Sunday, April 13, 2014

The 12th Murdered

My hair is so fucking fluffy.
Now I don't have to touch my sister's hair all the time. 

Is it acceptable to wear torn leggings without layering?
That's weird. 
Right?
I think it'll look awesome if you layer it with a skeleton design. 
It's like your black (or any other color of leggings) skin is ripped off to expose your insides. 

The boy got curls. 
I envy curls now. 
I used to have some weird curls. 
But this weird wavy thingy is a hell. 

I feel self conscious. 
Not fun. 
That's why I enjoy staying home and avoiding every kind of socialization but my imaginary friends -you are. 
Today this afternoon I'm going to finally hear those songs, that I avoided in order to not ruin my experience. 
I did my best so far to avoid it (those satanic Instagrammers just enjoyed putting the songs in their videos), and now I'm worthy enough to hear it. 
It's quote more satisfying. 
You crave it, you know you can reach it without effort, but you know it will be such a pleasure if not immediately. 

Okay I fucking hate this feeling. 
I feel like this thick layer of fat is just disgusting, and everybody looking at it, disgusted, wondering what's my gender, if I'm a weird girl, or just a boy with hips. 
That's what happens when you wear your upper body as a boy at all times, an your lower one as a girl, occasionally. 
I wondered last night if I'll be confuse with Elya if he'll cut his hair slightly shorter. 
Considering we'll both wear long hoodies, jeans, and black vans. 
Are they anti-socials?
Fucking love them. 
They are before the "HENTAI! BEARDS! VIDEO GAMES WITHOUT ANY PURPOSE BECAUSE ITS ALL THE FUCKING SAME ENEMY ALL THE TIMES!" Phase. 
They still got hair that around my length or shorter, and one of them looks like Itamar. 
Love this guy. 

He got an earring, the skinny one, the chubby one doesn't. 
I feel awful. 
They are skinny. 

I wonder for a second, why the average BMI for guys can be accepted even though is higher then girls?
It should be different, we (the ones who identify as females) actually need more fat in a couple of percentages than guys. 

Well good morning guys, I need to go.


.....

I'm home, it's almost seven pm, I'm still tired, after I slept for around hour and a half or two hours and a half, and I'm hearing May Death Never Stop You.
I just started, and I think that I'll never stop with the surprised reaction because the quality of everything is so good.
That's why I enjoy purchasing CD's rather than downloading them online.
The quality, it's so different!
It's so good and clear, and the normal versions, just seem... Off.

Today, they didn't bring me any chocolate-less sandwich.
I told myself this morning that I'm not going to risk my health this week in surfing, I didn't do it before, only last summer, and I felt really dizzy, so I know that I shouldn't do it.
But, today, I just had nothing to eat, I'm glad I ate this piece of chocolate this morning, the only calories I consumed there was from juice, I mean, calorie is a calorie, but it's quite rude.
I have a feeling that one girl turns to skipping meals, I just don't seem to believe others anymore, so it might be that, she said she's not eating breakfast in the surfing because it makes her sick.
Sick as sea-sick, or perhaps, sick of your body?
I guess I'd rather to leave this unsolved.
I don't want to know.

Well, let me tell you about my group.
They are fucking awesome.
I have two girls that were with me last week in my group, and I got another really nice girl, and we got Steve.
Steve is from France or from Belgium.
I'm not so sure.
He's around 16 in my opinion.
I still have the feeling that he thinks I'm a guy, but he's nice, I offered him to help him with the surf-suit, because he just managed to get one arm out, I just went with my surfboard above my head (I'm tired of holding it to my side, my arms are just simply not long enough), and got to put it in it's place, when I wanted to switch to my clothes, I had the exact same problem, he laughed at me -obviously.
There was another guy who surfed around us, I have no information about him.
I think he though I was a guy too.

Maybe the most reasonable excuse for a guy if I am one, is one with his fat stored in the bottom, and really a lot in the bottom, and I got breast cancer, in the same time.
It seems legitimate, there's probably someone who is biologically a male that's like it.

I think that I'm going to watch some Angel's Friends.
I finished season one, and I can't seem to find season 2 with normal English dubbing or subtitles, I like them both, the dubbed one just let's me to do multiple things, because I can still hear the conversations and the loud thoughts, which is good, but in the subtitled one, I learn Italian, which is fun.

Now I'm trying to find the episode, and while it's loading, I watch some A.S.G.A.M art, it's beautiful.
It stands for:
Awesome
School-Girl
Annie.
Mei.
The artist can be called a god, or a unicorn.

From the other side, there's the satanic people who just simply can't normally dub something, they have to leave the original Italian dubbing, and quieter in the background, there's the English one.
This shit happened when Gilad Shalit got released, it was on Arabic, Hebrew, English, and French, repeating what he just said on Hebrew.
Why there was another Hebrew person while he talked in Hebrew?
Because the other languages talked too loud for us to hear.

What the fuck.
I understood that I needed to open the subtitles (I want to smash my head in the wall until it bleeds and write stupid with the blood), but now, I feel CP'd.
All the time there's a line says:
Blue, your owners have called for you.

...
Oh, okay, it's gone, it was just a fuck up.
Too bad, could have started a great creepy pasta.

...

I actually wondered what was weird with this Italian, the voices didn't match, and the words didn't seem to be alike.
It's fucking Russian.
I don't think I can make this day any better.

I'm sorry, it's just like Damen, when he had a spell casted on him, and he started to drink Roman's potion, and just acted weird.

Are you kidding me?
Dance fights?
It's just so weird!
So..
American...
In Israel there is no such a thing, the most club like thing, is a gang rape on the floor, roofies and their brothers, and occasionally -stabbing.

Since I can't find some accurate subtitles, I guess it's time for some music and explaining about the latest news in Israel.

Funny, two years ago I was more likely to say "fashion news" than "actual news".
It relates to news and youth though.
Okay, this one is my favorite of the day.
Twelve year old girls arrested for planning to stab their friend.
Seriously!
People!
And you call me crazy?! Guess from where they learned to hide the traces?
I wish I could say CSI, but no, they aren't in such a high level, I'm afraid that my year and the older ones are the only one with the chance to survive.
I'm serious, my year learned English, because we played online child games, and virtual worlds, and it was all in English, now? Now there's copies of them, and translated to shitty Hebrew! There are so many script fuck ups, it's full of bugs, and it's a truly shameful version, trying to copy to glory days of Club Penguin, Club Penguin  or in the shortcut of CP (like in Creepy Pasta, only in this paragraph I'd refer CP as the virtual game) was something I grew on, with G, and before the popcorn crash, I remember spying on two guys who had a program that gave them cheats, I managed to get it through having a vagina and a brain, once I saw the name in his house, the second, my seductive behavior of having a vagina (you got it - you earned it), helped me, you just say "please" couple of times, and the fact that you have estrogen in your blood will do the rest, it's the nature of life.
Back to the main topic;
They learned it from Galis.
Or Galice?
By wikipedia it's Galis.
Okay, I found a better article.
As it appears to be.
They didn't plan to stab their friend.
What are they?
Seventeen?
One seventeener murdered his friend, so.. Yeah.
They planned to kill her and bury her in a hole.
Funny, I had the same idea after I saw some weird pit in the beach, supposed to be "safety pit" or something, I wondered if it's a legitimate idea to bury youth in there, leave their corpses in there, I'd like them mangled or mutilated in some way, but that's just too many stories that involve death, or satanic stuff.
But for a minute, think with logic.
Nobody will ever wonder where did she go?
Are you serious?
It's a fucking missing twelve year old.
Twelve year olds are in a higher position by the police's hierarchy.
They had enough with rape of youth, or their drinking problems, it's time to prioritize the murders in here!
I have a problem with  their logic.
What went through their head?
"Let's kill her! Nobody will find her corpse after we're finished! They'll never look for her or for us because they have no idea we hate her to bones! Let's go and continue with our realistic television and bullshit!"
I'm sorry, but that's truly annoying and you make me hate this place.
This place could be a pleasant place, but no, let's just ruin it all, why won't we?

I'm sorry I'm reading the comments, I got to translate some for you.
They are quite amusing.
There's another one like The Joker's one with what's her name.
Just short, and it's seventeen against, I don't know, but the seventeener thinks she's a seventh grader.
I have a thing to say about it.
Murdering?
Pfft!
My friends tried to murder me socially, and the same girl behind this, became a great actress, for a whole year 24/7, and she even taught me how to become an ed fan!
When was the last time you lost weight because your friend was skinnier than you and you learned that eating is weak, and now you're aiming to get below many friends of yours, but not willing to get lower from 30, though this goal is the weight of another friend of mine, and my thoughts of her beautiful, undeveloped, emaciated, stick thin, bony, body of her, and how much I wish I had it, I have no idea.
I'll get below 40, and then we'll talk.
For now, the lowest goal for me, is 36 kg, inspired by Daniel.
Then 38, for having Daniela's BMI.
And then Daniela's weight - 40.
And then 42 for my other Ram friends.
And then 45 for breaking the plateau, and being officially skinnier than Maya!
But of course, everything and it's time.
For now, I can only imagine my cheek bones, raised from the smile I'll throw at Yali, the one that says "I'm better, and you know it, I'm perfection, and you know you could avoid it, it's your fault, happy compulsive overeating, bitch",   I'm usually blessing people with cancer or eating disorders.

So, I'm going to finish reading and I'm going to pick the very best ones.

I found them.
The ones that I don't publish it's because they are boring, or repeative, whether it's a fuck up, or a simple same topic.


Let's begin.

1. Galis teaches about values love and family:
Galis forever!
Don't worry Galis won't stop it'll star for a very long time! it's (meant to be the fact, I'm just doing the most accurate version is leading to those inner comments) that there's stupid girls that tried to do bad things (they are not bad girls, even though they planned to do bad things! very bad things! such horrible things! my sincere  apologize -laughs because I'm hearing Na Na Na and it was just "keep your apology"- but you know I had to!) "inspired by the tv program Galis" doesn't mean that Galis will stop Galis teaches about love, about friendship, about family about respect (So does Avatar, you end up fighting against your family and with you old uncle you learn to regain your respect) about appreciate others, that's the media tries to defame (That's what I got from Google Translate) the program we'll prove them that it's not true that the program Galis teaches about values and not about murder like the media says!
Galis changed my life she made me to open to the society, she gave me confidence and to believe myself that I'm worth something that there's a thing called friends and love, I got really connected to the character of "Rona" that is acted by Mor Folonher (I never heard of her, I usually do, strange) the character of Rona is very sympathized with me because Rona is insecure, shy, honest, and controlled by the "queen bee", but in the second and third she opened up and became one in the group found love and made up with her sister that was cruel to her and even she changed her sister tha (that's) what Galis taught me to not give up about what matters to you for real! so friends share the photo and picture yourself on a paper that says "Galis changed my life".
Will it kill people to use punctuation?
I'm sorry, but clicking a couple of signs on a damn keyboard never hurt anybody!
You can express yourself better with it, you don't have to dye your hair pink to show that you're feminine, or cut it all to be considered a buff, and you don't have to wear a shit ton of vintage to be considered classy!
I can express myself greatly thanks to those letters and the ones that help me to define that character of my sentence.
I can be happy.
Or I can be very upset?!
Or confused..?
Or I may be mysterious...
And the words can be different, banana, purple, pooh the bear, it's still spoken differently than: Banana. Purple pooh the bear.

Funny, The Kids From Yesterday is on now, and many comments are made by this generation Z kids like me (I was raised on BBC's old material, though) against generation X and Y.
That's amusing.
Y and Z are more aggressive than the murderers in the Pride Parade, and it's weird.

But this photo bullshit.
Where are we?
Facebook 2010?
I had enough from it with the annual month of grief and death, April, holocaust and around a week later the combined mourning day for the ones who fell in wars or in some terror actions, and then the whiny relatives complain that the celebration of the Independence day is in the same day of the mentally exhausting agony.
I'm sorry, you should stop being such a baby bitch, celebrate how heroic your brother/ sister/ son/ daughter/ father/ mother was, and celebrate the fact that you were lucky enough to meet them, you suck at focusing at the better.
Depressed bullshit.
I don't care, force yourself to do it.

By the way, the logic behind Rona simply isn't realistic.
When you stop being a puppet, the queen and king will stomp you to death.
I'm not kidding, some literally do so, but they can do it theoretically, in many beautiful ways.

3. It stopped being the legendary Kid's Channel of the 90's kids:
The qualitative Kid's Channel died already near the end of the 90's, that until 97-98 was a pleasure to watch at, at least I'm happy that I had a chance to grow on it  in it's good years.

Lies...
Everybody loves them.
When it had the great relationship with Cartoon Network it was great.
Code Lyoko is my main example.
Actually, ever since they shut Jetix down and let Pokemon fade away and remain only in the dedicated fans heads, everything got ruined.
Now pokemon is considered to be Pikachu, and that's it.
The only episode that was really Pikachu-ish in my opinion, is when Pikachu fought with a Raichu, and lost, and he felt so bad about it, he thought he disappointed Ash, and he was so sad, he stole Ash's Thunder Stone and tried to evolve with it.
It was so touching!
Now, it's all bullshit.
I still remember the episode that Ash got Turtwig.
And when James went back home.
And oh... The times.
And when Jessie made her  Dustox go!
Oh, it was so good of her.

Okay, I'm starting comment 4 before I'll flush this area with my history (And the episodes in the snow, abomasnow, and the jinxs!), it's a reply for the first one.

4. To comment number 1:
Wowwww how you can see that a seventh grader wrote this comment.. What's educational in Galis (?!) What?! A lot of times that I watched Ggalis it had a lot of violence, bullies and evil plans, although that every season everything ends in good, also that seeing that people are planning it and know and see it, it's already bad education! shortly the Kid's Channel in the recent years got worse and became an uneducational channel ... (We or They) must stop airing those programs like this because little kids translate it to real world! And I'm talking as a seventeen year old girl...

Please, another seventeen year old guy murdered his brother, because it made him feel like the main character in Dexter.
It's basically the Israeli version of the argument in Such Horrible Things (kind of explains why it was so easy to refer it to this song), and the seventeen year old girl is obviously The!
If you wonder, that sentence was completed, The as in The Joker.

Okay, comment number 9!

9. Galis (is an) educational and full of values show! I learned there to:
Accept different kids in my class and I got support from there that also fat are worthy,
Thanks to Galis.
For me they helped a lot!

Of course they helped you, you are a fucking brainless twat!
That... Came out more vulgar that I meant, I apologize for the readers, not for the twat.
It's obviously another symptom of the "I'm popular!" disease, sadly, she's just a hypochondriac, she's not, she's a fucking twat the will stuff her sport-kid bra soon, and obviously become like the rest of the fuckers.
Have fun having sex at twelve!

11. What do you want from Galis?
He was an epic greek basketball player of Aris B.C. and quit a long time ago. He shoot 40 oints each game and was an example for a qualitative basketball.
He never talked ever about murder.

Now, that's humorous.


Okay, I got one that'll be really ranty, so I'm going to not put it in the middle of the comment.

16. Galis changed my life.
Hello
Galis is a program with values and ovle (How the fuck can you misspell love?!)
It's an educational program.
It teaches us to not give up and with willpower you can do everything.
It helps teenagers to love and appreciate themselves.
There's a ragne (I'm sorry, how can you misspell it?!) of characters that you can sympathize with.
In galis there's no connektion (Did this person forget his brain at home?) to no violence and of course not to murder.
Galis is a program full of love.

First!
It's a double negative, it means it does involve violence.
You should be smarter than a racist bully in JHC, aren't you?
And I'm sorry, it's all bullshit what you said.
People should punch you in the face.
Or knife you.
You can say the same bullcrap about Skins with Cassie.
Oh, better one, that includes another person that is a commenter hater like me, his was about Suicide Room.
One girl said that his movie is exactly like her life, and the guy, phew!
He just slammed at her information!
He just told her facts, that she's probably not a polish legal guy who's gay and committing a provocative action in front  of his father's colleague, that soon afterwards meets a girl online, fall in somewhat love, and develops a good relationship that's revolving around suicide and mental illnesses, he locks himself in his room for ten days, and only the housekeeper notices, when the police breaks in, he attempts suicide with cutting his wrist with a piece of the mirror he shattered, when he's in the emergency room, he refuses to talk to his parents, after three days he's allowed to go home, his becoming psychopathic, in the end he tried to give his beloved one the pills she demanded, even though he never wanted her to leave, after he can't see her, he goes to the bathroom, and throws couple of handfuls to the toilet, he ends up taking some, that with the beer he had before, simply didn't help, afterwards, his senses are losing control, he's high, and he's dying, and he films with a couple a video, showing him mocking himself and his father, filming the couple kissing, and slowly afterwards, he dies a tragic death, after pleading for the couple to call his parents, he tried to vomit them, but fails, after the news come to the members of the virtual world he's in receive the news from the mother of the deceased tragedy, the beloved one of him, comes out of her room after three years, and screams and cries in agony, his parents are getting divorced, so assuming, that she's not it, it's not her life.

Wow, this paragraph was long.

Willpower.
Let me tell you about willpower.
I grew mine, in order to participate and demonstrate in disordered eating behavior is glorified.
It helped me to appreciate myself, there's nothing better than a flat stomach, and a fat loss.

In Creepy Pasta there's a lot of characters that you can relate to, but it got a direct connection to murder or death.
Or really depressing sad or bad topics.
It can also be full of love (Your Secret Admirer) and it teaches you that if you don't give up, you're in a great place (unless you're in NoEnd House, where it never ends, it's just a new place), but the characters you can relate to, is probably the known Jeff and Jack, that snapped.
I never read the Masky and Hoody.
I read Smile Dog, wasn't impressed.
I enjoyed some kind of spin-off same built one, that was more frightening.
But seriously, you're bullied, you feel bad, you have great life at home, and your sanity snaps.

19. Oded says to put your hands up, Oded says to put the hands on your head
No lady, give me the money- It's a robbery!

Oded (almost wrote Odead) Says, was a great song, sang by Oded Menashae,

30. "Qualitative?" You made me laugh.
"Qualitative".... Maybe it's not it's fault, but it's definitely not qualitative. Stupid program with bad actors and pathetic (or lame) plot. Not a plot that pushes to murder but qualitative it's not..

It's true, it used to have somewhat better when it was the first program, before they made this shitty sequel that was worthless (suddenly understand Batman fans against Ben Affleck), it was a plain shitty writing and a poor choice of the media to glorify it.
I'm sorry, nothing good came out from it.
The first one wasn't educational, it was same crap, you could compare it to House of Anubis!
Now, it's equal to Daniella, the most shitty telenovela that was ever made.
I'm not kidding, Violeta is better then this, and I'm saying it from watching Daniella's ridiculous nonsense episodes and Violetas endless commercials.

Okay, before I'm going to bed, please help me with The Last of  Us, there are two characters, that seem interesting.

You can look for ctchrysler's Instagram until you see to people with masks, one of a clown or something and the other of a wolf.

Please help.

Wait, how am I supposed to ask my imaginary friends if it's real?
They know only what my conscious and sub-conscious knowledge.
That's silly of me to think differently.

http://instagram.com/p/ln4GkCwUh2/

That's the link, if you'd like to reveal yourself...

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