Fat-fat-fat.

I want to meet with Shai.
He's eighteen, loveable, tender, tempting, and somehow accepts me.
I know, I'm a fool.
Thirteen and eighteen? What were you thinking?!
I don't know, I just love him, it's not easily explainable and it's hard to pinpoint exactly why, but I'm attracted to him.



This evening my grandmother told me I gained weight.
Guess who is going to take it very hard?
Ummhmm, that's right, this girl.

I wish I would die tonight.