metal.

Before I judge it let me tell you something I just noticed, I wondered why does Joy Division and Genesis sound so alike, because I remember putting Joy Division afterwards, suddenly I check up the song, it's a fucking 26 minutes long, Supper's Ready, I assume it fits to the time that it takes to eat a supper with my family, but come on!

Okay, may the judging begin!
1
Pick something(s) that you want to write about. Abuse of power, addiction, anarchy, anger, apathy, cannibalism, darkness, death, depression, fantasy, gore, hate, humor, insanity, Christianity, anti-Christianity, life and death, masochism, misanthropy, murder, mysticism, mythology, nihilism, outer space, politics, psychosis, serial killers, sexual perversions, social alienation, social commentary, satanism, society, suicide, occultism, torture and war are all themes that are explored in Death Metal lyrics. Also, looking on an online dictionary is a good idea. Random words on online dictionaries have definitions and can help you think of a song. Remember that part of what makes Death Metal unique is that NOTHING is off-limits in terms of song lyrics. And don't be afraid to talk about more than one thing in your lyrics. For example, a song can flow between furrydom and Tolkien in a complex thematic interplay
I was shocked by the amount of ideas they gave me.
I'll never write a song, and probably if so, it won't be a death metal.
It will probably something insultive and/or for morals.
I've done it before, now with some minor changes it's the anthem of one class from my school, I assume you guessed which one, the one that Yali is in, I made this song at her birthday, I'm glad she gains popularity thanks to me, I wonder who will be her next victim, or in other words -my friend to-be!


Well today I'm thirteen and a week, and somebody I love celebrates her thirteenth year on earth.
Yes, my dear Gal is thirteen, and I can't even tell her happy birthday.
I wish she'll come tomorrow, so I can say to her happy birthday.
I miss her so much.

It took my creativity for the day but now I can make fun of poor polyvore chicks.

That's my victim: http://lovelylove16.polyvore.com/

It was a really hard google search for finding bvb girls (they are usually scene and emo and they are the best victims that exist so they are good practice dolls).

Before you start reading, this is a complete bullying and polyvore shaming.
While reading it you support bullying made by me because I fucking can and I mostly judge stupidity, which is normal, and the fact that they are sick in this contagious disease ("stupidity" - by the way, a new conspiracy, the dinosaurs didn't die because of an asteroid, they died because they were too stupid to understand that playing "I'm a mermaid!" is not a good idea because they can't breath underwater), so you're supporting me hating on stupidity (did I just say "hating"?) and supporting the rights of abortion.

Just kidding, but you should support abortion, it is their right to not have this baby.
Unless they had this baby because they weren't careful, only then they should pay for it, and a large amount of cash.
If they were raped or some weird occasion that makes it not their fault, then they can have it for free.

Okay!
MAY THE HUNGER GAMES BEGIN!

DING DANG WHOS YOUR BOSS :$
Sup it's Kenna Shadow El and polar
Sup I'm Kenna I love cry on YouTube make an anon of him for meh plzzz :)
Shadow :) creepy pasta :P IKU SUIH I love masky make an anon of him for meh :)
SUP? It's el, love BVB, PTV, BOTDF, Avril Lavigne! Follow my other account: btw: JESUS F***** YELLOW PENGUINS!
Kenna is bipolar?
Or just a polar bear?
Polar is a "Swaggish" version for a mental illness?
Who's cry on Youtube?
What's IKU SUIH?
Masky?
I never understood who are the so called Masky and Hoodie.
Translation for those shortcuts: Black Veil Brides, Pierce The Veil, Blood On The Dance Floor, and well, the last one you know.
By the way Jesus fucking yellow penguins.
Now think about how stupid it sounds.
Jesus had sex with a yellow colored penguin.

I love scene kids just because of their weird description.
Don't ask why.

If you remember the huge anthem/country/president/bvb shit that I parodied.
Well she had it too.
Put This On Ur Profile If Ur A True Member Of The BVB Army
╔═╦══╦═╗ Put this on your profile if you
║╩╣║║║║║ support emos or if you are emo
╚═╩╩╩╩═╝
Support)
Loading BVB
███████████████████████ error :
тoo мυcн ѕeхιneѕѕ тo load.
I skipped it, too long and useless because I already wrote it.
I support people who like and believe in what they're doing.
If you feel emo, hey go for it, if you feel like a flamingo, then you are, but please don't call a poem
I liked the last one.
Would've worked much better with people that their job is to sexy, like I don't know, Victoria Secret's angels, or strippers, or Miley Cyrus.
Had to put the last one.


Okay, I'm now hearing Joy Division (if I wasn't into randomly purchasing albums I would have never heard them), and I just saw something named "passover".
I should pay attention to what I purchase.


Some set, because I'm just browsing with nothing to use.
Sup

Metal Problem: Getting weird looks because of what's on your band shirt.
That happened me once with Monster's art, the song of  Ghost Town, and I'm a Machinist design.
That's so weird that Katy Perry didn't use her cat in her video with the egyptian stuff, Kitty Purry could've been perfect there, don't you think?
Tattoos are a girl's bestfriend, now that's weird, the original sentence is usually diamonds, I'd rather to have a credit card with infinity's symbol as the number of amount of cash in my account.
They tell you to be yourself; Then they judge you.
CAN SHE SEE ME? But I'm sorry if people do that in front of your face, they are truly shitty, unless it's a compliment, and even then.
You people are poison.
Now, two options.
My poison, which is a compliment and an insult, because look at this blog, it's fucking weird.
Or BBD's (Bell Biv Devoe) poison, because it quite describe some hollywood icons, and me, and brazilian girls. Big butt and a smile.
I just looked at the last one, below UNWANTED, it's a quote.
I remember that I saw one woman who tattooed it one her back, and it's one thing when it's small and cute, but it was huge!

A link: http://www.polyvore.com/im_finally_on_lillian/set?filter=comments&id=114024851
I hope she knows who Ghost Town is.


Lol Ash luv ya ;)

I actually hear this song anyway, you have to see the guy in the clip.
It's a weird shirt, but it's epic.

and you didnt even try..

After reading one CP that's about you, in your room, late at night, reading CPs and the best part starts at 3 am, and you're alone (but not for long), with you're thoughts and because you read CP you're paranoid as shit, and you fear that those mysterious creatures will get you soon.
It's one of the scariest ones that are real.

OH FOUND A GOOD ONE!
This or that -Kenna
Mocha coffee, best drink that got caffeine in my opinion.
Leggings, or shorts if I just passed through the hot liquid named "wax" thanks to Helena's mighty powers of making you smooth and pretty.
Black or white? Hard question, but I have to say white, I like them both, but purity of white won, black got something I can't describe, but I love white.
Bracelets, I can't stand necklaces.
Super busy at doing nothing, saiing, simming, and watching people that doing so isn't really something, but I'm into it so much and can't waste time on everything else.
Actually, this one is none, because I can't stand our school's band, and  I couldn't stand my previous school's chorus, so, none, unless I'm in a movie with Jack Black that's named "School of  Rock".
Harry Potter or Twilight? By what? Movies or books? Or by plot? I just like how complicated Harry Potter is, because it got so many mini-stories in it, but Twilight, well, it made my relationship with a girl -that's very close to my heart- start, so it's both.
Pool or Beach? Beach, not even a question.
Surveys or fill-ins? I don't know.
Grapes, raisins are just dried grapes anyway.
See a movie, it affects me more than calling every shop I see "prisoner's fashion" after seeing orange pants with striped shirt, or stupid because it's too expensive to be that ugly.
Past if I am who I am now, and Future if I'm a part of the dystopian future underground, or the best part of it, at the Elysuim.

Great, I just talked a lot!

Most the songs are BVB lol idk jk lol dtm gn idk ily byez ;P
First of all that's the name of my daughter (just the fact that my daughter's name is terribley misspelled, because Karoline is weird).
Red: Red Red Wine - Bob Marley, quite obvious.
Orange- none.
Yellow- Black and Yellow - a rapper, and that's just because people used it as an insult.
Green - Green Day, that explains itself, don't you think, or That Green Gentleman
Blue - Blues, I don't know, the genre?
Purple - Any song of P!ATD, it's just their color in my opinon.
Pink- none.
Black (for a minute I saw Legacy and now I got something for pink!).
Pink- the theme song of that movie, Legacy which goes like this "Light pink! Dark pink! O! K!" and it repeats itself with Lana yelling "Louder" in between.
Black - Black and yellow, same reason.
Gray - In Between Days - The Cure, actually, I have no idea why, it just popped.

File Parental-advisory-explicit-lyrics.jpg
That describes the blog in some way.

Yep
Okay, that's a nice one to do!
Just before I'm going to check what's Rue21.
Checked, some store, I mostly checked their thigh gaps.
First I'm going to judge, then I'd dvashify (they can xanafy and jeremify, why won't I have one?!) it.
Okay, those lip balms, eos, never had one, I like my blistex.
Mascara, fully understood.
Spa cards, why? I don't like spas that much
Gift cards, understood, partly.
A bag in a bag? Weirdest thing ever! Oh wait it's another gift card.
Phone, which in there is the iPhone 5s.
A beanie.
Money, explainable, but why don't you have a wallet?

Okay! since I don't have much one, because I don't leave the apartment much but for school and practices, I'm going to tell you what I would take or take to ram, or took before.
Wallet, with two cards, a 50 nis worth card of Vans I got with one subscription, and one club-card that I can use in two stores, but I use in only one in the music store, I can use it in a bookstore, but I can go to the library all the time.
Money, within the wallet.
Phone.
Broken earpods (don't ask).
Sunglasses (My good old red-orange ray-bans).
Old bottle.
Really weird stuff that got in.


I got 100 followers
I got  2535 views, and no comments, I guess I can say that we're even.

Please comment just once, you can ask it to be deleted, and I'll delete it, just please tell me I'm sane!




Since I can't find anything good on Polyvore, I'm going to judge something else!
The name of it is quizzes!
I love those.
Which kind should I do?
I'm going to use my keywords.
And add the word creepypasta.
This is going to be GREAT!

12. you headbang in your sleep? 
No, but I do so all the time, I know it's not what you meant, but my head is just an attraction for pain, I banged today my skull twice, once in the area of the scalp, the other time, my jaw.
And I usually hurt my arms all the time, my elbow got super sensitive, so now everything that hurts me there it's more painful than the punch I gave myself today on my jaw.



Okay, I started thinking about cowboys, because it seems right, and then KA-BAM a video of 5secondfilms (Wasting your time, but not much) EMO COWBOYS.
FUCK YEAH.

http://www.youthink.com/quiz.cfm?action=go_detail&obj_id=208558&filter=discussed
W(h)ich creepypasta character are you?
They forgot the H but I fixed it, let's go!
I'm Ben!
Awesome!

How Punk Are You?

  1. If I stole your iPod and hit shuffle, what songs am I likely to hear?


I put the fourth one, because, well, I got a lot of genres, if you'd look on many lyrics, most of them are the same, it's just how you sing it (the vocalist of As It Is, just look for his videos), so I just need some tune that won't irritate my ears.

How am I "completely punk"?
I'm not.
I know I'm not.
I'm a boat.
Better yet, I'm a poem.
I don't look like, smell like, taste like, or feel like a poem, but I just told you that I'm a poem.
Deal with it.

Another quiz about punks.
I am not a hardcore punker.
I just fucking hate the country I'm in.
HAVEN'T YOU SAW THE PEOPLE?!
You're more likely to get stabbed in Friday night than get drunk.


Your just, all together awsome

There is no description for you because you are just too awsome for words... Even though awesome, IS a word to describe you *not making any sense*
I knew all along that I'm plain awesome.

Tomorrow I got school, a middle length day, and the day afterwards I got Ram (oh fuck oh shit!) and then I got Friday, and then it's already the weekend, and I'm watching Darren McMullen's Outsiders, because I can!
And then I got Sunday, which is also the Israeli Holocaust day.
I'm going to rant about it.
And I'm going to explain why Hitler is a person you need to find inspiration in, and why everybody that lived in Europe that was hated by the Nazi party is stupid.

I just noticed they misspelled awesome.


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