Friday, May 9, 2014

27?!

I want to cut myself, and that's because I apparently, cannot cope with the fact that, these children, that were born in my year, are ignorant, selfish, and childish.
I just can't stand the fact that from here, 2014, it's going to get worse.
It's not that I'm better than the rest, we're equally screwed up, each one and it's own flaws.
Together we create a world that goes on fast-forward, black and white, world.
Obviously that it'll get even worse with the years.
I don't even want to imagine what will happen.
I believe that in some point people will take it to their hands, and everybody will rebuild the planet, and save it.
The world will be in some "freeze" time, food portions will be served, and everybody will have a singular job, that might fit their previous profession, everything will seem gray, maybe people will be freezed, solar screens will be placed in the unused places (like deserts), and people will be setted on fire on their time of death, dna will be preserved if the family or the person would like to do so, and it would be like the society, but the only difference, it's that it's known that the situation is temporary.

....

I haven't finished the article by pastor something something about Satanism.
It's weird.
Really weird.
It made me wonder about everything.
And because of the mentioned witchcraft and black magick (I write with K when it's about the dark magic and shit and without when it's with magicians and cute and stuff), and satan, and becoming a popular band, I started to think about Jennifer's Body, and a certain band that if it wasn't them, then I wouldn't watch the movie, because If I didn't watch theirs, I wouldn't know that it even existed.
PANIC! AT THE DISCO.
IT'S SO WEIRD.
And their drummer previously used alcohol and drugs, and was getting help for it.
AND HIS 26.
26.
26.
Twenty six as the age before TWENTY SEVEN.
THE TWENTY SEVEN CLUB.

AND BRENDON URIE IS 27 AS WELL.

Dallon Weekes is 33... Phew.
Even though that he joined a while after New Perspective, everything matters.

....

Why would you do that?!
I'm going on with the article by pastor something-something, and before Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Do Without Taking  Her Clothes Off, there was Gun. (My Chemical Romance), and before that, Tourette's, of obviously, Nirvana.
iTunes is great when it comes to messing up with my head.
It's like reading Creepypasta, just without the fiction, about suicides (did you know that by that article, suicide rates of teens tripled, and became more and more popular ever since Kurt's suicide?) about satanic rituals, satanic places (they described the "lovely" decorations), and many freaky things.
It happened.
Of course that some of it can be made up, but who knows.
I don't.
Gladly, I wasn't there to see youth killing themselves.


I don't know why, but I think about Steve and Carla now, my fictional sexually confused characters.
And their parents, George, and Laqueesha (or shortly LQ).
I loved them.


It's short I know.

I'm just tired.

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