Hungary starts with H, so does "Help"

Hi guys, it's me!

I'm in Hungary. 

I feel like they hate me, and I can't fall asleep. 

I also don't want to draw anything right now. 

I'm so nervous. 

I don't think that I'm going to make it to the next year. 

I'm sure it'd be fun an shit, but nuh-uh, I need to be with my laptop, I need my comfort zone. 

I wish something would help. 

I wish that my mother would have packed me some sleeping pills as well, I don't need painkillers (ten pills, not enough for suicide, and even then, I don't want to make them uncomfortable, do I?) and cough drops.

I need sleeping pills and something that would completly numb me.

Well, I wish that tomorrow would be alright. 

Good night.