iOS 7

So much color...
So confusing...
So irratating...
But still, so new...
And yes, I am talking about the new operation system of apple, the iOS 7, it's still confusing, and it's very bright, so I have a lot to explain.

Just for you to know, the difference between colorful background and a cleaner with a close color scheme, is making the change, I had a photo of my brother after I pushed him to the pool, and I changed it to galaxy background, and it's much easier to look on the apps with your eyes.
Instead of being confused with the color, I just can see it easily.
Though, it will be much better if I could change the apps color, like the main, and when I say it, I mean to do it like you can do it on windows 8, if I could keep my apps on whiter tones, like light grey, metallic bright colors, to keep the simple color block, but just cleaner.

I had a bad day, I just found out that I comfort myself with planning my future, weird, my future is to live on the road, with random skilled people (no matter what they can do, if it's a language, designing, or math), and just live, visit places, and perform for our live, like a circus.
Run away with the circus.

I just hear my brother and sister telling me to die, and that they hate me, just don't make me to want to live.

I should get better with hiding what I like to do.
I'm sick when people are looking on what I'm drawing, or listening to, or doing online (which is mostly learning, reading, and writing this blog), and I'm sick of it, I just want a minimal privacy.
You know how exhausting is it to not being able to close the door to your tiny room?!
It's unbelieveable!
Seriously, they can just poke me with a stick or something, I won't feel any more desecrated than I feel now!

I hate the comparing of my grandmother of my father's side, she's always comparing us (the current kids, me and my siblings), to her children, that her wasn't noisy, and violent like us, but we grew up thanks to her son that who is louder gets the most attention, and only slapping and kicking works, so guess what?
If I'm that awful for you, I should just dissappear!
Why won't I?


You know, that guy from mythbusters, one of them ran away from his home when he was fourteen.
Look at him now.
Just look.
He's faboulous.
He survived on an island with duct tape.




I just wonder, will our enemies will finally find a way to just kill us simply?
If they want it that much, it's easy.
And I got that idea from Set The World On Fire's lyrics,
we stand tell united,
watch them fall divided,
And it's easy, be in peace with your neighbors, and attack from all around, in no time we might get defeated, and a bonus if you'll hide agents and a spy, because we already very divided, and guess what, divide even those smaller lines.
Arguing divisions, those are the worst, imagine the movie push if the divisions will do anything to get the syringe?
The third world war because of some empowering liquid.
Not forgetting World War Z with zombies, where the fact that the happiest religion was there with people who get's what the vibe says and people who wear wooden pieces to say how holy they are, are together, singing, cheering, crying, laughing, (the cheery one is muslims, just for you to know, we are just affected), and we died.



I'm reading now about an atheist mind about religion, and he says that by the bible, if you cuss your parents (even the slightest one, like stupid), you will die, and not just simple death, you will be suffocated, he keeps writing and says that the creator of the bible really loved the idea of death, I personally just like the plenty ways of it.


Thanks to the new window I'll have, I will be able to to grow plants!
I almost forgot to tell you about it, but I just read about drugs, and I had a vision today of me sitting on my desk, smoking, and reading a book about things that will just talk you straight to the point, without any fictional charcters.
And hopefuly not wearing eyeglasses, I'd like to keep my eyes in a good shape, even if it will mean to cut some hours with my computer.


Wow....
That memory...
Sunburn, of Ed Sheeran.
I remember hearing it on the bus that took us from the hotel to the airport in Italy, and while watching the passing view, trees with led lights, snowy land, warm yellow streetlights, and just missing her, it was a week, but it was a week to much.
I guess I'll just keep missing her, until it will fade away...


Back to the vision, topic: drugs.
There's a drug, which is legal in Israel, Ethoipia, and other places probably, and in America and Thailand is illgeal. 

Kath or gat. 

I want to grow one. 

And since it's becoming more common, a plant will be harder to get of course, but I can try. 

How weird is that a twelve year old dream life is in cultural circus, legal drug dealing, and reading. 

Seriously?

What child is reading?!

Just kidding, I just find that many kids eat junk food and watch stupid television. 

I watch dumb shallow television too, but I can't stand mcdonalds. 

So, tomorrow I'll start the book. 

I'm canceling the poison book idea, since I have no friends, and I'm not in that level of being pathetic, so, I'm pretty much done. 

Berries, survivors,

I hope you'll make it.