Two parts

Two parts of a day.
Happy and unhappy.
At the start, it was awful.
Remember the complaining about what the girl said "I can't be without my friends for two days" and I was talking about that I'm risking losing my best friend, that will probably the only one who really know and understands me.
Well since I watched "Just Peck" and the girl moto was "Life is a bitch and then you die" it's kinda true.
But bitches can be nice when they need you, like life needs me.

So I'm losing my best friend.
Correctly she's far like at the first time I've lost her.
And I hate it.
It's hard.
I'm not really friendly lately.
I'm friendly when there are no people I know to disturb.
Now in school it's hard as breathing in the water, on the bottom of the sea, drowning because your  life doesn't mean too much to you anymore.

Anyways.... I can't live with this anymore.
I'm needy!
I will be the next worst girlfriend... so clingy.
I don't want to be my boyfriend.


So then after school I finally went to the beach with maya (g) for a surf thing she have.
My dad got me a membership for this for the rest of the school year (awesome!) and I'm going to surf with her every Friday.
It'll make me skinny and it's an amazing way to get in shape for the sports class (that I've passed from all those tests!) and It will stay awesome.


Well it's quite strange that everyone hates the bully.
Like only I think she is but they consider her as a bitch, but not like the good better way of being popular, she is just being a jerk.
And everyone agreeing with that.
How weird that I have the guts to do what everyone thinks.
I don't have guts for seeing or hearing about bugs....

Well now I'm using Qello, and this app (that I recommend for those first five minutes) recommended me the band "Bullet For My Valentine" which I've heard about before.
I always like fans...
Especially those kinds.
He says "Fuck you" and middle finger, and then they repeating it after him.
And I love it, it's funny for me.
Like an argue, but with an admire from fans?
Well I still like it.

I like this app because new music is good for your brain, and I need it.
And I'd like anything addicting.
I'm easily addicted.
I have few proofs.
I've got addicted to juice.
I've got addicted to you know what.
I've got addicted to cleaning my room.
Which the last one isn't really bad.


I cant decide.
What should I do.
For now I'm breathing.
Breath in..... Breath out.....
This is my thing.
To breath.

On the TV there's a commercial.
Of a new show.
About tests for making the best new band of Israel.
In here it's a problem.
The music that's considered "Israeli" it's the worst one I've heard.
It's awful and if you want example copy those:

איזי

or

אייל גולן

And discover horror of music.
The first name is of a Israeli rapper (I hate rappers.... unless I can understand what they saying) and I hate his pointless songs, in this case I'll agree with the smiths, hang the dj because the music that they constantly play speaks nothing to me and my life.

And the next one is one of the one who give us the correct ear pain.
And if you want the music that is probably the regular old school old music band.
The address is

כוורת

And yes, I am being nice and giving you pain.

So when I'm in most of parties I'm like "hang the dj, hang the dj, hang the dj." because I can't stand this music -another why I sit down in parties and wait for hell to end- it's awful.

Stop.

I feel like a snob.
I'm not better then everyone.
I'm worst.
I'm awful.
I passed a lot.
I know how annoying it when another act this way.
So why am I?




Fuck you (bfmv) and fuck me too.

bye