South and sins

I'm quite dissaponted from Andy South...
He was my favorite designer on Project Runway!
He was inspiring, but now he's making the boring fashion of black-grey-white things...
WHERE'S THE COLOR?!
Well, it's fashion, and I'm the last one to actually detrime what's good and pretty and what's not, for me, all the fashion weeks are a place to show what happens for victims.
I really hate the models that when they are modeling, the designers cut all of their hair or make it tied so tight in a ponytail that the blonde ones looks like they don't have even hair on their scalp.
Well...
I assumed that he will make something intresting, like his hair.
I think he's one of the last people on earth that actaully knows what to do with extansions and wigs.
For who that can't remember the guy, and the hair.
At the beggining he styled it different ways all the time, so, it's hard to explain, but one day, he shaved the sides (mohawk style), and then, he added extansions, it looks a bit alike to a horse, but it looks great!



As much as I understand, and thanks to google, he changed his gender.

Now he became a she.
And she looks amazing!
Not many transgenders look that great!



Well...
I'm bored...
I'm trying to draw a crow on ArtRage demo, and it's hard to make the head and the body.

I decided to just make it look like that, it's the most I can do right now.

I dont get why the canvas is grey, I rather to get the option of white fine paper, I likw it white and simple.


You know, not many from Made (MTV) look hot, and this guy, John Dean!
Well, he used to be the guy with mullet haircut and with the jean jacket, and he turned to be handsome, the only difference was the clothes, and the hair, the hair changed the way he looks.
Wow, you will never believe what hair can change.

I like delicous things.
My favorite is passion fruit and berries ice cream, I like kiwi, I like many sweet-sour foods, I just hate salty things, it's good because 60% of the junk food in Israel is salty, and I fucking can't eat it because I just want to throw up when I smell or eat them (I really want to throw up when I smell cheetos, and doritos, and stuff like that, it's disgusting, and it leaves crumbs, and your fingeres just get orange, and yuck), I just like chocolate, and those sour sticks (strawberry only), and that sweet-sour red sauce on asian meals (I have no idea what it's name), and the asian schintzels (chicken with honey, and stuff, it's like sweet healthy mcnuggets), and I like beers (my dad always have good ones).


Wow, I don't think that you won't care if I'd die, because you'd be fucking happy.
I hate my mother!
She just don't care if my laptop will break, my iPhone will be desrtroyed, other expensive and important objects will be ruined, she don't care for everything I do.
And I want to die.

Oh god what happened to stop motion these days?!
Clay Kids? Seriously?
At least put Shaun The Sheep again!
I just hate when people think they have great ideas and decide to make a show that only a bit different from something even better that was much before it.
Why people must to cut off programs that succeeded, and is still active (and when I said that, I meant pokemon), and then they replace it with something that will never be good as that, and it's just awful, like Monsuno.

I'll never understand that idea of depression related posts on instagram.
Half of them are of slutty girls, smiling widly, and barely dressed up, and she's happy, and you understand it's just because she tags every fucking thing!
And there's that part of depressed people, I just think that they didn't eat enough chocolate...
And that part that tries to cheer you up, I find it stupid, just go to memecenter, you'll be happy, watch fails on youtube, go to buzzfeed, because staring at suicidal thoughts that tells you to stay alive, won't make you happy.


So, panicking, fuck...
I just saw some a creature that's half a bee half a dragonfly, I call it a dragonbee.
I just hate bugs, it gets me in a panic attack, for like 15 minutes, and on my period, it's like the worst thing ever (the last two times I've seen a bug was on my period, it's so unfair).


I just want to complete a painting on ArtRage, I just need to practice painting humans.

Well, that bitch what very body was afraid she'll do..

FUCKING DIE. 

I feel insulted.

A girl, two years of being completely betrayed from all the three genders (boys, girls, and demons -in form of humans-), and constantly want to kill every person she sees. 

And a demon, that fucking tried to kurder her "best friend", is a bit stressed and emotional, and everybody cares and says I'm the bad one!

So fucking rude of them!!

And yes! I am an attention whore when it comes to this! I want people to fucking look me in the eyes and say that I'm the bad one, that I WAS THE ONE WHO DID THE WRONG THING!

I just want to set the world on fire, and all the sins will burn along, and the first one to die, will be me. 

I just want to kill her. 

I don't understand this!

Why can't I just die?

Or murder else?

Or just kill myself?....

Why am I so stupid?

Why can't I just be cute with everything I do?

Why can't I just never feel pain, and only joy (like that twin girl from American Dragon)?

I just can die. 

A bit of poison can get me hospitalized, a bit more, dead in my sleep. 

Why can't time pass faster?

I wanted to be happy. 

But, I can't...

I'll let you just think a lot of what I wrote, you can be inspired, write something, draw something, maybe just eat a lot of chocolate or ice cream, do whatever you want, I'm going to do stuff on meme enter. 

Just a tip, at night, when it's quite, you can hear high toned sound, it's electricity.

Berries, survivors,

I hope you'll make it.