Wednesday, June 25, 2014

Short

I'm watching some videos MrRepzion.
Currently it's Re: Child-Porn on Delta flight - NO ONE CARED!
I really want to hurt that activist.
I personally find pornography as a legitimate activity.
Seriously, what the fuck is wrong with that?
If it's forced and against the will of the people in the industry, then it's wrong, if they are all alright with it, what the hell is wrong with it?
Seriously, try to fucking explain it to me!
I really want to understand what the hell is wrong with that form of job, they make money, satisfy others' needs, and they are willing to do that.
I'm amazed by people bashing others for doing a pretty good action that can actually support the society, people who bash pornorgraphy are similar to homophobics.
I'm serious, come on, why would you hate something that you can avoid, that doesn't relate to you (people will not force you to watch porn and homosexuals won't sexually harass you), and you're just too full of hate to let others do what they want to do.

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I was lost in the miracles of Tastefullyoffensive tumblr and multiple comedy videos.
Right now, I'm sitting on my beanbag, and that beanbag is on another beanbag, because I'm so majestic that my cushion needs cushion.

I'm watching some sketchbook videos.
I stumbled upon some magical piece named High school art reaction by Mary Doodles, it's epic, everything is so beautiful!

I really want to watch some more art improvement videos.
I need to check if Iain has them, and Cuberush....
Well they have instructions and like guides and tips, but that's not what I'm looking for, and I already watched them, the artwork is amazing and they are the kind of the people that say so many wise things that you just have to hear and watch many things because it's worth it.
It's not fangirling, why? Fangirls are hardcore.

Oh I'm watching another Mary Doodles thing!
WITH THE JACKALOPE!
YAY!
It's a draw it again video, which can be found here.
I need more redraws.


The one with the angel!
DRAW IT AGAIN! - Mary Doodles an Angel.
I like the previous one better because it seems... I don't know, more interesting, on the recent one, it's more black and white, and the before is including the whole grayscale.
But the wings of the after one.... Wow.

My mouth is dry as a dessert.
Soon I'd have to leave for some beach cleaning activity with the Cabria, which will probably be a lot of fun, because the kids from there are very nice, but I'm really nervous.
Soon I'm going to be in a whole other country with them, and the beach makes me nervous, oh, the week in Hungary will be interesting.
I will probably be very nervous then, like dreading the day.
And it's in eleven days.
Wow, it's wonderful.

Well, for now I'll just chill with watching some Will Terrell sketches.
Oh, it'd have to wait because I have something pretty weird that I watched last night.
Bella Thorne - Call It Whatever (Official Video)
So far, I haven't heard my sister talk about it, so it's not popular yet, but it seems like the next big thing.

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I was at the beach, cleaned it with Shani and Shachar, which was fun.


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I got a practice tomorrow, which means that I probably shouldn't stay awake until five am, like last night.
You know what?
I just lost again my privacy, why? Because my sister and mother are irresponsible, they've lost her short leggings for gymnastics, and my mother is going to search it in my closet.
Excuse me?
I worked so hard on regaining my privacy, and I need it, because if I won't, and you'd look in my stuff, which includes razors (that I don't use, but they are near my bed, it makes me feel better to have an option), a scale, and my wonderful pieces from my sketchbooks, some with meal plans that were well below thousand, and the notes that expressed my need for a relief every time that I was on the verge of saying fuck it and just doing whatever I want.
You know, all of the lovely stuff that I do.
I really hate being betrayed.
Which makes me think, why shouldn't I end it all?
Like, what the hell?
Why am I carrying on? What's the point? My life is meaningless!

I want to eat.
I will eat.

I also want to cut and bang my head on every solid object I have around.

I'm going to eat some food.

Ugh, too... much... effort...
Too... less.. internet...

I should get up and eat something, but I have no motivation to do so, well after it I'm going to bed and do stuff, like watching stupid movies or something.


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