pre 7

I'll never find them.
I guess it just was a bit of luck, and I had my chance, and I missde it.
The bloody screaming people in the white room will forever remain as a mystery.


Religion sucks.
I just can't stand things that tell you how to be, how to live.


I just watched one of my favorite movies...
Jennifer's Body.
The part that scared me the most was probably the part with the car, after that Jennifer killed/ate Collin, Needy goes to her home, and Jennifer jumps on her car.
The part that disgusted (I felt ill afterwards), was when Jennifer showed Needy that she's death-proof, and cut her arm with this thing.
I have problems with blood in the arm.
A lot of them.
I just can't stand blood, since I was six, and I had a blood test, I was frightened, and the same happened with every fucking time we had shots, and they injected me stuff so I won't have some disease, I barely could do it.
And the worst bloody thing I ever had, was thanks to Ikea glass, and some Coke.
I drank some and the cup slipped, I still have an ugly scar on my toe, it almost cut my bone, and I barely remember, I think I passed out in some point, the part that was hard to look was when I took out the gauze pad, and it was pink and red and white.
It was terrible.

I just hate it.
And I'm pretty immune to many disease, I have a personal one, it's pharyngitis.
I just used to get it every fucking year, but lately it dissapperad, so, I guess it's time for a new one to show up.


I want to donate my hair.
It's just not long enough, they need 30 cm.
And I don't know if it's good to use.
But I want to donate it.
I want it.
At least that I know I've done a good thing, that I wont die for nothing.
Because I know that my hair isn't perfect, and it's far from being easy to use, but it's real, and it's black, and it's curly, and it's emotionaly unstable because when he's happy his just expand and when his sad he loosen up and it's fucking ipossible to understand, but his real.
I think that if I'd wait long enough, my hair will grow, and it will be a hard desicion if to keep it or not, because I love it, but still I want to do a good thing.
It's too confusing.
Should I keep it long, or should I give it away?
I want to give it, but I want to keep it, but we all know you can't eat the cake and leave it whole (I know that it's not the way you say it, but that's because 20% of what I write I have no idea what it means).


I have my iPhone like the parrots on the pirates on that Tom & Jerry movie with ummm... The pirates...
Just that it don't have other "parrot" friends.
And I'm not a pirate.
I always put it on my shoulder so the music can be on very low, but I can hear it clearly.

I just cleaned so much from my iPhone, I took 50% from my iPod out of my iPhone, it feels almost naked, but I need more memory for the new version.

I wish I could have iOS 7 already!
It's out now, and I can't update it from the iTunes from some reason, and because I don't have Wi-Fi, I can't update it from my phone.
I don't really like the new way it will look like, it reminds me Android, and Android confuse me.

I can't understand why people are against Assad's son, the boy is admiring his father, he grew in a different place, he believes in that what his parents doing is right.
And you won't tell the boy if his right or not, after all, it's his mind, and as I know, the fact that you'll say no, will make him want even more to scream yes.
He got a different point of view.
And so do I, and so does every other human in the world.


I still need to finish a book so I'll start another for my homework.
I just get lazy when it comes to Reached.
And super lazy when it comes to homework...

I guess I'll try to finish it tonight, and if I won't, I'll do it tomorrow.

So, I need to practice with Artrage, I just suck when it comes to digital painting, I just having hard time with the shapes and their shadings, it always seems unnatrual, and ugly.
I'll keep practicing.
I thought that it would be easier with a touch screen, but it's only half easy.

So, that's it, I might post on Extras if I'll finish the book or something.

Have fun looking for the beautiful masterpiece named Beast, it's a digital painting (speed painting), and it's gorgeous, I also like the one named Do I Have a Soul? I want to make some.

And as soon as possible, I'll post my face after using for the first time, iOS 7, which only might be like my "OH MY FUCKING GOD HERE'S WILLIAM!" face.
I have better faces, like when my dad gave me the video extreme camera, and I just did funny faces every once in a while, and it went quite funny.

So, have fun, with breathing, and I hope you'll have a warm winter, no winds, no sharknedos (if you know what I mean), just rain, and snow (it never snowed in my area), and many hot cocoa, and winter clothes.
I'll have a mini winter, because what happens in Israel, is like Russia's summer (these days, when it's a bit rainy and cold, but it's warm enough to eat ice-cream).

My legs are weird.

Berries, Survivors,
I hope you'll make it.