Notes

Guys, do you know that every time I see the genre "Glam Metal" I think about Lady Gaga?
Well, I thought it's funny.
Until I found it, which made my weird "theory" for a a reality:

http://www.itemvn.com/album/A-Smile-From-The-Trenches-Bad-Romance-Single/DEB46568A3

I blasted laughing.
And your argument is invalid.

I never thought that it's possible, I guess now I do.

Now I like A Smile From The Trenches a little bit more (giggle noise).
And they have Hot 'n' Cold cover!
Still funny, god, this is so weird!


By the way weird and music.
Yesterday my grandma came to my room, and started to dance to the music.
I heard Pierce The Veil, while they screaming.
I guess the rock is in m my veins (another theory).


Well,as always I never stop to find more and more music (it makes me smarter, and give me weird theories that entratain me when I'm bored).
Now I'm hearing American Alexandria, which are fucking weird.
The vocalist, wearing a jacket, while the drummer or the guitarist or just the shirtless guy in the clip there is.. well.. shirtless.
Something is very messed up, or he's a vampire, or he's a werewolf (I have a funny story about Twilight!).

Wait?
What!
Fliffy-Flippy hair have an angel voice?!
That changes everything.

I'm confueed.


Well, when I read Breaking Dawn, my sister started to massage me, and disturb me while I'm reading.
And when I say massege I mean turn off my skin with long deep hand moves (and saying "it's all in the wrist").
So I started to read it out loud, it made her suffer (that's why last post it was considered as a punishment).
The next day, my 5 year old brother wrote a story.
Guess what, it was about a princess, a warrior that fought against a monster, a vampire, and a werewolf.



Anotheer band.
Bring Me The Horizion.
It's the first time I've heard them, and if you never heard them too, make sure that the first song won't be "it never ends"!
I did, and saw the video.
I can't even describe the face expressioin I had.
A mixture of "What The Fuck" with a face palm.
Now I've noticed something in "Blessed With A Curse".
They have mustaches.
But the tiny weird mustaches.
Like when guys have their first mustache and it looks really dumb.


I want to know, from scale of 1-10 how much do you miss school.
I do.
Not elemantray, every year gave me pure suffering.
But, the routine, of going away from home, so I could hear things, draw and improve my skills, learn stories, and enjoy the flooding amounts of drama.
Maybe it's just me, I just want to get away from my mom.

Okay, back to music.
Falling In Reverse.
No.
Just no.
They remind me skrillex.
I don't like skrillex.
I do like the voice but the lyrics in "Alone", too sexual.

So let's try Parkway Drive.
Dark Days.
Still the screaming.
I hate it and love it.
Hate it, because it gives me a headache, and I don't like people who scream (though I can scream very loud, when I had furuious attck -however you call it- I screamed for such a long time and so loud).
And I love it, because it gives another shade for the song (Metal Gaga) and it's nice.

Fate by Our Last Night.
Better?
I guess.
The drummer have a beard, he reminds me the guy who always drug them in The Hangover, after he got shaved in Bangkok.
Only one thing, the electricity that made in pupose to let bright golden sparks fall scaring me, one wrong move and there's a scar on you.
I got once but from the small fire that flicks, on my neck, when I was 8.
I could swear that it went under my skin.
Baby, I'm fire!
I just had to say it.


Capture The Crown, is a very nice name for a band, but not this really scary thing.
Or I just shouldn't pick a song that it's name is "You Call That A Knife? This Is A Knife".
Well, you can tell that I didn't like the song.


I'm watching now the first episode of Fairy Tail.
It's quite cute.
I want to learn a little bit Japanese.
But I want also to finish Code Lyoko, I'll be back later.


Guys, I really hate my mom.
At least in a while I'll move out, go to the USA, and live there.
And soon back to school, making my endophines high, my mind bigger (I just love Biology, too bad that on the 7th grade we don't have it)
And I just want to get into a coma.
I wanted since Crete.
I wrote so many notes there.

Here are the whole folder of screenshots I took:

The three dreams, I shared only one, and for your surprise, I wrote about "my friend".
And you know who I fought with?
BBBFF.
I still hate her, I would ignore her, but her cousin, super cute, he is one year older, and he's funny, a guitarist, and he remembers me.
So, he worth it.

Again BBBFF shit

When the knife game started popping around, I was very sarcastic,
My "knife game" was much more bloody.

When MB turned to be in BBBFF's side, and I was pissed.
In the end where's the small rhyming, I guess my guts were right, it was better to be without her.

 To my mom,
Fuck you.
Snicerley, your daughter.

Written espacially to nobody else but Itay, I wonder why I wrote it, I guess it doesn't matter if I can't remember.


I want to disappear.
 I want to fade away.
But I won't I have to stay strong.

Like the and the clims on my wall over and over, taking a string from my denim, and pulling it up, then falling, and over, and over, and over.
Like the pilot that made a river.


I went to play some in the Sims 3 University, I want to get supernatrual, and like in the slogan.
To embrace the supernatrual.
Don't worry, I will.



Well, I'm back, and I'm bored.
I just touched my neck, the pulse is same like every other living human, so why do I feel so dead?
Well, at least tomorrow I'll have some pieces of joy.
Next week (from sunday to Thursday) I'm having kind of a course about computer game developing.
Horay?
Well, my dream -in the realistic level- is to develop one -good one- and share it here.
I don't want to spend 100 dollars for simple app, I'll just publish it here.
I would like it and that is what that's matters, right?
I'm going to do it in an acdemty, the is mostly for fashion and another designing things, but I'm doing the computing.
Everyone that hears the name of the place I'm going to are quite surprised that it's not fashion, because that the acdemy is known by it's amazing fashion designers.


I want to relax.
Get on a boat, and sail away, wake up slowly from birds poop that landed on my face, and sail away to a different place.

May your feet serve you well and the rest be sent to hell where they always have belonged.

Meaning, I wish you the best and all the others, fuck them.


So in the living room my brother watches the Festigal (it's kind of a festival but with shows, like an expensive wih famous actors theater), and they sang one of the hebrew bullshit songs (there's beats and lyrics, not good beats and amazing lyrics), and they fucking sang Gangnam Style.
I think that I should burn the place.


Is it that bad that I want to steal a semi-drug (it's legal and don't make you dumb, it's just relaxing you), and start raising it, and smoke it when I'll be 13-14?

It is.
But fuck it, plants are anyway hard to grow.

If I will be able to do it, I will.
It will be epic.
To sit in the construction pipes and talk and talk and talk (it's another effect of it).



So, I had some time, so I heard a song named Nowhere by Murderdolls.
And I in my mind praying that it won't be bad.
And after it I was like "Oh, it went better than expected".
And on the suggested videos were their funny parts, and I watched it.
Worth it.
I loved the sock part.
And then I saw funny parts of My Chemical Romance.
And I have a thing in my family that we watch/read a little and then we read the comments (hillarious).
And people wrote that they want that the band will kidnap them.
What.
The.
Fuck?
Do you knw all those chain messages?
So I've got one and in the end it was the normal shit to send it to another 5 people, and if you will your love will surprise you.
So I texted back saying:
"Maya, if someone will surprise me I will be so scared that I'll try to breaks his neck."
She wrote "Hahaha" and as you can see, my reaction for kidnapping isn't so charming.
But, hey I'm underaged no shit will happen!
And still, I think that the rule should be changed, because of one innocent looking girl with devil skills.



So I need to get a shower.
Be right back.


I am clean!
May the post continue.


I really want to do something.
I guess I'll just continue watching -again- Soroity Girls, which is hillarious, I think that the man who is the "president" of the K.O.K. looks like a vagina (and even sounds like a one).
At the first time I saw this movie I thought "he reminds me vagina" I'm not kidding!


Well, goodnight.
It was a long post.
Tomorrow I'd probably finish early, publish and when the movie will end I probably write again.
I really want to sit next to him.
The best (and worst) part is that there is such a small space, meaning that I will sit tight to him.
I mean that if Ever and Damen will sit like this, Damen will probably explode.
I wonder if I'll have this bees in my stomach (I don't have butterflies, they scaring me, and bees are funny wordgame since my name is Honey).
I wonder if I'll blush as I did when he talked with me on Facebook.
I wonder if I'll go closer to him at the scary parts (though I'm not really scared, the movies are more comedy than horror -I still want to see Jennifer's body- and I'd laugh along the funny scenes).
Will I do all of this?

I'm excited and terrifed at the same time.
Tomorrow it is.
Tomorrow I'd sit in my room of 3mX3m with my bestie, a bephs, my best guy friend, my crush, the funny guy, and the hopeless romantic boy.
I just hope it will end up well.



Goodnight.

Berries, survivors,
I hope you'll make it.N