Cuts images.

I noticed just today that the Fearless Vampire Killers madee a new song.

I didn't even get a notification like I usually get.

I did get for Matthew Santoro's new video... Oh well, at least I found it.

Okay, I just took a shower and I wanted to cut again, even though that I didn't really felt a down in my mood, but I just did it anyway,  I don't really know why, it's odd... Back to what I wanted to say, near the end of the session [which was very short and pathetic, but I managed to do something I've never done before, and it's cutting over a cut (not crossing it, but actually on the small scratch that I bother to call a cut)] I felt nauseous...

I know I'm a bit squeamish, but I thought it was only with other's blood and wounds!

It was really weird, I started getting sweaty, my head was heavy, I felt like I'm about to faint!

And the "cuts" aren't even deep, so I'm starting to worry about my plan to get box cutters and bigger and sharper razors!

Oh well, it will be awkward.

I'm going to give you a link for the pictured ones, even the funnier ones, because...

Wait, fuck it, this blog is triggering anyway.

I'm sorry that the images are corrupted, the post writing and view is very different!

The one up, near the papers with the tape are the recent one, the top cut is repeated and the lower isn't.

The photo of the razor is after I cut on the same place, and the razor had blood on it.

Oh, I got so squeamish that I had to drink some water to ease myself.

Okay, it's just like the old times, just a bit less of that half-fake "Oh, I'm so depressed" thing, and a bit more anxiety, well... Not a bit.

What else I got...?
A safer net of friends?
Now I know what gets to me too, which is disappointing others.

After a couple of hours, I sense a down in my moods.

I also have a worse time when it comes to school, because it really sucks to switch my main personality to another one that is my presentable one.

Sorry that it ends so abruptly,  I have to go to sleep.

And by the way, I forgot how amazing Thousand Foot Krutch is!