The kingdom has crushed.
And if Yali will come tomorrow to school, the kingdom will fall on her.
Apparently, people worried that Yali will suicide.
WHAT?
She is the pity one?
Tell me where the sense you've got, somehow I don't see how she is so "sorry" and how I should to forgive her.
Please, tell me that something.
If I hadn't killed myself when I suffered for longer time and harder, why would this bitch will?
Maybe it's the strength I've earned from everything I've passed through.
It's weird.
And because I don't have another way to explain it, my day was like this.
When school started we had the dancing, and most of time I had to think about what I'll say.
I had this line in my mind, "I'm not sure if I should cry or laugh, to laugh because the girl who ruined my life paying for it, or to cry, because she was supposed to be my friend."
After the dancing I always had those thoughts running, and made up another story for zombieboy.
Eventually, at the last school hour, it came, we came first to the other class, it was weird to see them.
To show my weakness to them.
The principal and the concealer was with us.
They had a lot of questions.
"Why did you opened it?"
"Wait, who?"
"Do you think you'll get to be back together?"
I didn't, Yali did.
Yali.
No. Never.
then we walked to our class.
Yali started to whine, that she can't go there.
And I said what I really think, "I didn't got benefits, so you won't get benefits!!".
She ran to the bathroom.
To cry.
Then we talked again.
And the talking guide started like this:
From one of the Y's he started crying, it happened to him too, and it was so touching, see him, looking that happy boy isn't so different.
Gal and Addi came to hug me, it meant a lot,
And then another one of the Y's came and told me he suffer something alike too.
I came to the car, and went home.
Now I have another news,
I went to the store and I got 7 gemstones, exactly what I needed.
And a little time after I got home, Maya gave me something.
Candies, and a note.
The note said:
"Dvash, I know you having tough times now, but I want you to know that I'm here for you, from, Maya"
And then I stood, thinking I know who is my real best friend.
Not the ones I'm trying to reach.
She is what I needed.
Here is the real butterfly guardian.
But now, there's no slices that butterfly will keep.
It's her to give me a shoulder to cry on, a friend to laugh with.
A someone.
Today I've told to Maya G and Addi the secret.
Today I was a mad person.
Now I just need to count the days till the year is over.
Then I'll have a summer of fun.
Not as it could be months before, but, better.
Nothing to hide.
I'm open like those whores legs in few months from here, I trust them to open those quick.
They seriously a recipe to disaster.
And now, I see it.
These to Y's and I are showing that it's common.
Imagine the thousands with it.
Those serious battle scars.
Fighting to stay alive, to defeat the will to die.
I know why she want to die.
Oh, I really do.
To face all the shame, it's nothing.
She is a bully.
For life.
I'm not saying I'm innocence.
But I know to stop.
And see the thick line between "funny" to "life ruin".
I'm still happy.
You see, those masks finally payed off.
I believe finally.
I can't believe I'm saying it, but I'm complete.
My body is beautiful, my hair is beautiful, I'm clean of secrets.
I'm finally free.
Isn't it magical?
Heavenly.
I've got my ticket to heaven.
I've saved myself from doom.
No wonder why people jealous...
Being complete, being free, being happy, is quite rare.
And when someone have it, daily.
It can annoy others easily.
So guys, goodbye.
Life has started with a cry, don't let it finish the same.
Berries, survivors,
I hope you'll make it.
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