Reactivated

This very morning, I logged into Stips, and I was blocked.
Yay, because having an opinion is something that you're prohibited from having if you don't share the same one!
I'm just watching Question time with Shane. The guy with the channel named Igloo wall, and this is his fifth.
It's pretty nice.
It's better than being in Quotev, and just wanting to go back to Stips, because, surprise-surprise, I am helpful.

Oh, I'm listening to Studio Killers and I just started thinking about Gorillaz, and how much I hate them now, simply because they were supposed to come to Israel, and not only that they've cancelled the concert, they also went to Syria, because they'd rather be there than here, they consider Israel to be a cruel, vicious, and the devil of earth.
Isn't it fun?
Anyway, just as the ceasefire between Hamas to Israel started... (fucking ridiculous! Each time they offered one, they've broke it, sometimes before the decided time! So far, the only thing that Israel is, is being a sucker and going with they say, how come we decided that a terror organisation that doesn't agree to Israel's existence is okay to talk to, and not only that, but we also bowed, and were helpless. By the way, thank you for the bashing... Assholes.)
The "rebellion" from Syria kidnapped a large amount of UN soldiers.
But you know, dear UN, we ask you to remain calm and be careful, the rebels are a peaceful nation and your peace keeping is intimidating and harming the citizens.

 I went to sleep earlier, and I had this dream, that Ii have two dogs.
One was hazel brown with really weird fur, he had really long fur on his cheeks, and was very furry, and the other one had short grey fur, and it was a really nice dream.
Happy dream.

Is that weird that I always dream and remember my dreams when I nap during the day?

I was on Stips, blocked from doing anything (I will be able to continue at 11:45 pm, how rude of the other fucker who deleted everything!), and I read that 5sos (I personally pronounce it like five sauce, it's easier and smoother than using the letters) made a cover for American Idiot.
Of course I heard it.
Well only about the first thirty seconds or so, and then I got annoyed.
Oh, I think that the music is so powerful that my cord starts to vibrate (my tit just felt weird, and it was because of the cord) I didn't know that "【柊優花】　有頂天ビバーチェ　歌ってみた　【鎖那】
can be so... Well... This.
I was watching a speedpaint, so it's okay that I don't understand a word.
Anyway, I assume that I'm just not used to 5sos' version.
It took me quite a while (a very long one) to get used to the middle eastern styled cover of Karma Police. Now I like it, it's very different and it doesn't even try to be alike the original, so for me it's pretty much a whole new song.

In stips I can't even grade comments.
And what if I want to like the posts of accounts that I've befriended?
Like Three Days Grace with hearts near it? Or Hollywood Undead which is uncapitalized? And what about the other names that I don't really remember but I do like.

Okay, so many people are mad about it.
Oh please, get a rest and remain silent.
Does it fucking help that you're against it?
Probably not, and that band is quite successful now, they are like what One Direction did to The Wanted.
And it's not the end of the world, and someone said that Billie Joe should beat 'em up about it.
And people complained because they aren't even American (are they from Great Britain as well?) and who cares? I think you should fucking thank them for not altering the song to fit them, because fitters are usually the worst.
Oh, they are from Australia, and they are classified as pop-punk and pop-rock.
And they aren't five?
Why couldn't you... I don't know, kidnap another dude who can, it'd be better!

Oh, hell, I just can't help people now, how annoying!
Somebody asked what's the name of a designing TV program, and I know the name, it's Project Runway, and I don't like the new season, I just don't like so many hipsters, they usually have a shitty I'm-better-than-you sort of personality.
But I do like Dimitri.

A girl published her video in stips, a cover for Fix You.
Fuck, why am  I hearing this?! CTRL+W!
Oh, already better.
Nice voice, too bad that the song makes me feel like absolute shit all the time.
I just know that I have to visit Gal.
I love her, I care about her (no, you don't, if you really did, you would be there already, you filthy, pathetic, attention-seeking, liar) and I want her back.
I should get my shit together, go get wax stripes, man up, and see her.
Why wax? Because "ew", armpits.

Oh, I guess I'll roughly translate questions and mock them... Because I need entertainment.
And I spelled it fucking right.
One question was "Ughh I really [originally misspelled] want a boyfriend.. But not of these arsses.. The cute ones with the fringe and stuff ughhh"
Which I would be pretty annoyed if there would be a trend of these "very unique" fringes, and there would be flockers, fringers, and the hair style not otherwise specified. (did you just made fun of a serious matter? Yes I fucking did, I also hear alarms occasionally and I get adrenaline rushes so I'm probably losing one calorie at a time, and I also make "blame Israel" jokes, I'm allowed.)
They'll contain premature dreadlocks (there was only one guy with dreadlocks before eighteen that I have spotted), very short hair, very long hair (spotted one under eighteen and one over, both had long black curls), and all of hipster shit that would be.

Wait, Buffy the hoe and arss killer is just twelve? That girl got me impressed!

One asked for metal and rock songs for her 11.5 hour flight.
Uhh... Listen to your own songs, go search for more of the bands you like, and worst-case-scenario you'll hear the same song twice.
After the hellish thing in Italy (how come that there are barely any places with English?!) I just can't listen to most of my songs without using the lyrics. I just can't.

Oh, one asked if there was any girls like her, she's fifteen but she's extremely shy and embarrassed from boys, if a guy would call her, she'd just ignore, and she can't look them in the eyes.
That's really weird.
I'm usually worried if a person who is not supposed to interact with me, breaks the unwritten rule.
If a person that I know, but not well, and we come from very different social groups, I might worry, same with authority, and my bigger family, unless they are my age and we get along, which pretty much means 4 of them, I still want to cut myself over things that I've done that really wouldn't matter for most.

Anyway, there is some bitchy twelver around.
I wonder if she's considering herself to be a teenager just yet.

Oh the girl who asked for rock/metal?
One gave her all of the recent songs that are obviously not what she asked for.
Can't Remember to Forget You.
Burn of Ellie Goulding (she actually has Lights, which everybody knows and I personally love remixes).
Wake Me Up.
Royals.
Timber.

Other one quite helped with The Pretty Reckless and Green Day.
Her father had a surgery in there... Oh...
One gave her plenty of songs, and if you'd ask me, I'd refuse, because I want to drift to sleep calmly, not to be on the verge of fucking tears.
I'm giving you the link, you don't need to know Hebrew, as all of the songs are obviously in English.
Okay, there you go: Link.
I usually give the link as well, but it's one of these seven hundred%D70% sort of thing.
Somebody suggested Numb.

Some motherfucker asked a veganism question.
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! WHAT ARE YOU? AN OFFSPRING OF SATAN?!
Who in sane mind would do such evil act?
Somebody aged 12 said that she starts with drawing, and she asks what she would draw.
People like that shouldn't be serious.
Find your own damn ideas, be creative, think.
I drew a rubbish bin that is shaped like a ghost, that the mouth is the opening, which is really cool, I made a frowning ghost and a smiling ghost.
Somebody asked for simple songs for guitar.
I'm just shocked that people can't google stuff!
There's that great thingy named google, fucking use it.
This is dumber than the Yahoo questions.

There was a question, "How do you get over depression? (And write what you're doing, don't say it just goes away and nothing)".
Which means that hopefully (prays for zeus) we will have a suicidal night!
I just love these nights, each one is from one bitter teenager to another.
Most of them are like... Wow, are you sure that you're not a troll?
Somebody wrote that it happens to them quite often, and they misspelled that.
She tries to be with her family, talk with her mother and think about good stuff in her life, she thinks about funny things that called her? Happened to her, fucking misspell! And watches a really popular comedy show who is so repetitive that it starts to get old.
Another one writes, listens to music, goes to walk around or talk to a friend... It's Three Days!
There were other answers, but I'm just stunned.
Am I the only one who sits in the room (like always, these bean bags are amazing), refuses to interact much, unless it's somebody that I just can't diss off, like Sapir or Yael, and sometimes Dabush, and well I don't know, and I'm also denying the mood as much as possible.
What else... I may draw, or just entertain myself and go along with my humour, sometimes being alone is fun.
You can talk with your very interesting self.

Back to bitchy twelver, she wants to be the most perfect, the prettiest, the smartest, and most talented in the world. And if there's somebody who's better than her then she starts to get jealous and want to be him. She asks what should she do.
I don't understand how can she possibly have so many people that are so better than her.
I'm not sure how can such an envious girl have true friend.
I want to be alike my friends, but I am not jealous, I do wish for being alike it, but not like whiny and it's not fair and bitching about it.
I just don't get plenty of that shit.

Somebody feels more and more depressed as school comes closer (odds for suicidal night is just raising, soon we'll hit jackpot!) and nervous, and sad.. It's really hard for her.. She's super cranky, and she doesn't want to return to a place where she's constantly judge and see people that you don't like, she has good friends, but she still doesn't want to, because it was better to her during summer, she doesn't know what to do.
Now... Dear stips.
I can help, and thank you for being such an ass.
I do too feel that way sometimes, I feel judged, even outside school, but that's just a matter of skin, some of my schoolmates want to...
Wait, somebody gave her shoulder width for asking about hourglass body shape! Darling, it's bust that you need to measure, you need you breast area!
Anyway, I just have one person who I truly despise, which pretty much makes me feel judged and hated, but I'm working on defeating her.
There are others that I hate too, some of them are in my new class, they are just one of these preppy-shitheads who enjoy being with a negative IQ and being shallower than a kiddie pool, and just having their testosterone levels high up, they were fucking happy and cheered when they heard that Gal left for another school.
They hated her for no reason, only a couple of girls accused her (falsely) for hurting me.
The only thing that happened was that I've hurt her.

The same drawer, named Nastia13.
She's twelve, maybe her name is Anastasia or something alike that.
I don't like her.
Somebody said that she drew a crying eye.
They gave a link.
I personally don't like it.
Link
I just think that the eyebrow is too low, unshaped, and the eye itself quite annoys me.

Somebody asked "Everybody here in stips are kids with problems right?".
The lack of comma annoys me.
I don't think that you can consider everyone with puberty as a big problem, but whatever that makes you happy!



Oh fuck, a new wave of neo-nazis in Germany, neo-nazi hipsters.
I just assume that they are a bunch of punky activists who just goes to be "original" and "unique" as they call for death of everyone who isn't blonde with blue eyes and white (or at least, one of these things) and not a christian or atheist or agnostic (and even then just maybe).
It's illegal, so that's why they are doing it.
Fucking hipsters... Hate them, now it has a bigger reason.
I just wish for that Israeli dude that wants to move to Germany will not die.
Oh, the nazis also hated homosexuals.
Now, if they can stereotype people who dress at one way and call them this way, will they kill them?

Anyway, I should worry more about what's going in the middle east now.


Oh! JACKPOT! Ding-ding-ding!
Somebody asks "I cut a lot and I even went today to the hospital and my mum, wants that I'd tell her and it's because of a boy who played me and I'm in love with him how to stop?" and if that's not a good intro for deadly night, then I don't know what is.
I personally think that puberty sucks, and some people are players, you can both love and be angry, and in no time (finger snap to emphasize how quickly that would be) you'd hate him.


OH MY FUCKING GOD.
Thank you zeus!
I FOUND AN ACCOUNT NAMED....
Emo_Girl.
She asked something about "The Fault in Our Stars" which is really overrated and depressing.
I mean, can't we get a cheesy love story who has more chances to exist.
I'm more likely to have an immortal/ angel/ poem-writing aberration/ baker/ demon boyfriend than having cancer, get better, and a guy who's ex died from cancer, fall in love with me and die.
I mean, first book that makes you all go like "Ohh... I wish I had cancer".
She doesn't mention her age, the trustability scale is 74 (of course it'll be this way, being such a stuck up ass-kissing bitch gets you to be this way, and it's true about anybody, and her profile is of a blue tumblr dude, or girl) and she's quite new.
I assume she's eleven.

Anyway, I wanted to share with you something that I have about five years to think about.
Find a place, where you can cut, and it'll be almost completely hidden while having sex.
And I'm now going to open my book to find you the way Roman described it.
Shag your bleedin' hearts out!
I think that I'm going to use it when my friends will lose their oh-so precious virginity.
To be honest, I'd probably use it until I'd forget about it.

I have a pentagram drawn on my thigh, with a red pen, having the five letters to mean "bullshit".
Seems legit.

You know what would be better than learning the bible all over again? If we will practice Jewish magic and spells and all of that wonderful things.
And yes, maybe learn about Lilith? Even though that I have no idea where it was in the bible, but why not?
She joined "Satan" because she's not god/Adam's bitch.


I finally got off the hook, and I'm stipsing once again.
Have fun lovelies, I got two days until school arrives... This homework going to be hell!