Friday, March 29, 2013

Oh... Furbs


Yeah! Furby is in the house!
So I didn't got what I supposed to get because they did not sended it to the apartment so when my cousin went to the station they said that they send it to the sender!
It was the regular big teal one so for now my dad bought me cheaper furby from Toys'R'Us and it's the puple party rocker.
I really like it but it's now without it's batteries because it pissed of my dad (no wonder why.) and now I miss him!
So the worst thing *NOT A REVIEW* is that everytime I use the furby and/or the furby app it's doing high sounds (like mosquito sounds) and it's annoying so much! It's like shocking your ear.


So today I ate sushi, and in Israel I hate sushi and here I loved it! I took something I thought that would be without seaweed (norri) and it called the american style but it's just sushi that the rice its outside.
I ate one with wassabi and wassabi is like green fire on your tongue.



I have what what? 20 bucks What what? 20 bucks What what? 20 bucks What what? 20 bucks What what? 20 bucks What what? 20 bucks and 2 cents!

So after getting the furby I went to my uncle named Jacob but you say it Yakov.
And he have russian wife (really cute!) and a girl 5 year old who  is adorable! and I can't wait to see her again!


So now I want to brag (other people hate it, I love it!) that I did on Tap Tap Revenge 4 the song "Sing" by My Chemical Romance on the hard level with all the taps in perfect row!
And the funny things that I suck on medium and awful in easy and I'm practicing on being good on extreme but I'm the best on songs I like on hard!




So about MCR (I hope you'll understand) I really like Bulletproof Heart and Planetary (Go!) and SCARECROW and Destroya and.You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison and I'm Not Okay (I Promise) and The Ghost Of You and Cemetery Drive and Dead


So here's a picture from amazon of my furby!

I think he likes you!

So I'll be more emo-depressed-annoyed-annoying-myself when I'm back home (on Monday)!
So the new China reader... BE PREPARED!
Wo shi yiselie ren OUT!

Thursday, March 28, 2013

MCR


I hope you know who is MCR.
Because until I get to knew to the band, it's gone.
And I'm like "Why on the earth would you do that?" they were successful so I'll cant get it.
They never were in Israel so they don't have a reason to.
Maybe it's just new band will come (and it will not be Black Veil Brides, I used to love them but it's not the same) and I know already two, one of the guy who got from my cousin (where we staying at) roommate sublet (I can't explain it) is a band member and a family member is a drummer! (he's 30 so... It's kinda cool because he and his wife adopted a baby from Guatemala and he have cool dad!)


So what I did today?
But going to statue of liberty (Lady Liberty), cool restaurant [I can't spell this word so it taking a forever], and a lot of walking.
Me and my dad get into a cool sore and bought the bug robot, then to J&R and bought like paper holders, then to Toys'R'Us and we got LAZER TAG! and then to eat soup.
Tonight we're going to a movie!


So I've got a really cool candy from Toys'R'Us it's Mario mushroom (red) that you take the cap and there's small mushroom shaped candies!
YAY!


So I'm really annoyed because I'm posting and it's not publishing and it's pissing of because I can't tell you tons of stuff!


So Today near the Brooklyn Bridge I took an amazing photo so if you want to see it it's a seagull and you can see it in my instagram (you don't need to follow, it's really unnecessary) it's called dvasha and that's it.
You don't even need to like or comment just be cool and see it and if you really want to make a sad fan because she didn't got her furby (yet) like it!

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Dreaming

I had three dreams in one cycle.
The first dream were about dreaming (dream in a dream) about long lost dream where were zombies! At the first time I dreamt it we (the humans) won, in the replay* we died on the start because the train worked and it brought many zombies.
Then in the same topic -and the same dream- I've somehow got to be in a something like the city -of the zombies- from the movie "Warm Bodies" [I loved this movie] and it were the city were before the huge wall that blocked zombies.
I died.
And when I dreamt about it I even dreamt that I'm waking up and my dad tells me it's nothing and then zombie came and bwahawah…


Second dream it were about doing some school project that me and another 3 guys did and we did it in the park -our park is in the smaller then our MacDonalds- and the one guy got ran over.
And then it were a slumber party in Maya Gluzberg house.
And I couldn't leave the other guys one waited for his mom and the other just were a -word for describing one who afraid to walk home alone-.
So I finally was bored and sick of it so I left like the first one.
Then when I'm entering to Maya's yard, my mom calls me and saying that they were suppose to pick me up but someone didn't let them.


+++I hope you've been with me long enough so you could now who didn't let+++


So I went in to her room and I asked where my clothes. They didn't answer, I asked again, maya ds signed me with her eyes on the window and the one who didn't let.
I looked through everywhere to make it look real, and then through the window.
My clothes were there on the ground.
I asked maya g to capture it what goon to happen.
I asked the one who didn't let and the same one who fell the clothes.
She said complete answer.
I asked her why.
She didn't answer me.
I asked if she want to hit me.
And complete the sentence before she started "what stopping you?".
Then she hit me and it were all capture, even that I started to hit her.

Here I'm thinking how can someone be afraid from just a fat human.

My friend -Yali- is calling me gorilla, it's a joke since everyone used to insult me and called me a monkey I've decided monkeys are too simple for this well-evoluted-gorilla and that's my nickname if you want to laugh with me and not on me.

I'm not afraid from her, she's from me.
I don't care about her, she cares for me.
She want me as her friend. She'll stay my enemy.



So for being kind I'm recommending the book Matched (I've got it in Hebrew an the second one in English) and the book named a little book of cherished poems from Kay Anne Carson.
My favorite and the first were on page 113 named "summer days".

Thursday, March 14, 2013

One day.


I feel something I can' describe.
It's changing everytime I'm alive.
When saying the words "talk","with" and "you" I feel like I'm going to throw up, and I feel like I'm about to die, and I feel like my systems are shutting down slowly.
And when I'm looking at her I'm mad, I am ready to kill. I am ready to see blood from white body (I'm so lucky that I'm black, so that line work).
Then, when I cry there's few options, to yell, to shut.

So I'm sorry, I'm really sorry.
I'm sorry because I'm not honest with you.
I'm not telling every piece of my life.

So what happened I can tell you shortly.
Yesterday, I Maya (the awful bully-bitch) told to Yuval (guy) the story, which is the worst thing to do, the DEVIL itself thinks it's something that even hell can't except.
So I said -obviously- "Thank you very much. Maya" On very deep convincing sarcastic voice.
Then like a baby, well baby isn't describing it enough, imagine insecure girl who can't solve her own problems, a girl who needs on every little hard situation a help.
So she insulted from me saying "You ruined my life".
I don't care from her anymore.


The only thing that I miss to is Gal, I can't wait to be with her.
We're like mermaid man and barnacle boy.


Tomorrow at night I will be n London!
And then on Monday I'll be in New York until April's fools.


I'll talk later.
Bye!


And the thing that baby couldn't describe can be named from now Qope.

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Circles.


Remember (or not) that when I read Twilight, I couldn't stop thinking of it.
Now I'm thinking I'm sinking for a new one, bigger and more terrible.
The name is "LIFE" and I don't want to be in this circle.
There is anarchy, there is chaos, there is devils dressed as hookers, there is pain. But somehow, there is between them all there are angels, angels that might seem like as the main monsters in horror films, but they'll discover as angels, after you see they're wings, you see they're no more then just puppets, beautiful puppets of these devils.

So shortly, I'm defiantly not ready for growing up.


I have something pretty shocking I saw, overnight I've got 11  views!

Want to see?

Pageviews by Countries

Graph of most popular countries among blog viewers
EntryPageviews
Germany
12
Brazil
1
China
1
Egypt
1
France
1


Okay, Germany watched me a lot so I'm proud of bringing friend! (or not).

I like Brazil so thank you so much! I had a lesson (in the program) and they thought us the dance named "Capoeira" and remember the girl who used to be my best friend at kindergarten and then Daniel (Taylo) stole her? She's from Brazil.

China, I wanted to go to China to my Bat-mitzvah  but, I picked U.S. because it's easier to find kosher food,  and I just don't know well the language so, bummer.
Now I know how to say "Shanghai is very beautiful" in Chinese! "Shanghai hen mei" !

Now I'm surprised, Egypt?
Okay I have few things to say, Passover is close and we're gonna talk about of when our grand-grand-grand-grand-grand-grandfathers came out to freedom, so remember the 8th plague? plague of locusts, it came back. And I'm sorry for what happened, now we spraying everywhere, I saw some where I live so, I know that now it's terrible in you area.

France, I really want to learn this language! I'll gonna learn it and/or Arabic in middle school so probably I'll write in your language! And I saw many french people in my city and you are looking... Israeli as much as possible.
And your Eurodisney in Paris is so much fun!
Next time I'll come I'm going to Eiffel tower.




I've gotta go!
Bye!

Monday, March 11, 2013

Psycho!


"And I'm so sorry it's not like me" It's a line from Christina's song, Sad Song.
And for some long news, I have found the tears.
They were stuck, just now I let them go.
Seriously, how many gallons I've had there, they are ready also now.
And guess what my teacher did?
Changed my seat.
To where?
To Maya "Pure assholenss bulliesness" S.
And I hate her.
I hate and hate is a big word, I don't dislike her, I HATE HER.

Her mom is a psycho who told my parents.
Now I can't even be in m room but sleeping and dressing, I can't draw or watch TV in my room.
I ca't even stay in my home alone.
I feel really retarded.
Do you know how to feel retarded?
I know what stupidity and a little of retardness when I'm in the genius school because I missed some Chinese lessons but no more then it.
Now I feel like a baby in mature society.

The worst were the pretending of me and her psycho mother at Sunday (if you still didn't get it, we have everyday school but Saturday), she asked me if everything okay, and I answered yes.
If I had courage I'd probably say:

"Why are you pretending?! Because of you I'm like it! You has ruined my life!! Because of you I wanna die!!"

Or any alike.
She seriously should die.
And I'm not trolling, she raised a bully and ruined a life (and probably many more), she's against reality.

What do I mean by reality?
"PEACE" BETWEEN ARABS AND ISRAEL PEOPLE NEVER GONNA HAPPEN.
And I mean never like "Fetch" because fetch is never gonna happen.


I don't know what to do or say so...

Goodbye.

-this goodbye aren't forever! I'm NOT suiciding!-

Saturday, March 9, 2013

What now

I feel nothing.
I'm just an unemotional robot.
Answering without any muscle in its face to move.
I want to let go my chakras, I want energy to flow.
In Blue Moon and Shadowlands it worked quite well for Damen and Ever.

So today I watched with my mom "Beautiful Creatures" and I won't tell you the ending.

So as said in Beautiful Creatures (also in the trailer) in our language there's things we can't explain with words, like my emotions.

I can tell you that I have no idea what's happen tomorrow.
All I know that on the 11th I'm going to the doctor, probably to get a therapist.
I feel like the smallest thing can break me down.

And I'm going to London on the 15th and on the 18 to New York.
They give me everything, EVERYTHING. And what I give back? Pain? Mini-heart-attack?

Maybe letting go chakras would be hard then I thought.
What now?

I don't have any privacy anymore, no longer.
From now the post would be barely edited.
Because I can't say all of it where my parents can look.
I don't even allowed to hide my Facebook anymore.


I still remember the line from some movie with a Peck guy that the cool girl writes on hangman:
"Life is bitch and then you die"
I can't

Friday, March 8, 2013

Missing 2.


A note (from PlainText app)  from the morning:

She came to class.
Now is the only time I let myself use this word.
SHIT.
And her acting -dropping hard her chair in the not appropriate way- showed me exactly what I needed. 
A BULLY.

A little later note (from Spiral notebook paper):

I guess I'll never have a pair.
Not real and not metaphorical.
LIFE SUCKS.
I can't stand one bitch and a group of them.
The tayls with the taylos and the MANIPULATIVE-BITCH-BULLY-BLONDE!
She makes tomboys look bad.
And I hate her.
With capital H.
Now the hoeness effecting me.
JUST GREAT.
I can't believe it.
She bulling my friends.
They forgive. (Why?!)
She stealing my goo.
And she's nice to the hoes.
She ruin the image of tomboys.
And she want to be my friend.
NO!
And if I had Balls I'd tell her.
But since I don't have a pair...
Pregnant Me! *screw is a bad word!
 
So what the fub is happened today?
Well she came and slammed her chair with her bag.
After it about at 10 o'clock she said "X(name of a guy)X I found the new shit!"
And she showed a goo, that were just like mine.
And guess what I couldn't find at the same minute?
MY GOO!
The goo she had in her hand WAS MINE.
Then after the Zumba (because it were the sports week) dance when the bitches came to our class.
SHE GAVE IT TO THEM.

I hate this girl.
I think that it's better to ignore her and tell her through Facebook.
Right?
Well if I won't do it on sunday I'll do it now.
I'll do it now and stay with a vagina.
No balls, no pride. Just one less fake friend.

So I'm going to do it.
Keep reading for infomation!

Ok I just send a messege.

Maya I need to talk.

Nice weekend.


Thursday, March 7, 2013

My "best friend" is a bully



So tomorrow I'll probably have to talk.
And Ill probably be socially high or socially dead.

So I didn't do much today.
My life is just a strange routine of school, food, socialize, sleep, wi-fi.
I think its because I'm getting it that Itay don't love me, and how my mom says in English:

It's the end, my friend.

So I kinda like this new design.
And guess what?
I HAVE 1000 NIS!
I have such an awesome grandma.
And that's.... 286 dollars...
But in Israel it's a lot, and I really want to purchase albums and support bands and alike.
But I'll probably spend it on billions pieces of pure crap.
I really want iPhone but it's about 4500 nis here.
So...


I really want to do stuff on youtube and Ill start (hopefully) WITH THIS BLOG.
Just if you want anything to change or decide on, comment.

Please!!


And that was a really-pretty-please.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Bore.

Hey, I used to get bullied a lot last year, and in many other years.
It mostly started because my skin tone which is dark.
Since the girls who are now popular that were viscous to me and dragged it with the girls in my class.

At the end of the 4th grade two popular girls -in my class- asked me to do a makeover.
I did from tomboy to a girly.

After few months I confessed to my friend that I like him, it

dragged me to be the main target.
It kept rolling when I did a false Facebook to mess with one of my "creators" and it just gone wrong.
The whole city knew my name and did everything to make my
humiliation worse.

After a month another false Facebook account brought to the world and everyone blamed it on me.
The Facebook account start to talk with me, and my friends -creators- told me it is their friend so I chatter with "her".
After the realizing that's a fake account everyone in the area mocked me, I've gain comments like
"Dvash, if you want friends, it's not the way to get them."
Or,
"Who is this?" and the answer that everyone gave to each other were,
"Dvash."

Now I'm in the 6th grade and it's still running sometimes, when people remind me it, I CRY.
But none of these bullies ever know how I feel, because after all, I'm just the victim.

I've started to cut myself on the wrist this year because I couldn't take it any longer.
No one knows I cause all of these signs on my arms.

Even at middle school that I'm heading to, everyone knows and will keep reminding me something I've never did.


I posted it to some page on Facebook.
If my friends will read it.
I don't know what will happen.

So, remember that I wanted to not be a friend of Maya?
SHE DIDN'T CAME TO SCHOOL SINCE THE DAY I'VE DECIDED.

And everyday I build so hard a confidence to say it and bam I don't have how to use it.

I feel awful and I feel like my friends made from cards. House of Cards.
They are strong and stay up for me, but sometimes they are standing for others.


So I don't have much to say.
I just want to jump of bridge to a train rails and get hit by it.

JUST LIVE LONG AND LOVE HARD.

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Stupid congrats


So now I kinda organized the mess I had and I put the "card" that all the girls got from the boys from the Bat-mitzvah thingy.
So in this "card" They've wrote 12 things that they're wishing to us.
I barely liked it.
I loved that they gave to us their numbers (Itay!!) But the wishes it's all the curses for me.

I'll start:
1. Be popular.

I don't want any popularity, I only want to trust my tiny friend circle that I keep away from bullies and popular guys.

2. And always fashionable.

I have my own style, including white t's, short jeans, and shoes because when I dance and do my thing flip-flops and sandals are very likely to torn apart.

3. Be loved by all.

Doesn't sound so good, it sad and high the rates for suicide, because you've been loved and cared and caring with it including high expectations, and when you disappointing all you feel awful.

4. Be always first.

Well... I got period first and it's not heaven on earth!
It destroyed the ski vacation!

5. Get tons of gift.

Mama nature gave me it.
Mama nature is sick in mind.
And gift of a friend can suck.

6. And always feel good.

If you'll always feel good, how can you appreciate it without any sadness or pain?

7. Blossom like roses.

Huh?
I have sharp comebacks but not spikes!

8. Succeed in school.

Okay...

9. Have a lot of joy.

My reaction is the same like on 6.

10. A lot of health and fitness.

I can leave with my fatness as fine as with skinny!

11. Congratulations and a lot of wishes.

Wishes is dreams.
Dreams isn't reality.
I need reality.

12. Friendshiply (?) from all the boys.

Thank you?



So I'm not that nice but I still got contact info...
So HORAY!

Today and yesterday I printed 3 lyrics.
Those are beautiful.
You can get a copy if you want.
It's for these songs:

FALLEN ANGELS by BLACK VEIL BRIDES
IN THE END by BLACK VEIL BRIDES
BLACK ROSES by ESCONDIDO.


Here are bad quality photos!

You see that's some words are highlighted?
Those are my favorite lines!

Lines.


I feel like a dude before he says to the girl he likes that he likes her.
I know now all the questions flying into their head.
And I don't know what to do, in these case you seriously don't know what could happen so you can't relax.
I don't know what she'll do, she have too many options that I'm not prepared for.
It's not like confessing and then the worst option is the whole area knows, laughs, and she saying no.
or if thinking of it, maybe if she say yes and you've being laughed and the whole are knows is worst?
And the greatest is that she likes you too and yay-happy-nappy-story -ending.
But standing against bully that is your friend and you have to make it clear to him that you no longer want their company.

I'm so terrified.
I don't think I can do it.
But I have to.
Just what I'll say?
"Maya, I think you started to being not nice to others, you acting like you're a bully, and I'm sorry but I don't want you as my friend anymore."
Sounds simple, easy, understandable.
Or maybe it's not right?
"Maya, I don't want to be your friend anymore, you have started to be rude and I don't want it as a personality of my friend."
Jee, sounds like something for a movie.
I'll go on the first one.

So I see now the scars.
It did helped me, I did fall asleep after it.
But I'm still tired.
I need sleep, I'm not sleeping good at nights.
I'm sleeping at 10:30 pm because I'm stressed and tired.
And waking up at 6 am because being stressed.

So she'll better let me say it to her, because I think I'm starting to more then dislike her, I'm hating her!
Maybe the her look led her wrong.
She's blonde and with weird eyes, like he other class.
SHE IS JUST LIKE THE OTHER CLASS.
No I know who will probably bully me in middle school.
Kindergarten: Shay
Preschool: Daniel
School: Everyone who could.
Middle school: Maya (?)


Would you?

I just understand Black Veil Brides -I'm also against shortcuts because it makes languages dumber-
 SO understand the bullied once.

Monday, March 4, 2013

Black Roses


Today I went to a bar-mitzvah.
It's of  my cousin, and it's 4 hours of being in car. at 8 am.

So yesterday we're some "ceremony" of our class about being older. (I'm the worst translator EVER).
And it was lame.
So  really wanted to bury myself from shame.

But I'm not really happy to say that today, Maya (s) bullied my friend Maya (d.s) to tears, I didn't were caring for a piss from her, she almost passed out and when even the bullied girl were care.
And yesterday, night, I had to talk to that bitch!
I'll hope I'll get the balls o tell her it was awful and I'm sorry but I hate people who act like that to another and everything is okay after i, while it's not. So I'm sorry and I can't be your friend.
I hope I'll grow a pair until tomorrow.
I can't stand people bulling.

It has killed before it, it will kill anytime.
The best ad worst example of bulling on teenagers is r.i.p. Amanda Todd.
Look what this cruelty has done?!
But the thing is, that she's not alone.
More then 4000 teens and tweens suiciding from bulling per year.

I want to have black rose.
Why?
I don't know, sounds inspiring type of flower, flower of love in dark color, a flower that doesn't exist in nature.
I want to have one.
I even know how.
Put black color (ink or the one that eatable) in water with rose in he same vase.
So beautiful.
I'll have a garden with black roses some day.
I'll put roses in the garden and put in their water black color.
Maybe I'll do for each rose another color.

I need to do something about my lame life.
I saw a blog named BlackRoses.blogspot.com and there is no posts in it.
Just read the description.
I'll hope this girl -or boy- start writing.
They sound like soulmates.


So only for being nice:
Check the app "InstaFrame" I love it!
Next post include the images from these app.
Another thing:
Get to hear the song "Black Roses" by Escondido I think it's beautiful.

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Shortest.


I'll always want to be something I'm not, until I'll decide it's not the right thing for me.

Now I;m trying a mix of punk & emo.
Like the mix of the music, the style is a little inspired from tomboy.
The art and alike is anime drawing and expressing as the same way.
So the inspiration from the punk side is the ties -that I like to wear- and safety pins the I found really pretty.

I'm so nervous that  next year I'm going to middle-freaking-school.
I don't know how to be there!
I don't know a thing.
And there's so much things.
What if there's no cliques like me?
What if everyone will try to be popular?
What if there would be a mistake and I'll be stuck at the popular class?
The chances isn't high rated but there is a chance.


So I'm really afraid to be a joke.
But I know I'll do whatever I'll want anyway.
So, Nice Sunday. 

Not A Chance.


One minute ago the screen of my iPhone broke.
It's iPhone 3gs white, 16 gb.
The crack came from the bed.
My bed height is 1.70 meters.
 Now there's a big crack in the middle, thanks to the lame unkeeping case.

I'm supposed to go to New-York in two weeks.
And I wanted to go to the apple store, hoping my dad buy me a Iphone 4 or 4s.
Now, what's the chance?

I can't believe it!
I just putted my iPhone next to me while it searched the song "Knives & Pens" that I started to like.


I even can't make my day happier, I feel like it's a funeral.
There's a tradition (I don't know if still doing it) in the Jewish funeral not eating for a week -or day-.


So I don't have an idea for what now.
Just acting like a wimp.

Friday, March 1, 2013

Nerd.



So today the whole two classes visit our future middle school.
Unfortunately, it means that the Tayl and the Tayls arrive.
So it were good because I barely needed to breath the same air with them.

We started at the trip ed -I don't how to call it- and we maid so pitas and we ate it with chocolate.
Then we did some bridge/don't-touch-the-floor/tire and a stick game.
Then we went for coded language, and because I finished fast I did the fun tire&stick game for like 30 rounds.
After lunch, we go to learn science, to get a taste of what we are about to learn.
So, I knew almost everything. And I've been called nerd from my friend -Yali-.
Then, we went to their library, which pissed me off because they had THE HUNGER GAMES and probably they had also Twilight. We have only Twilight, the single book Twilight.

So at the library we got option to ask the 9th graders questions about the school.
Lucky us! we can wear flip-flops wedges heels and put nail polish and make up!
In elementary we can't.

So another lucky us, the lessons are by you're level.
I LOVE IT!
Why, and how dare I to love school?
Because if it actually learning me and teaching me, I'm not getting bored because it's so interesting.


Remember the promises?
I want to start the free business.
I'll do logos and give ideas for free with special way.
You'll be the first to know.

I'm Google plusing so tommorow (2/3) on 12:00 noon -of london- check "Dvash Abarbanel" and join to my circles and join the hangout when it's time.
You can also start with me whenever you want.


Bluetayls & Berrypoison showing their official nail art
Just who I am
Poison writer







Happy birthday Justin Bieber!

Steps.


Today I'm going to school.
At school we leaving to another school.
MIDDLE SCHOOL!

I can't wait to see it!
When I was at the second grade I visited therer all the time because I had the genius program for a year there.

I really want to see how they are organizing, about cliques and where the popular guys mostly hang out (so I could easily avoid).
I want to find people like me.
So I could learn from them.



Another thing to tell you about and some tips included (Yes.Yes, I'm that awesome.)
So one of the girls in our Ram (6th grade-8th grade rama -genius program) did a makeover.
Instead wearing long trainings and crocks and not -you-know-how t-shirts she wore something beautiful that matched her body figure (she's a fat) and this is how it looked.
She wore red plaid t-shirt (liked!)
Short jeans (liked!)
And under them Tights (likeder!)
Allstars (cool...)
AND BLACK GEEK CHIC GLASSES! (died from epicness by a makeover.)
But she wore also red lipstick that didn't matched the plaid shirt.


So the for a makeover are:


  1. Be sure that is what you want to be.
    It's can be everything that you can afford.
  2. Start from your things.
    Go to your closet and check if there's something that people can used to before you're too much.
  3. Try to talk or do things with the people like the makeover subject is.
    Watch videos, make them laugh, anything is an option.
  4. Keep that way.
    It's that easy. 

So why am I not recommending it? Because it's hard  and it's makes you tired and forget who you are.
I'm now decided to open my real me and now I'm talking and laughing and getting SMARTER from the geeks, those kids are so awesome and cool if you learn to meet them.
And I also have friends that staying sometimes there and it's fun because I'm working on two social group at once!
I'm solving math problems as a competition when the judge is my friend and the other player is my old best friend.
I'm talking about Slender and talking about horror movies and just movies with guys that have to say about it, because THEY ARE NOT AFRAID TO BE THE REAL THEM!
I'm learning English through my friend who writes them because she rode a book and some words were hard and she teaches me them.
I'm finding new ways to win at Black Ops 2 Zombies because of them.

And if you're beliving they are people who just need to get the chocolate-heart-hot-air-balloon-that-SpongeBob-made-for-Patrick-at-Valentine's-day.
Support my friend and like them for a better future...

Subscribe to this channel UniqueHubNetwork and write on their wall "Ron, you are awesome".
Thank you.

So I'll catch up later.
Or maybe you will?
Well, anyway...
Bye!