19

This morning I was woken up by my mother, telling me that my grandmother arrived, I stayed in bed; awake, for over two hours, just to think about what to do with my thighs, and just being a disappointment to everyone.

I just got to tell you this exciting thing about the Sims, I played Indie, because I know that there are all the good music (Lady Anterblum,  Fun., My Chemical Romance..), and suddenly (*dramatic music*) I heard something that was very familiar! It was “It’s not your Fault” of AWOILNATION!

That’s pretty epic to just sit and sim along, and suddenly, badabing-badabam music!

I also wanted to say, that last night, after that pathetic scratching with a rubber band, I went on my bed, and just lied down, and started laughing.
I just started laughing.
And I don’t know why, I don’t know if it’s the laughter from embarrassment, or because everything here is so weird and dumb that it’s laughable.

Anyway, I’m going to sim along, and just forget as much as possible, and then whine because I got less than nineteen days until school.

Okay, it’s almost eleven pm now, and I’m going to write something that I’ve noticed now.
The media part of the war between Gaza to Israel is not only in the news and social networks.
It’s also in music, and I’m not talking about people who don’t perform in Israel, or boycott it, or go to perform in Syria but not in Israel.
I mean that people make songs, the Hamas made a song “Attack! Carry out terror strikes!” and it became very trendy in Israel. Yes, it became trendy, Israelis make acoustic versions, put the tunes to The Lion’s King scenes, and they made a smurfy parody.
An acappella version? SO GREAT.
It is so weird, I’m going to check the international media’s reaction, because in that song, it is clearly admitted that Hamas is a terror organisation, and still, the US tells Israel to consider Hamas as a legit political organisation, and the main response by Israelis was Why don’t you consider Al-Qaida as a political organisation as well? Because that’s madness.
It may sound insensitive, but 9/11 was such a big thing only because it shocked the entire world, as the US was considered such a safe place, in the other hand, if it’d happen in Israel, people would react, but they won’t be that surprised, because this stuff happens all the time.
There’s a memorial stone outside of Dizingof Center (yeah, that mall) dedicated to all of the ones who were murdered in the crosswalk near it, by a suicide bomber, there were so many cases of suicide bombers on busses, for an example that I got from my teacher for Arabic, is once, her friend was on a bus on her way home, a couple of Jews and Muslims were on, and at some point, she noticed a muslim man, saying to the other muslim people that were on something in Arabic, he said to them to get off, the friend got off too if I remember correctly, after a hundre meters or so, the bus exploded, guess what happened.
It happened in cafés, and every memorial day, on the TV you hear the stories.
One Passover, a teenage girl went to the café (I think that she went to work there or that she met up with friends there), and there was a suicide bomber, she obviously died.
And I’m just giving you what I remember right now.
Just recently two attacks occurred in Jerusalem.
Oh, I almost forgot the fact that in every parade or a mass gathering there are police officers waiting outside near the gates that are there, just to make sure that nobody who will harm people have the ability to get in.

Fuck, the media doesn’t give a damn about what happens in Israel.
From some reason, I think about the idea to attack the hospital, it was said before, because that the Hamas shot missiles from there (that’s just low, even for a terror organisation.)
You know, in that war, the only people who I feel sympathic for, are the people who didn’t vote for Hamas, the children who are suffering their parent’s choices, and everybody who’s chose the peace way rather than choosing the one that literally had the idea of eliminating Israel in it’s platform.

Sometimes I’m surprised that in Europe and the Americas, and in Aussie (I call it this way because it’s fucking adorable) nobody talks a lot about the Gaza-Israel war, but that makes sense, if I wasn’t from Israel, then I’d probably have no idea about it from or the media won’t talk, and the other, is because I’d just rather avoid war.
I kind of got distracted by some mating animal outside, or was it just a screaming parrot?

Okay, oh fuck, it’s painful, my tooth!
Why is it so damn painful?!
If it’s supposed to fall, why won’t it just fall? Why does it have to involve blood, and cuts, and loose nerves? Why?
What’s the fucking point; explain me, in which part of the evolution it was fucking necessary?!
The nerve could’ve just died and the tooth would be loose and then all you got to do is to pluck it off.
But nope, just like many other things, it just has to hurt.

The fact that it’s still attached in the back left drives me crazy, I’m now trying to turn it counter clockwise, and it’s so damn painful, earlier I just stopped from the pain, but now I just don’t care, I seriously don’t care.
Fuck it’s annoying, and the fact that I have to swallow every couple of minutes, and it just means that I have to leave the tooth in the same awkward position, and just try to suck in air and make the saliva go with it.
I really hate how sharp and saw-like my teeth are at the base of them, it’s so fucking annoying.

In other news, as I checked for new videos from a YouTuber, and I just burped for like six times in a row with these small weird type of burps, you know what I mean?
It’s just another thing that I do all the time.

Well, it’s one twenty two am, I’m going to climb to bed and watch anything that I find interesting, which reminds me that I recorded some new movies, including Dark Shadows that I have watched around three times, just because it’s that good.
Oh well, good night, I hope that tomorrow evening the damn tooth would fall, because I don’t have the strength to deal with it on my period, my body would just get sensitive as every other period, and I’m going to suffer twice as much.
Just for you to know, the scratchers broke the top layer of the skin, so I have on some thin red lines that are probably from red blood cells, trying to heal and protect the wound.