I hate waking up late-early.
And I really want now to cry, cut, or just fall asleep again.
Sadly, I got school today, so I have to suck it up and go on.
At least I know that in a couple of hours, Rosh Hashana's holiday starts again, four days of silence, and then around six days of studying [and suffering] and then Yom Kippur, and as always, I'd think endlessly about My Pro Ana, but I'd try to read one of the two books that I need to read because we have an assignment.
That's another thing that's annoying about school, you should raise kids who want to read, not force kids to read! If you force them, it's a punishment for them, and quite a bad association.
I like reading, of course I enjoy it, but does it mean that I like reading everything? Or everything you allow? Absolutely no.
If I just waited with these great books I finished around a month or two ago...
But I guess that I'm out of the good books, and all that remains are holocaust themed, or the immigration waves [known also as "Aliyah"], or teen love, combined with some death.
I'd rather to read Michael Grant's books, I would love to read "Gone", just the whole thing seems amazing, and that would be a dystopian without too much awful distractions or actions.
It's six thirty seven pm, about twelve hours after the last paragraph.
Today I'm starting the Rosh Hashana holiday.
Praise the lord, Zeus.
I don't know why I like zeus... Maybe it's his frequent mating with mortals.
I also like some god from Hawaiian mythology, it's beautiful.
It's a tale about a god that fell in love with a mortal, and so he could be with her, he transformed into a farmer, and married her, after years, a great hunger fell on the village, and he couldn't see his family starving any longer, so he told his wife that he can end this but it'd mean that she'd never see him again, she disagreed until her children started to starve, and then he buried himself in the ground, for days over days his wife cried over his body, and from there a plant grew.
It's that breadfruit tale.
Truly lovely.
Why doesn't Judaism have these cool stuff, all we get is incestous rape and a battle between two people, each bringing six males and six females, creating twentyfour warriors, very similar to The Hunger Games, the "capitol" was the two in charge, they came from different rulers, it was pretty odd.
Damn it Judaism, I swear to you, people hate the Jews just because of our uninteresting and unentertaining tales.
WE DON'T EVEN HAVE A HELL.
Wait, but we did have this place, where "sinners" [or simply, not Jews. And don't you dare give me that Jews are so XYZ, because every religion has it!] sacrificed their infants and toddlers, and burnt their corpses.
Yeah! Bible bitches!
Oh, and several people in the Judah kingdom!
That's the nation that I'm supposed or said to be from.
Cool.
That means that if it's accurate enough, then I'm a descendant of baby-killers!
FUCK.
Baby killers!
I understand now all of these things that leaded to pogroms.
And we also use blood for our Matzo.
Just in case that you wondered.
Oh, by the way wonder, I need to check up on the wanderers.
Fuck, I can't find where they called the planets in the solar system as...
Found it.
Oh, and did you know that the Jewish hell is actually just a sinner place that was mentioned in the bible and it's in Jerusalem?
I always hated Jerusalem... Now I know why!
There's a reason why I called it hell.
I feel like I deserve a really huge self high five.
No, a high five round!
I found hell.
My Linkin Park shirt is folded nicely and is lying upside down on my tv.
I'm a mess, in every single way.
Wait... Maybe there's one that I'm not it.
By the way, I just got reminded of math, disappointment, subjects that will matter in life and science... And it instantly turned up to this brochure I got from the Tel Aviv University [being in a gifted program and counted as one in the Education Ministry has benefits], there was "Chemistry" among the options.
And I can give you exactly why Chemistry is very important and why I like it so much and find in interesting.
Synthetic drugs.
Also known as, "Designer Drugs".
I see know from some reason Frank Iero's interview with Zuke Smith.
And a couple of wonderful things came up in my life.
Are there any boys, arriving to the age of thirteen, that go to a vocal trainer [?] for their Bar Mitzvah... uh... reading [?] thing?
I know that while reading the bible, there is a specific form of "singing" it and all of that wonderful thing, so why not? Even though that there are different "singing style" [I don't know how to call it!] for each place, Ashkenazis, Yemenites, Spanish, Ethiopians, and maybe other Easterners [Yemenites are considered as ones] from Arabic cou.... Oh wait, they are from Iraq, they are called Iraqis or Bablis.
The rabbi that died recently and was very important was a babli.
Just like my grandmother from my father's side.
But Yemenites are considered as the ones who kept tradition at it's best form [hair flick] and I assume it's a side effect of a substance abuse.
Gat.
My dad once took it, I missed it but I was informed that for once, in the past thirteen years, he was calm near the children!
My dad returns from the reserve duties with his hair black again.
His hair turns white when he's nervous for a long while.
I still need to grow Gat.
It's quite hard to get the thing when you don't have any to turn to.
I guess that I'm alright, at least it's not something important.
It's just a legal drug.
See it as another herbal medication that nobody considered as a light/hard drug yet.
When an internet friend that you care about [omri, that troublemaker I told you about] cuts himself even though that he has a blood problem that means he could die, and he wants to go to sleep and you're just... Helpless.
I wanted to tell you more about things that happened today.
Really exciting things... Things that make me happy..
He leaves.
I won't be surprised if tomorrow, in the news, another suicide would rise up.
You know... My Chemical Romance's The Ghost Of You [silenced, for the sake of sanity] makes me wonder if in the U.S. Army, do they have a military band?
Oh wait, they do.
I wonder if they have the stigma of our bands.
Resting all day, doing nothing.
Which nothing means less than what the Radio ones are doing.
Oh, and they suffer every once in a while for some event.
Our previous president's birthday or something was celebrated with their singing.
He's too old to care.
And every once in a while, he releases cool viral videos!
This time, his life after his presidence hood, looking for a job.
He was in the employment service, and then he was a gas filler, security guard, a grocery store clerk, and many more that I forgot.
His previous one was for his new facebook account.
It was really catchy.
"Be my friend, for peace.... I wanna [yes, slang] hear you voice..."
I think his granddaughter or something does that with him.
And I really want now to cry, cut, or just fall asleep again.
Sadly, I got school today, so I have to suck it up and go on.
At least I know that in a couple of hours, Rosh Hashana's holiday starts again, four days of silence, and then around six days of studying [and suffering] and then Yom Kippur, and as always, I'd think endlessly about My Pro Ana, but I'd try to read one of the two books that I need to read because we have an assignment.
That's another thing that's annoying about school, you should raise kids who want to read, not force kids to read! If you force them, it's a punishment for them, and quite a bad association.
I like reading, of course I enjoy it, but does it mean that I like reading everything? Or everything you allow? Absolutely no.
If I just waited with these great books I finished around a month or two ago...
But I guess that I'm out of the good books, and all that remains are holocaust themed, or the immigration waves [known also as "Aliyah"], or teen love, combined with some death.
I'd rather to read Michael Grant's books, I would love to read "Gone", just the whole thing seems amazing, and that would be a dystopian without too much awful distractions or actions.
It's six thirty seven pm, about twelve hours after the last paragraph.
Today I'm starting the Rosh Hashana holiday.
Praise the lord, Zeus.
I don't know why I like zeus... Maybe it's his frequent mating with mortals.
I also like some god from Hawaiian mythology, it's beautiful.
It's a tale about a god that fell in love with a mortal, and so he could be with her, he transformed into a farmer, and married her, after years, a great hunger fell on the village, and he couldn't see his family starving any longer, so he told his wife that he can end this but it'd mean that she'd never see him again, she disagreed until her children started to starve, and then he buried himself in the ground, for days over days his wife cried over his body, and from there a plant grew.
It's that breadfruit tale.
Truly lovely.
Why doesn't Judaism have these cool stuff, all we get is incestous rape and a battle between two people, each bringing six males and six females, creating twentyfour warriors, very similar to The Hunger Games, the "capitol" was the two in charge, they came from different rulers, it was pretty odd.
Damn it Judaism, I swear to you, people hate the Jews just because of our uninteresting and unentertaining tales.
WE DON'T EVEN HAVE A HELL.
Wait, but we did have this place, where "sinners" [or simply, not Jews. And don't you dare give me that Jews are so XYZ, because every religion has it!] sacrificed their infants and toddlers, and burnt their corpses.
Yeah! Bible bitches!
Oh, and several people in the Judah kingdom!
That's the nation that I'm supposed or said to be from.
Cool.
That means that if it's accurate enough, then I'm a descendant of baby-killers!
FUCK.
Baby killers!
I understand now all of these things that leaded to pogroms.
And we also use blood for our Matzo.
Just in case that you wondered.
Oh, by the way wonder, I need to check up on the wanderers.
Fuck, I can't find where they called the planets in the solar system as...
Found it.
Oh, and did you know that the Jewish hell is actually just a sinner place that was mentioned in the bible and it's in Jerusalem?
I always hated Jerusalem... Now I know why!
There's a reason why I called it hell.
I feel like I deserve a really huge self high five.
No, a high five round!
I found hell.
My Linkin Park shirt is folded nicely and is lying upside down on my tv.
I'm a mess, in every single way.
Wait... Maybe there's one that I'm not it.
By the way, I just got reminded of math, disappointment, subjects that will matter in life and science... And it instantly turned up to this brochure I got from the Tel Aviv University [being in a gifted program and counted as one in the Education Ministry has benefits], there was "Chemistry" among the options.
And I can give you exactly why Chemistry is very important and why I like it so much and find in interesting.
Synthetic drugs.
Also known as, "Designer Drugs".
I see know from some reason Frank Iero's interview with Zuke Smith.
And a couple of wonderful things came up in my life.
Are there any boys, arriving to the age of thirteen, that go to a vocal trainer [?] for their Bar Mitzvah... uh... reading [?] thing?
I know that while reading the bible, there is a specific form of "singing" it and all of that wonderful thing, so why not? Even though that there are different "singing style" [I don't know how to call it!] for each place, Ashkenazis, Yemenites, Spanish, Ethiopians, and maybe other Easterners [Yemenites are considered as ones] from Arabic cou.... Oh wait, they are from Iraq, they are called Iraqis or Bablis.
The rabbi that died recently and was very important was a babli.
Just like my grandmother from my father's side.
But Yemenites are considered as the ones who kept tradition at it's best form [hair flick] and I assume it's a side effect of a substance abuse.
Gat.
My dad once took it, I missed it but I was informed that for once, in the past thirteen years, he was calm near the children!
My dad returns from the reserve duties with his hair black again.
His hair turns white when he's nervous for a long while.
I still need to grow Gat.
It's quite hard to get the thing when you don't have any to turn to.
I guess that I'm alright, at least it's not something important.
It's just a legal drug.
See it as another herbal medication that nobody considered as a light/hard drug yet.
When an internet friend that you care about [omri, that troublemaker I told you about] cuts himself even though that he has a blood problem that means he could die, and he wants to go to sleep and you're just... Helpless.
I wanted to tell you more about things that happened today.
Really exciting things... Things that make me happy..
He leaves.
I won't be surprised if tomorrow, in the news, another suicide would rise up.
You know... My Chemical Romance's The Ghost Of You [silenced, for the sake of sanity] makes me wonder if in the U.S. Army, do they have a military band?
Oh wait, they do.
I wonder if they have the stigma of our bands.
Resting all day, doing nothing.
Which nothing means less than what the Radio ones are doing.
Oh, and they suffer every once in a while for some event.
Our previous president's birthday or something was celebrated with their singing.
He's too old to care.
And every once in a while, he releases cool viral videos!
This time, his life after his presidence hood, looking for a job.
He was in the employment service, and then he was a gas filler, security guard, a grocery store clerk, and many more that I forgot.
His previous one was for his new facebook account.
It was really catchy.
"Be my friend, for peace.... I wanna [yes, slang] hear you voice..."
I think his granddaughter or something does that with him.
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