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The seventh grade is officially over.
Hooray?
I don't know, I guess I don't really feel this way.
I just need a couple of days to finally feel that summer break have just started.

I just...
Oh!
I wanted to say that I wonder why the hell are scene kids wear extensions (because of this video) and then I remember that day where girls, on the fifth grade, wore these hair extensions with the dyed end.
That was really weird.

I want to dye my hair at some point, vivid purple, radioactive green, and some sort of a bright aqua.
Each color at it's time.
I'm allowed to do hair dying from the age of sixteen because of my parents, it doesn't bother me enough for trying to argue about it.
I don't mind waiting, as time passes really quickly.
The only thing that makes me remember that the year isn't so slow, it's the posts, I just see that I've posted so much, because it was on daily basis.


.....

I'm watching Venusangelic videos, like why people hate her, and I just watch VenusAngelic Bullying people on the internet.
I'm also going to search for "cyberbullying venus" just like Summer suggested, so... We are going to have some "kawaii" videos and wonder, what the hell is happening.

I'm going to have a meltdown, the blogger system tells me there are so many errors right now, my requst cannot be completed all the fucking time.
I'm blogging for my sanity, and blogger is taking it away from me.

Fun.

I didn't find anything so now it's the time to watch something else.

I wanted to watch it for a while, and the First Moon Party is so fucking awesome.


I'm just getting insane by the problems.

I got this problem number.
bX-u6ezki
What the fuck am I going to do with it?
I sent feedback, I really hope it'd help, it's quite weird to feel your back in pain after trying to relieve your frustration with pain, which makes you attack your toes with your other toes, and try other stuff.

IT'S SO FUCKING ANNOYING.
I had it in the past couple of days, but not in that frequency!
I just can't stand it anymore, but I have to post, it's my life.


......


I'm back after dinner, and my sister and I wanted to play our ball-game, my dad told us to close the bed, so I told my sister to get off, and all of the sudden my brother comes and trying to close it by himself, I told him to go away while pushing him away, and then it turned to yelling, and then he scratched my eyebrow so I immediately hit him, I didn't understand how hard I hit him only after I finished closing and he was already crying in pain, and I saw a hand mark on his right rib cage, and it was bright red with some purple and blue in it.
I just wonder, why don't we have in our school some sport that's dedicated to hit things, I need some punching bag time.
Thinking about it, I could've been such a good bully, like a serious tough-ass one, sadly, people were mean to me since birth, and I learned to hate myself since birth (yay! good ol' white education!) and I was taught to be nice since birth.
I just need to stop hurting people, isolation won't be the best thing to me, but it'd be probably better for the rest.


I'm watching some steampunk goggles diy videos, because I can.
And now cosplay random stuff, but now it's DIY Horns.
It seems pretty awesome.
I wonder if some of the viewers are just hardcore homestuck fans.

Next year I'm going to make some hoodie diy stuff, like dying it and adding fur inside, I believe that I'd find some faux-fur in Tel Aviv or in the market.
I found a store, I guess I'd ask my mother to help me with finding it.
I need to pick some hoodie colors, even now, before people will start taking them.
I really need a couple of them, as it's my main clothing piece during the year.

I want my white one (even though that the relationship building is always hard with a hoodie color that you had before), and my classic black one, maybe some strange more "bold" color, like dark purple, or dark aqua, but not red.
And I think that on the white hoodie it's going to be white/black/light-brown colored, or if they have some crazy neon color, then the color, and for the black it'd be white or colored, and for the special it'd be plain white or black.
And maybe adding some bunny ears for another one, or cat.

I know that I need all kinds of diy stuff that I find stunning.
Like liquid latex, it's just probably one of the better materials for special effects art, for example, elf ears, and almost every pinkstylist creation!
And dental hydrogum, I wanted the material since the third grade, and only this year I met the name.
In Ramon (before rama and ram) we once had some project that included our hands to be in that material, let it set, and then pouring plaster (gypsum product) and then we had a pretty epic "statue" of our fist.

I saw how to make fangs with this magical material.

Maybe my dad has Liquid latex in his special effects makeup kit.
He taught once my cousins and me how to fake wounds.
I remember my cousin asking him how deep to cut (through the "clay"-like material that acted as flesh) and how much left to cut, and my dad said that when the blood starting to fill up before you started pouring it, then it's deep enough.
I heard it was I was seven and a half, I remember it really clearly, like even the box, and the exact scalpel he used.
Wonderful, isn't it?

But I remember all of the knights and warrior building with my dad as well.
So it isn't that bad.



Okay, that project looks epic!
DIY: Octopus/Kraken/Cthulhu Jar
It's just epic.
I really need to make a jar/mug this way.
Or maybe a bowl!
It'd be a pretty awesome joke, because of the saying by a third grader that attended the library white night, the atheist child who said that if to believe, then believe in bowls, and it adds to the commenter on Ynet, usually insulting religion , that his nickname is Cthulhu.


Okay, a dragon skull prop tutorial! It's amazing!
Tutorial Props: Dragon Skull


Next thing I'm going to do is probably pastel goth tutorials, I'm confused by the fact that they are "goths", it's just weird.


Since it's the beginning of my two months of being (somewhat) free, I'm going to celebrate all night (I'm in the current sugar rush mode, and I actually think that I can make it past midnight) and make fun of grunge kids from Israel.
Why?
Because I am a bully.
Because I have a blog.
Because I can't stand styles that require a lot of time.
My dress up routine is leggings or shorts (black sport ones or denim ones), baggy shirt or school shirt with a hoodie on top and vans or sport shoes, depends on the fucking day.
That's it.
And the worst is people with make-up.
Wait, no, I know what's the worst.
Kids, on my fucking age, with fucking make up.
It happens enough so I'd mention it!
I just don't find the logic in make up if you're a fucking tween/teen-ager.
Why?
You're supposed to do stuff that doesn't include being inactive enough to wear make up and it stays.
With cycling to your school, you are getting sweaty enough to make your makeup smear, same with the average sport period in an average school.
I just don't see why would you ever wear makeup if it's not a job or a serious thing for you, in a way of a beloved hobby or your way to express yourself, and it exists, that's one of the last episodes I watched of MTV Cribs.
I'm wondering why the hell people would wear it like it's normal.
Same with hair and it's insane styles and cuts.
I think that I wrote about it once, but one day I talked to my friend, and she commented on my hair, it was in a bun that got messed up through the night, and she told me it's really cute and she asked from which video tutorial did I find it.
It was a weird experience, but that's mostly because people actually work hard on trying to look that they aren't working hard.
People will put a lot of effort and will care about the look of not caring.
Go fucking figure.


Anyway, I decided to not bully them, I simply didn't enjoy them enough, they are just like, what people call, posers.
How can you be a "snob of metal :P"?! Is it even possible to like only one base of genres?
And the whole sentence was about how she met grunge ("do you even tumblr?" is a great response), which is through a friend who got into it, and when the first girl started liking it, her friend is already a "metal of snob".
Those girls were probably the kind that I'd want to punch in the face.
She also said that one time Three Days Grace was really popular among their peers (wait... 2008 emo kids?) and she pretended to like them to be considered as a rocker.
Can you fucking not?
It's equal to liking dubstep only to considered as a nerd or something.
Or a gamer.
I just want to hurt people in the head when they do that.
Dubstep can range between "good-ish" to "EARGASM" and you can't just pick up Animals and the story is over.

I just hate so many dumb people!
People should understand that pretending sucks.
And that misusing things is wrong as well.
Like using Bullet of Hollywood Undead as a credits' song can turn up to be crooked for some, or using "ignorant" in a wrong place.
Or I don't even know what!

I think I'm going to bed, watch some Iron Man, Mean Girls, maybe some other movie, I'd record some, anyway, I get a couple of weeks of freedom.