Today I ate breakfast, it's probably around 200-250 max.
I weighed myself today, and I was 47.0-5.
I hate this number.
Okay what the fuck.
Luli just said "I think I'll be anorexic in the end", and I was like, WHAT. THE. HELL. ARE. YOU. TALKING. ABOUT?!
Do you skip meals and lie about it?
Do you fast?
Do you regret missing opportunities to fast and blame yourself afterwards?
Do you try to be normal for every once in a while, and you fail miserably because of the damn scale?
Do you know how many calories there is in everything you put inside of you and you know how to calculate everything in order to measure how much you'll gain or lose?
Have you ever restricted?
Do you weigh yourself on daily basis?
No you don't.
I'm not an anorexic either.
I wasn't diagnosed.
I don't want to be.
If I would, and my parents will know, I'll just go through keren, with her ed speciality.
......
MY ALEJANDRO IS NAKED.
FUCKING LOVE THIS GUY.
I love Alejandro, even though he doesn't have a penis.
Okay, from some reason, some picture just flashed for a millisecond on my screen.
It wasn't very fucking nice.
....
GUYS! DO YOU REMEMBER IAIN? IAIN SMITH?! THE ONE ARTIST THAT I REALLY REALLY LIKE?
Well, he uploaded his sketchbook, in a video, obviously, but HE GOT PURPLE HAIR.
I LOVE PURPLE HAIR.
It looks amazing on him.
....
It sounds so.... Majestic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmQXKBgUZIQ
I love it.
I enjoy those covers.
I'm trying to put lyrics in my songs, and some stupid idiot jerk asshole (I am very angry as you can see) just decided that grammar is LAME AND IT'S SOOOOO STUUUUPIIIIDDD!
AND YES I AM MOCKING HIM AGGRESSIVELY
Just take a look: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/bellbivdevoe/poison.html
I can't stand those anger ticcs, it's my body reacting to anger without me controlling it.
Fucking wonderful, now I can feel everything, even if I don't want to.
Okay, I just heard an epic cover of Shepherd of Fire (I spelled that correctly, thanks to media of all kinds, my grammar got better, I may reveal my glorious sculpture of an ancient lost greek god, as known as Dvash-is-always-correct-fuck-you-you-unbelieving-idiots-os, if you'll look at it for long enough, you can see him mouthing the words "σας γαμήσω" which means fuck you in Greek, and his hands forming into a middle finger position) and I just saw the suggestion.
WHICH REMINDS ME.
A solider was filmed aiming his gun (I don't know what kind of a gun, I know how to use them, not their names) at a palestinian young male, I love their provocative videos, they just cut the beginning, that every Israeli knows already, the palestinian person teases badly the soldier, and then cameras are on, after the soldier is pissed off, and tired of this shit, now all you need is editing, and you can send it to the UN, and have some fun with the reactions.
Because of this, I decided to keep on with my news reading, and because of an article about how pop artists that were more deep then most pop-people gone trashy, I decided to have fun and share with youmews news!
I wrote mews by accident because that is the product of hearing Avril Lavigne's new song named Hello Kitty.
I'm translating the paragraphs that relate to her video in the article.
Even the ones that remembers her innocence of youth (Translator's reaction: I have no idea what am I doing, please try to understand) from the days of the Complicated and Sk8er Boi, won't succeed finding anything good in "Hello Kitty", her new single, that combines a bit of dubstep (because how you can't without), chirps (Again: I got no idea what the actual fuck) of meaningless rhymes in English and Japanese, an army of cloned Japanese dancers without a facial expressions, cupcakes, plastic, sparkles, suspenders and sushi. Shortly, just bad.
It's so bad that for a little moment (I/you/he/she/another-option) wants to stop and wonder if it's not a super ironic self aware joke, or something that she did only to get attention, even if negative (attention), from Buzzfeed. Avril probably knows that the dubstep is out of the fashion along with the skrilex haircut she wears, and all the elements in the colorful to epilapsey clip of her's aren't covering the fact that it's about awful music, one that the boyfriend Chad Krogger, how not, helped her to write.
In the past she thought she was making some sort of punk-rock for cute emo kids (I got problems with the fact of how they write emo in Hebrew, it's annoying, and making me have this tics, and I know they can't write it differently because then it'd be like a name of an animal, or ammo, which we already have a word for it in Hebrew, but the Hebrew Academy won't do anything). It wasn't a bad product at all for a 17 year old teen girl: The tunes were catchy, nice and bearable, it was fun to sing with her, it was good pop.
That's it!
Fucking hate translating long paragraphs.
I tried to start watch Rock N Roll.
I made it to 45 seconds, I can't hear so many voices right now, even if I want to.
I also have problems with anything to do with videos that relate to wars/olive-clothes/soldiers/anything that is like David from the Palestinian video.
Well, I just wanted to inform you about my Alejandro, he's great.
I changed his look.
From simple Alejandro Linton, he is a bearable product of the Extreme Makeover people.
I can't wait for him to marry that fairy, have a baby, and go on with their life.
It's some fairy from the Roommates household.
She's blonde.
OKAY, I'M FUCKING TIRED OF HEARING THE SAME BANDS ON REPEAT, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO, BUT I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ELSE, BECAUSE IT HURTS.
I HAVE A TOUGH RELATIONSHIP WITH PANIC AT THE DISCO AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
It sucks!
I want to hear something else from what I've heard for... I don't know, over one year and a half (My Chemical Romance), and for over two and a half years(Panic! At The Disco).
I found out about P!ATD only because of Stips.
My Chemical Romance started from Black Veil Brides suggestion, and it sparked again thanks to one birthday of sixteen year old girl, and it had a cake, and it happened because I was able to hum teenagers along, but I also heard them on Tap Tap 4 (like I heard a lot of bands thanks to this way, I remember Blink 182 for sure, but I never liked them much, and they had Linkin Park), but the fact that it started from Black Veil Brides was thanks to an article in Rosh 1, which I stopped reading, but occasionally I ask from Tal to take a look at the Music section (she always brings me the MTV one, but I look for the international music, because they have what I look for), but maybe I saw them once, when I was at the middle of the fifth grade, exploring people who were bullied, and how not, the Emo culture.
Just a thing to clear up before we continue, there are people who are emotional, and there are fans of Emotive Metalcore, in these days, of the modern days, emo pretty much screams emotional people, and not the music, because this is how life works in this time area, if you think it'll get better, it won't, don't even bother buying a freezer cell incase that in the future you'll have a better chance.
Panic! at the Disco firstly came from a question on Stips (the bullied times were good times, weren't they?) that asked "Isn't this video weird?" and gave a link.
It was Build God Then We'll Talk (by the way gods, now I remember that I need to read Homestuck for once) and every since it's history.
Yet, I believe that the band that truly introduced me to this "freaky" side of music is from a great game named Adventure Quest Worlds (Aqworlds.com!) when One Eyed Doll was there for one of their specials, Ii remember that I learned a slang word known as "wanna" from Kimberly's text when she talked to zombies or a chaos lord or something (in swordhaven or battleon, maybe near one of the inns).
I remember just putting You're a Vampire on repeat while kicking the butts of goblins with my Warrior class powers!
I remember the suggestion to hear Evanescence's Bring Me To Life.
And I also had the Sims guides who brought me some music.
With Evanescence's BMTL, I also got Plain White T's' (what?) Hey There Delilah.
I can't stand the fact that I have multiple songs with the same name.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE WRITE SOMETHING ELSE THAN END?!
You know what?
I think I need to relax with the calories, it makes me behave this way.
I'm going to draw and stuff, why won't I? After all I can.
Fuck, I don't know why, but I'm overreacting right now!
....
Goodnight lovely people.
I think my hypochondriac behaviour is getting worse.
......
MY ALEJANDRO IS NAKED.
FUCKING LOVE THIS GUY.
I love Alejandro, even though he doesn't have a penis.
Okay, from some reason, some picture just flashed for a millisecond on my screen.
It wasn't very fucking nice.
....
GUYS! DO YOU REMEMBER IAIN? IAIN SMITH?! THE ONE ARTIST THAT I REALLY REALLY LIKE?
Well, he uploaded his sketchbook, in a video, obviously, but HE GOT PURPLE HAIR.
I LOVE PURPLE HAIR.
It looks amazing on him.
....
It sounds so.... Majestic.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmQXKBgUZIQ
I love it.
I enjoy those covers.
I'm trying to put lyrics in my songs, and some stupid idiot jerk asshole (I am very angry as you can see) just decided that grammar is LAME AND IT'S SOOOOO STUUUUPIIIIDDD!
AND YES I AM MOCKING HIM AGGRESSIVELY
Just take a look: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/bellbivdevoe/poison.html
I can't stand those anger ticcs, it's my body reacting to anger without me controlling it.
Fucking wonderful, now I can feel everything, even if I don't want to.
Okay, I just heard an epic cover of Shepherd of Fire (I spelled that correctly, thanks to media of all kinds, my grammar got better, I may reveal my glorious sculpture of an ancient lost greek god, as known as Dvash-is-always-correct-fuck-you-you-unbelieving-idiots-os, if you'll look at it for long enough, you can see him mouthing the words "σας γαμήσω" which means fuck you in Greek, and his hands forming into a middle finger position) and I just saw the suggestion.
WHICH REMINDS ME.
A solider was filmed aiming his gun (I don't know what kind of a gun, I know how to use them, not their names) at a palestinian young male, I love their provocative videos, they just cut the beginning, that every Israeli knows already, the palestinian person teases badly the soldier, and then cameras are on, after the soldier is pissed off, and tired of this shit, now all you need is editing, and you can send it to the UN, and have some fun with the reactions.
Because of this, I decided to keep on with my news reading, and because of an article about how pop artists that were more deep then most pop-people gone trashy, I decided to have fun and share with you
I wrote mews by accident because that is the product of hearing Avril Lavigne's new song named Hello Kitty.
I'm translating the paragraphs that relate to her video in the article.
Even the ones that remembers her innocence of youth (Translator's reaction: I have no idea what am I doing, please try to understand) from the days of the Complicated and Sk8er Boi, won't succeed finding anything good in "Hello Kitty", her new single, that combines a bit of dubstep (because how you can't without), chirps (Again: I got no idea what the actual fuck) of meaningless rhymes in English and Japanese, an army of cloned Japanese dancers without a facial expressions, cupcakes, plastic, sparkles, suspenders and sushi. Shortly, just bad.
It's so bad that for a little moment (I/you/he/she/another-option) wants to stop and wonder if it's not a super ironic self aware joke, or something that she did only to get attention, even if negative (attention), from Buzzfeed. Avril probably knows that the dubstep is out of the fashion along with the skrilex haircut she wears, and all the elements in the colorful to epilapsey clip of her's aren't covering the fact that it's about awful music, one that the boyfriend Chad Krogger, how not, helped her to write.
In the past she thought she was making some sort of punk-rock for cute emo kids (I got problems with the fact of how they write emo in Hebrew, it's annoying, and making me have this tics, and I know they can't write it differently because then it'd be like a name of an animal, or ammo, which we already have a word for it in Hebrew, but the Hebrew Academy won't do anything). It wasn't a bad product at all for a 17 year old teen girl: The tunes were catchy, nice and bearable, it was fun to sing with her, it was good pop.
That's it!
Fucking hate translating long paragraphs.
I tried to start watch Rock N Roll.
I made it to 45 seconds, I can't hear so many voices right now, even if I want to.
I also have problems with anything to do with videos that relate to wars/olive-clothes/soldiers/anything that is like David from the Palestinian video.
Well, I just wanted to inform you about my Alejandro, he's great.
I changed his look.
From simple Alejandro Linton, he is a bearable product of the Extreme Makeover people.
I can't wait for him to marry that fairy, have a baby, and go on with their life.
It's some fairy from the Roommates household.
She's blonde.
OKAY, I'M FUCKING TIRED OF HEARING THE SAME BANDS ON REPEAT, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO, BUT I CAN'T HEAR ANYTHING ELSE, BECAUSE IT HURTS.
I HAVE A TOUGH RELATIONSHIP WITH PANIC AT THE DISCO AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE.
It sucks!
I want to hear something else from what I've heard for... I don't know, over one year and a half (My Chemical Romance), and for over two and a half years(Panic! At The Disco).
I found out about P!ATD only because of Stips.
My Chemical Romance started from Black Veil Brides suggestion, and it sparked again thanks to one birthday of sixteen year old girl, and it had a cake, and it happened because I was able to hum teenagers along, but I also heard them on Tap Tap 4 (like I heard a lot of bands thanks to this way, I remember Blink 182 for sure, but I never liked them much, and they had Linkin Park), but the fact that it started from Black Veil Brides was thanks to an article in Rosh 1, which I stopped reading, but occasionally I ask from Tal to take a look at the Music section (she always brings me the MTV one, but I look for the international music, because they have what I look for), but maybe I saw them once, when I was at the middle of the fifth grade, exploring people who were bullied, and how not, the Emo culture.
Just a thing to clear up before we continue, there are people who are emotional, and there are fans of Emotive Metalcore, in these days, of the modern days, emo pretty much screams emotional people, and not the music, because this is how life works in this time area, if you think it'll get better, it won't, don't even bother buying a freezer cell incase that in the future you'll have a better chance.
Panic! at the Disco firstly came from a question on Stips (the bullied times were good times, weren't they?) that asked "Isn't this video weird?" and gave a link.
It was Build God Then We'll Talk (by the way gods, now I remember that I need to read Homestuck for once) and every since it's history.
Yet, I believe that the band that truly introduced me to this "freaky" side of music is from a great game named Adventure Quest Worlds (Aqworlds.com!) when One Eyed Doll was there for one of their specials, Ii remember that I learned a slang word known as "wanna" from Kimberly's text when she talked to zombies or a chaos lord or something (in swordhaven or battleon, maybe near one of the inns).
I remember just putting You're a Vampire on repeat while kicking the butts of goblins with my Warrior class powers!
I remember the suggestion to hear Evanescence's Bring Me To Life.
And I also had the Sims guides who brought me some music.
With Evanescence's BMTL, I also got Plain White T's' (what?) Hey There Delilah.
I can't stand the fact that I have multiple songs with the same name.
WHY CAN'T PEOPLE WRITE SOMETHING ELSE THAN END?!
You know what?
I think I need to relax with the calories, it makes me behave this way.
I'm going to draw and stuff, why won't I? After all I can.
Fuck, I don't know why, but I'm overreacting right now!
....
Goodnight lovely people.
I think my hypochondriac behaviour is getting worse.
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